During adolescence, many people have the idea of idolization, which is normal. But with the growth, people's body and mind become more and more mature, and they will gradually get out of that kind of idealized fantasy and vision for the future. More people will choose to pursue those real and beautiful girls in reality. And those female anchors on the internet are just spiritual messengers. They may be cuter, more touching and more able to understand the anguish in your heart. But their pictures and songs are just binary codes consisting of 0 and 1
Please care more about your family, everyone around you who cares about you and loves you. Please grow up quickly, be pragmatic and make progress, stop using hard-earned money to support those anchors, and think about your parents who have raised you for many years. Are they cuter than that kind of girl?
People's youth is so limited that they can't be squandered. I wish you an early journey in life and find the true love that belongs only to you.