20 18, you slack off some persistence, such as running 5 kilometers at least twice a week, absolutely more than 10 thousand steps, and reading more than two hours a week. But you have also made many persistent and new attempts, such as writing at least one composition every week, learning to punch in every day, and going to the baking room and gym formally. A person's energy and time are limited, you can only choose. I respect your choice. Remember: study and health are your life's work. Just, I also want to know you, how will you sum up your 20 18 and how to coordinate your expectations for 20 19.
I am most satisfied with my spare time, because I let myself "entertain" when time permits. If there are regrets, it is too full. The content of amateur life seems "useless", but my personal experience is that amateur life does determine the quality and content of a person's life. In 20 19, I will continue to try to get in touch with new things that excite me, and keep the habit of studying, reading, writing and exercising continuously, but at a slower pace. Study, mainly writing and English. When reading, I will try to broaden my coverage and try to write a composition from the books I have read. Writing, continue to write in a state of self-satisfaction, and try to write a professional paper that is considered in classroom teaching. Exercise, walk for at least half an hour every day, and listen to books while walking if possible.
About the truth, you are more and more "honest" to yourself, others and the world. About beauty, your consciousness is becoming more and more sensitive and your ability to deal with emotions is getting stronger and stronger. So, you are getting better at being alone, which makes me particularly satisfied. However, everything is in balance, so I find that paying too much attention to your feelings makes you moan often. 20 19 is coming, please be more altruistic, more calm, more wisdom and responsibility, so as to balance the scales.
? On the job, satisfaction-In order to maintain a person's attitude and style, I tried to improve my course structure under the circumstances that the external environment required me to go all out to complete "prescribed actions" and could not have "random behavior". Unfortunately, due to practical reasons, I still lack some absolute confidence in the short-term and medium-term effects of "new things". In addition, I lack the overall view of making decisions and brainstorming in management and follow-up supervision. Therefore, some attempts still choose to "die without illness." Of course, the students' attempts and feedback this year have given me enough confidence in all the attempts, including myself and the students. I will fully implement the "new ideas and new actions" when enrolling new students on 20 19, and lead students to discover, use, develop and apply "new" textbooks-based on "concentration", encouraging divergence, paying attention to individual abilities and building team growth. On the knowledge level, help students realize the logic of building their own understanding of relevant knowledge; In terms of ability, it helps students to improve their information extraction and processing ability and hyperlink thinking ability. Emotionally, help students learn the habit of "sharing good things" and be good at communicating and solving problems.
As for family life, I especially want to improve it. Although, when a family can be together, they rarely choose to be apart. However, when you think about it, your hearts are not together. Of course, the main reason is myself. I chose my husband and gave birth to my son. At first, I was satisfied, because the expectation for them was health and happiness. Now, the greed of human nature, the lack of expression ability and the paralysis of thought make me more and more unable to accept that my husband is lying at home playing with his mobile phone, and his son has no "other people's children." Finally, he naturally "can't accept" himself and treat them. I know, in my heart, I still admire my husband because he is well-informed and humorous, but I really want him to work, even if his income is too small to make ends meet. Because I really don't want my husband to be an idle person in my son's eyes, and I really can't stand the life of "the more idle people, the more reasons, the bigger my temper", because I can't get rid of the anxiety brought by the thought that "men are the backbone of a family and the role model of my son". In 20 19, what I was most concerned about and unable to grasp was family life. As for my husband, in addition to encouraging him to regain his fighting spirit and enter the melting pot of society, I try my best to make "one should do these things by himself, at least he has made you grow up and brought you many new worlds" to make himself happier and give back to his good thoughts. For sons, less anger, more joy, less complaining, more guidance, less strangulation, more encouragement, more patience and trust, less agitation and disdain. At least I want to be an example of "focusing on things, not people", accompany him to persist in learning and progress, and urge him to make and practice plans.
I am just a woman who pursues petty bourgeoisie. I am not ambitious, fresh and indifferent. 20 18, all things that have passed and lived well are in the circle of friends. 20 19 has arrived, and I will still keep this "habit"-what I left behind is precious wealth. There is no trace, that is, I let go of the "passers-by" floating in the wind. Experience tells me that 20 19 must be more exciting and richer than 20 18!
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