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? Two days ago, a netizen Y told me that I felt so tired when I was alive. Everything is not smooth, and his emotional study makes him feel burdened. I asked him why, and it took me a long time to know that he had failed in the exam. He failed two courses and needs to take the exam again next year. He has been very upset recently, and his partner quarrels with him all day.
? I asked him, "How do you usually study?"
? He casually replied, "That's it. Who is studying in the university? Don't they all play games? "
? "So how have you been with your girlfriend recently?"
? "Didn't my mother lecture me because I failed the exam? I didn't have time to talk to her. I watched a movie with her the other day. She still thinks I don't like her quarreling with me. "
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? Why do many people feel that it is not their own problem in the first place after encountering something? Isn't his present state of life his own making?
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When it comes to being tired, I always feel that it is someone else's problem. In fact, the self-righteousness that annoys you is beginning to spread again. Do you always feel that you have everything, or are you educated? Still working? Or do you have a prominent family background?
You start to think in your heart, I already have so much, why waste that time doing things that make me very tired? Others fly first, I will wait for it to fly halfway, and I can still catch it.
? Later, you thought it was wrong. You start collecting the dreams you want to support and how to accomplish them.
? So people who want to lose weight began to collect nearby gyms and buy dumbbells as yoga mats. People who want to study began to go to the library to buy books and notebooks to study.
? You think your efforts will always pay off.
? Not long after, people who lose weight still haven't lost much weight, and people who want to learn still know nothing when they look at the dense textbooks.
? You began to want to give up, thinking about the use of hard work, unlike before, I still have capital, and I can work hard in the future, so you began to return to your original life and gave up the goal you wanted to pursue!
? But you forget that vest line can't be practiced in a few days. You don't know how much sweat and tears those beautiful girls have paid, and they bite their teeth and abuse their stomachs day after day in the gym to get the enviable eyes now.
? You forget those scholars who look very powerful. How many nights they stayed up and studied many books, and each book began to turn yellow slightly. The notebook in the book is full of many notes.
? You are always self-righteous and lose what you want!
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? I like writing, because I can write what I think without keeping it in my heart. I can weave my inner fantasies into novels. Maybe I just want to be the second personality living in the novel.
? I wrote an article before, and I planned to write it the next day in the middle of it, and then put it off until the day after tomorrow ... so that I finally forgot it. It is like an abandoned child, longing for parents to remember it, but losing it forever. ...
? Now I feel that my laziness has cost me a lot. My state of life is not what I want at all.
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? This article, an inspirational article, is written for readers and myself.
? Because I hate myself now, I have no goal and no motivation. I feel bored every day, as if nothing had happened. Even going out to the movies with my best friend will make me feel tired. I just want to stay in my room, lie in my little bed, have a warm sleep and catch a TV series.
But I understand that the current state of life is not what I want. What about you? Are you satisfied with your present living conditions? How far is your dream from your present position? How long do you want to fall before you take action?
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