Author: Nine herons are not fragrant

"try to like me ... can't you?"

"impossible."

There is a difference of ten years between them.

Published in Xin Lei Qing Nian Yearbook 20 12. 12 ☆, ten years later.

chapter one

"Forget it." The woman at the next table suddenly said, "I don't think ... we are suitable."

Qu's ears pricked up and his body turned slightly to the side. He quietly leaned out of his head and listened to the conversation between the two people through a partition. She didn't dare to make much movement, but just leaned out to see the back of the woman and the hand of the man on the table.

The man knocked on the desktop with his forefinger and was silent for a long time. For a long time, even Qu frowned, and finally said, "How's the fitness instructor recently?"

The woman shuddered at the smell speech, thinking that the expression on her face should be wonderful. They were silent for a long time at the same time, and the woman stood up with some anger and embarrassment: "Gu Yan, you never pity others and leave no room for yourself." She burst into tears. "At least I used to like you."

The woman hid her face and walked away.

After a long time, Qu Xi heard Gu Yan laugh at himself softly: "Do you think I didn't?"

He once liked her. It turns out that such an excellent person will also be hurt by feelings, frustrated and sad.

Qu didn't know that his head was getting longer and longer, and half of his body was crooked. She saw him sitting in a suit with a cold face, while his hand was holding the glass tightly, as if to crush it.

He is not good at expressing his feelings. Qu thought, is it difficult to live like this? ...

Perhaps the eyes of Qu were too hot, and Gu Yan looked up warily and met his eyes. Qu Xi paused, then smiled heartily and waved to Gu Yan happily: "Oh, what a coincidence!" "

Without further ado, Gu Yan frowned and ran away. Qu kicked the chair and followed.

Walking out of the coffee shop, it was sunny outside, and the willow branches on the street were dyed green in spring. Gu Yan walked quickly, and Qu trotted to catch up: "Uncle Yan, the weather is getting warmer. You will sweat if you walk so fast ... "Qu said," No wonder your girlfriend is so inconsiderate behind your back. "

Hearing this, Gu Yan suddenly stopped.

Qu also stopped and smiled: "But it doesn't matter, your ex-girlfriend is insecure. I am very safe and will never cheat like her. "

Gu Yan squinted at her: "You really spent so much time recommending yourself."

Qu cheekily smiled at Ha: "Like you, it's hard to get to this day. Of course, I have to express my thoughts. " You had a girlfriend before, so forget it if you don't accept me, but just now I witnessed that you are single! I will be confident when I chase you later. "

If it is normal, Gu Yan and Ben will not talk to her. But today, he is in a very bad mood. He put on a cold face and said, "I'm not interested in playing games with you."

Qu still looked at him with a smile: "Uncle Yan, I'm serious."

"If you were ten years older, I would believe you were serious." Gu Yan turned to leave indifferently, completely unaware of the smiling face that the girl behind her gradually lost.

Qu rubbed his fingers, and his smiling mouth hung down with a little injustice. She murmured, "Ten years old ... not that far."

She is ten years away from the person she likes. When she was sixteen and he was twenty-six, he gave a speech in her high school as a promising young entrepreneur. At that time, Qu's parents had just divorced, and she was in a rebellious period, bent on running away from home and working hard outside.

She will always remember that it was such a spring day in March, under the shade of the old poplar trees in the school, a speech about the future and dreams, accompanied by Gu Yan's infectious voice and his perfect performance, easily knocked on the heart of Qu.

Admire and then love.

Up to now, for six years, Qu has been struggling with Gu Yan as the goal, admitted to his university, studied his major, and applied to his company and became his employee after graduation. Then be brave.

In fact, these are not easy, but Qu thinks it is worthwhile.

chapter two

Qu works overtime until late every day.

She doesn't like working overtime. Twenty-two-year-old girls don't like dressing up and shopping, just because Gu Yan has to work late every day, and the elevator in the building is the only space they have the opportunity to be alone in the middle of the night.

Looked at the time, at nine o'clock sharp, Qu made a cup of hot tea for Gu Yan. This is an unshakable habit after she came to work here.

At the beginning, Gu Yan was very grateful to her for this move. A cup of hot tea can make his stomach feel much better, but after confessing to him, Gu Yan went from hot to cold and didn't even touch any tea every night.

Disappointment is certain, but I think that even if he doesn't drink, he should be prepared. If one day he wants to drink, at least when he reaches out, he will find that she is still there.

Knocking gently, Qu Duan went in with tea. Today, Gu Yan didn't bury himself in the book case as usual, but stood by the window and looked at the night view of the city while talking on the phone. Qu walked softly to him, just put down the cup, she heard Gu Yan say, "well, just arrange a restaurant. I will go tomorrow night. "

Qu's hand shook slightly, and the tea juice spilled and burned her hand. Gu Yan light swept her one eye, without any expression. Qu endured the burning pain, put the cup firmly on the table, and then silently withdrew, as quiet as when she came in.

Back to his position, Qu looked at his scalded wrist and his eyes were straight. I don't know how long it took, but I suddenly felt that the lights in the office were dimmed and the song suddenly recovered.

Entering the elevator, looking at the numbers falling layer by layer, Qu was still a little impatient: "Uncle Yan, are you going on a blind date?"

"Miss Qu, this has nothing to do with you."

Qu pouted stubbornly and said, "A blind date is a blind date, and I'm going to ruin it anyway."

Gu Yan glanced at her in disgust: "You? Why? "

Qu stayed for a while and suddenly remembered that he refused her pursuit and didn't even give her a chance. Because he didn't give her that position, she didn't even have the right to be jealous. But liking someone is obviously her own business. She looked down at her toes, looked up at Gu Yan's back when the elevator stopped, and said with a shallow smile, "I like you ..."

"Are you so easy to believe what you like?" Gu Yan coldly left this and left.

The elevator door slowly closed behind him, and Qu was locked in alone. She held her burnt hand tightly as if she had forgotten the pain. Bright glass fiber reinforced plastic reflected a smiling face, and she whispered, "Actually ... it's not that easy."

How can it be as easy as it looks? Tell the love that has been buried for six years, let the thoughts hidden in your heart be frank in front of each other, spread your hands and give up your guard. Qu is like a child who doesn't know whether he will be beaten or get candy next moment. His left hand was in a daze, his right hand looked forward to it, watching Gu Yan at a loss, and then he returned disappointed again and again.

The next day, Gu Yan really went on a blind date. Qu really went to find trouble.

The other party is an educated woman who was defeated by Qu's importune and sobs.

The rogue sat down rubbing against Gu Yan, wiping his wet tears, and said indifferently, "Uncle Yan, I really didn't make trouble. I helped you see that this girl is not suitable for you. She is too weak and quiet. After ten years together, you may not be able to say ten words. "

Thinking about Gu Yan seems really selfless.

Gu Yan silently drinking coffee, only indifferently said, "How many are left the next day? Please help me send them away. "

Gu Yan doesn't like this kind of blind date. He came because of family pressure. He is not an emotional person, but once he moves his true feelings, he will hurt his bones. Gu Yan really likes her ex-girlfriend, so she will care so much after knowing her betrayal. And he is a person who is not good at expressing emotions. There is a so-called tough guy plot hidden in his bones. No matter how uncomfortable it is, it won't show up in front of people.

He still looks lofty and chic, but he doesn't want to touch this kind of thing again recently. At the right moment, there is a guy who is willing to be used as a gun by him. Gu Yan is naturally happy and relaxed.

Qu wisely replied that she was happy to think that she had received "special treatment". In the following days, she helped Gu Yan get a lot of women who came to blind date.

Gu Yan never thanked her, but Qu felt good about herself, thinking that the distance between her and Gu Yan had narrowed a lot these days.

Ten years is not far away.

chapter three

"Mr. Gu." This time the object is a gentle woman.

Gu Yan nodded to her, and then sat down, eyes inadvertently swept the entrance of the restaurant, but did not wait for the usual noise. Without her stirring the meeting, the blind date was boring to make people sleepy. Looking at each other's polite smile, chatting about the topic of propriety and integrity, Gu Yan thought, in fact, what Qu said is true, and such a woman is really not suitable for him.

His life is boring enough, and the other half should be more lively-like Qu.

He suddenly found that now he is used to Qu's company and entanglement, and occasionally he will miss it shamefully.

Gu Yan's thoughts drifted away. What did that girl do today? Why did you break your promise? Is she ... will something happen on the way?

At this point, he suddenly felt worried.

"I'm sorry." Gu Yan suddenly got up. "I have something to do temporarily. I have to go now. " Regardless of the woman's surprised eyes, Gu Yan took his coat and left anxiously.

When mother remarried, Qu was the last person to know. The day before the wedding, Qu's mother called and told Qu that she had remarried. Qu didn't receive the invitation, because the man's family had a few pennies, and the children of the man's family were worried that Qu would share a piece of their cake and didn't want to have a half-intersection with her. She understood her mother's predicament and took the initiative to say no.

On the day my mother remarried, Qu stood under the hotel, looked at the scarlet letter for a long time, and finally left silently.

When having dinner in the department at night, Qu drank too much and didn't pay attention. Colleagues said they would send her, but Qu refused to do it anyway. He took a taxi and left, but the purpose was not the house he rented, but the company.

Gu Yan got out of the taxi and happened to find this place. He saw Qu hobbling towards the building. Gu Yan stopped and looked at her every move quietly through the window.

Qu doesn't like to wear high heels on weekdays, but there is nothing she can do to meet the needs of work. At this time, she drank wine and looked a little exposed. She took three steps and turned two steps, and fell directly on the stairs.

Gu Yan felt funny. Seeing that she hasn't got up for a long time, she is worried about whether she has hurt herself. He opened the car door and walked to Quxi. I didn't expect him to come in, but Qu rolled over and lay on the steps. Hehe giggle.

At first, she may really feel funny, but in the end, her mouth turned into an arc of crying. Dry laughter and ugly smiling faces make people feel inexplicably sad.

In Gu Yan's impression, Qu has always been a simple, direct and somewhat unreasonable little girl. She always smiles at people when facing him. Even Gu Yan can't deny the warmth in her smile. So he never thought that there would be such a contradictory expression on this simple smiling face.

He smelled the pungent smell of wine from a distance. Gu Yan frowned and patted Qu Xi on the cheek: "How much did you drink?"

Qu waved two fingers. Gu Yan sneered: "It's promising to get drunk like this after drinking two bottles of beer."

Qu Xi frowned and corrected discontentedly: "It's for nothing!"

Gu Yan's timely silence. He stood up and asked, "Do you remember where you live?"

Qu Xi thought for a long time: "How do I know where to live?" Her big tongue, "dad a home, mom a home, I shouldn't live ..."

Smell speech, Gu Yan secretly surprised, he always thought that Qu must be living in a very happy family, with the care of parents and family, so he has a fat and fearless face-incredibly dare to risk being fired to pursue the boss.

"Where do you want to live?" Gu Yan changed a question.

Qu was silent for a long time and said, "You stay with Uncle Yan."

Gu Yan immediately frowned: "I'll take you to the hotel."

Qu grinned: "I know Uncle Yan won't let me live in his house. He doesn't like me ... "She took Gu Yan's hand and looked like' listen to me'. "But I like him very much, very much ..."

She kept repeating the word "very", as if it was not enough.

Gu Yan looked at her blushing cheeks because of drunkenness, and faced up to the feelings in the girl's mouth for the first time. He asked, "Why?"

"I don't know." Qu Xi said, "I like it for six years, and maybe it has become a habit."

Gu Yan zheng, mind completely can't remember when he seduce such a girl six years ago. Six years ago, she should have been sixteen. ...

"I read the books he read, listened to every speech he gave and did what he did. I can't tell whether I respect or admire him, but I know I like him. Just like it. "

He found that his heartbeat was disturbed by such a rude remark. Looking at the girl with her eyes almost closed in her arms, Gu Yan reluctantly admitted that her vanity had been shamefully satisfied.

chapter four

When Gu Yan came home drunk, he felt really crazy. He knows very well that he shouldn't have any affection for Qu, otherwise the child will only get deeper and deeper. However, looking at her drooping head and eating melon seeds, Gu Yan did not trust to leave her alone in the hotel.

Anyway, she is just a girl, and she is a good girl. ...

Gu Yan put Qu on the bed and just got up to go, but he was caught by one hand. Qu exhausted all his strength and almost dragged Gu Yan down on the bed.

Gu Yan frowned and said coldly, "Let go."

"Uncle Yan." Qu half squints and looks lazy like a cat, but her strength is undiminished in her hands. "Look ... it's delicious."

Her voice is hoarse and sexy as ever. Gu Yan is a normal person. It's such a pity that his stomach is hot.

Qu propped himself up hard, pursed his mouth and gently printed it on his lips.

Gu Yan can avoid it, but let Qu lick it on his lips. His frowning brows are struggling and contradictory, but he has never put them into action.

"I like you, Uncle Yan ..."

This title seems to awaken Gu Yan, who almost rudely pushed Qu away and closed the door without saying a word.

Early morning.

Qu woke up and suddenly found that this was not her room at all. She was so scared that she lifted the quilt and touched the clothes that she found that she was intact. She scratched her hair and couldn't remember how she got here at all.

She walked to the door in slippers. Just after Gu Yan had just taken a shower, she simply put a towel around her waist and came out ... Damn charm.

Cherish tiger body a shock, busy hold the door frame. In the morning, the smell is so strong that Qu can't stand it.

She pinched her paws, then finally calmed down and shook her voice and said, "Uncle Yan ... it's early morning ... Look, what a coincidence to see you!"

Gu Yan raised his eyebrows slightly, answered flatly, and then said, "Go and clean up your nosebleed first, and then talk to me."

Cherish a nose, hands full of bright red, she exclaimed, rushed into the bathroom.

Gu Yan's indifferent eyes flashed a smile, but suddenly his mind flashed the idea that almost made him kiss crazy in love last night, and the smile in Gu Yan's eyes gradually faded.

Qu is curious about what she did last night to make Gu Yan dare to take her home, but every time she wants to ask, she flinches when she comes into contact with Gu Yan's cold eyes.

Spending the night at Gu Yan's house was soon forgotten as an accident. After that, I will cherish how to go to work or how to go to work. Gu Yan still treats her as usual, but he cherishes the tea she sends every night. He drinks two cups occasionally.

In fact, Qu now feels that there is nothing wrong with him. Gu Yan didn't accept her, but she didn't push her away. Qu pestered him, but it was just a dream of her youth. She thought that at least when she left after her heart was tied to death, there would be no regrets in her heart.

The company went on holiday collectively, but Qu didn't expect to bump into Gu Yan's ex-girlfriend and his ex-girlfriend's new boyfriend in the holiday bar. They look so cute.

Qu quietly looked at Gu Yan's expression on her face, but saw him look almost indifferent and walked over to them. Passing by two people, the woman actually caught Gu Yan's hand.

Gu Yan's lips tightened and his eyebrows became colder.

"Gu Yan." The woman smiled. "What a coincidence! I want you to meet my fiance. "

Qu saw Gu Yan's hands clenched into fists. She suddenly remembered Gu Yan's lonely appearance that day, and felt a grievance in her heart. She snatched Gu Yan's hand from the woman's arms, held it tightly, stood in front of Gu Yan like a soldier and said with a smile, "Hello, this is my fiance."

The woman glanced at Qu and sneered: "Gu Yan, so you are such a person."

Gu Yan eyebrows a wrinkly, has been paying attention to this woman. He is a bit of an emotional neat freak, but if he participates in a relationship, he will not be contaminated with any ambiguity. What this woman says now undoubtedly determines whether Gu Yan has made all efforts for their relationship before.

1 of "pa" soup, when everyone didn't react suddenly rang. My lips trembled with frustration. She took Gu Yan and left: "This woman has ten cows pulling you, so don't stop for her."

Everyone was shocked by the sudden anger, and Gu Yan was really led out of the bar.

Outside, the cool night wind blew, and Qu suddenly woke up and let go of Gu Yan's hand. She looked at him timidly, like a child who did something wrong, twisting her fingers in front of him at a loss.

Qu's love for Gu Yan is actually half mixed with worship and half mixed with awe. Every time she pesters me repeatedly, she doesn't dare to really cross the line. This time, he hit his ex-girlfriend and dragged him out. Qu Xi felt that such behavior was actually a great offense, lest Gu Yan really get angry and blame her.

Unexpectedly, they blew in the cool night wind for a long time, but Gu Yan said slowly, "Why are you angry?"

Qu said sadly, "Uncle Yan, I feel wronged for you."

Because I like it, I will feel unworthy for him, and I will feel wronged for him if I can know his discomfort. ...

Gu Yan looked at the way she bowed her head and admitted her mistake. She only felt itchy in her heart and could not help but want to raise my hand and touch her head. Gu Yan was startled by this impulse in his heart. He felt that after the kiss that night, his attitude towards Qu became more and more unclear.

She is ten years younger than him. Gu Yan thought that her love is just a whim of youth and can't be true. One day, when she really grows up, she will find that there are many beautiful things in this world, and then she will regret being frivolous or stubborn. She is just a temporary infatuation, which is not equal to falling in love or getting married, and Gu Yan is over thirty, and he has no mind to accompany the little girl to grow up slowly.

He quickly straightened up and said, "Don't do these boring things again."

Hearing this, the little light in my eyes suddenly dimmed a lot. Gu Yan couldn't take it easy: "Don't waste any more time on me. Not worth it. "

Qu obstinately said, "It's worth it. Uncle Yan, you just don't know how much thought I have spent on you. " Gu Yan is like a drug-addicted song, which can't stop from the day she was infected. She looked down at her weak toes and asked, "Try to like me ... can't you?"

"impossible."

Ten years is not far away.

chapter five

Gu Yan still wants to go on blind dates from time to time, but she never deliberately revealed the time and place to Qu to annoy her. He seems determined not to let Qu appear in his personal space.

Qu quietly observed for a long time. Finally, one day, she found a chance to sneak into Gu Yan's car and lie in wait all day. She talked to Gu Yan when she wanted to be alone, but fell asleep under his car seat.

Gu Yan and the blind date * * * drove each other home after dinner. I woke up when I walked to a quiet path. She absently opened her eyes and climbed out from under the back seat.

The woman sitting in the co-pilot saw in the rearview mirror that a man with long hair suddenly appeared in the car. She was scared out of her wits and screamed again and again, which made people flustered. The old saying slammed on the brakes, and after the harsh braking sound, the scene suddenly became surprisingly quiet.

The woman who came to have a blind date with Gu Yan was useless and in a daze. Gu Yan stared at the song that suddenly popped out, and he was speechless with pity.

Qu's face hit the back of the passenger seat, grinning with pain. She rubbed her nose pitifully: "Uncle Yan, drive carefully."

Rao is Gu Yan's calm at ordinary times. At this time, his veins stood out suddenly and violently. He got out of the car, opened the back door and dragged Qu out. "What are you doing?"

"Disturb your blind date." She speaks confidently, and Gu Yan's brow is seriously wrinkled because of her persistence. Qu Xi roared, "You don't like me or the people you associate with, but why can they fall in love with you and I can't?"

Gu subconsciously replied, "You are still too young."

Qu took out his ID card and pointed to the date on it: "I am 22 years old and 23 years old. I graduated from college and have a proper job. I can get married and have children. I still like you. What's wrong? "

Gu Yan was speechless by this QiangBai, silently looking at flexor, but turned up the waves in my heart. It suddenly occurred to him that maybe ten years was not as insurmountable as he thought.

Qu was so persistent with him, and so is he now. ...

He also ... Gu Yan was surprised by what was in his mind.

"Uncle Yan." Quirrell tugged at his sleeve as if he were coquetry. "Just try it and give me a chance."

Gu Yan didn't know how brave he was to put forward this sentence to him after repeated indifferent rejections. He put down his dignity and was almost humble. At this time, his mood is very chaotic, and he is not sure what his feelings are for Qu. He subconsciously wanted to break Qu's hand. However, Qu seems to be throwing caution to the wind completely this time, keeping a close eye on him and refusing to give up.

The woman who fainted in the car slowly woke up. She looked around and found that Gu Yan was talking to another person outside the car, so she got out of the car curiously and saw that this person was the woman who had just climbed out of the back seat. She was still clinging to Gu Yan. She was a little unhappy: "Teacher Gu Yan?"

This phone call seems to awaken Gu Yan's thoughts. One by one, he broke his fingers and fled back to the car.

The woman glanced at Qu strangely and sat back. When the car door was locked, Qu heard the woman ask, "Who is she?"

"Company employees."

Qu shivered slightly. She hesitated for a while, finally got up her last courage and knocked on the window: "Uncle Yan, don't leave me."

She spoke very quietly. Through the window, Gu Yan didn't hear her voice. The engine hummed and the black BMW roared away.

Qu stood by the roadside, and the cold night wind made her eyes astringent. She looked at the empty palm and the empty road and muttered, "Actually, I'm afraid of the dark. Even a company employee cannot leave like this. Moreover, ... "

Besides, I like what kind of sin you are. ...

Qu suddenly thought of why he took a fancy to Gu Yan, knowing that such a thing as love cannot be obtained by hard work.

Gu Yan sent the woman back, only to suddenly remember that the road where he left Qu was quiet, with few people and few cars passing by in the middle of the night. How can she go back alone? He was so upset by Qu's question that he didn't remember it at all. At this time, he is worried about her safety. Gu Yan turned white and felt a little scared.

When he drove back, Qu was still squatting on the side of the road, like an abandoned puppy.

Gu Yan came forward to pull her up and touched her hand. It was cold. A strange emotion suddenly popped up in my heart, like disgust for myself and love dearly. He pulled Qu to the car. She didn't say a word, just fastened her seat belt and looked at her hands in a daze.

"Where do you live?" I don't know how long it took, but Gu Yan remembered that he should ask such a sentence.

Qu Xi was silent for a long time and finally answered the wrong question: "Uncle Yan, I won't pester you in the future."

When I suddenly heard this, Gu Yan felt that his chin was tight, but he didn't answer, which made Qu's question sink into the sea and disappear without a trace.

"You can park at any bus stop." Qu said, "I can't go home by yourself."

Gu Yan is silent as usual, but his face is always livid. After getting off the bus, Qu bowed respectfully to Gu Yan, and then turned straight away without saying goodbye.

The next day, Gu Yan didn't see Qu again after work, and only after asking did she know that she had left her job.

That night, he worked late as usual, but by nine o'clock, he didn't hear the sound of knocking at the door again, and there was no smell of hot tea to wake up his already confused head. At that moment, Gu Yan put down his pen and looked at the room full of paper, decadent and cold, opposing absence.

Chapter vi

In mid-April, Gu Yan received an invitation from his alma mater to give a speech at the centenary celebration. He readily agreed.

Standing on that high podium, Gu Yan's eyes swept across the youthful face of the audience, and it suddenly occurred to him that a girl once said that she had listened to every speech he made. Maybe she stood under the audience every time, listening carefully to every word he said with admiration.

What about today? Is she there, too ...

Among so many people, Gu Yan can't find Qu, but Qu is really here. Standing in the back, looking at his still handsome back. This school is not only Gu Yan's alma mater, but also Qu's. She followed in Gu Yan's footsteps and lived in school for four years. Now I finally understand that some goals may be just one goal.

Attaching importance to Gu Yan has almost become a bad habit formed by Qu. She thought she would give up Gu Yan one day, but that day was not today. So she is still very worthless.

After the speech, Qu quietly left and went to visit the university counselor. I met my teacher in the office and they had a good chat. Professor Zheng asked Qu about his current work, but Qu was silent for a long time, only saying that he had just resigned.

"Young people must be able to bear hardships." Professor Zheng said that Qu did not defend himself. After sitting for a while, Qu Cai got up to leave. When I looked up, I saw a figure coming in at the door, and I was instantly silly.

Gu Yan never thought that he would meet Qu here. He zheng, the in the mind is inexplicably jumped out a trace of joy, corners of the mouth slightly evoked radian when he came into contact with the gloomy face and fell.

Don't want to see him? ... Gu Yan thought about it and felt a little annoyed. How long did it take, and I didn't even want to see him?

Both of them used to be Professor Zheng's favorite students. The old man happily introduced their names to each other and immediately said to Gu Yan, "This girl is your admirer. On the first day of school, she said to be like Gu Yan. "

"Professor." Qu suddenly said, "Now I don't think so."

Gu coldly looking at qu, only to see her eyes without any clever publicity. Gu Yan only felt a strange pain in his heart, just like watching Qu get off the bus that day and get on the bus alone.

Professor Zheng also stayed for a while, just when a student came to see him. Professor Zheng went out with the students, leaving only Gu Yan and Qu in the office. The atmosphere was awkward and silent.

I don't know how long I've been sitting like this, but Qu stood up and turned away without saying a word, as if he hadn't seen anyone in the room.

Gu Yan doesn't know whether the feeling in my heart is anger or pain. By the time he realized what he had done, Qu had been firmly caught by him. Qu hung his head and said, "Mr. Gu, what do you mean?"

Gu Yan didn't know what he meant. He scolded himself for being puzzling, but pretended to be calm and taught like an elder: "Resign? Do you think children play games? Can work give up so easily? "

Qu was silent for a long time. Finally, he raised his head, looked into Gu Yan's eyes and said, "I like you for six years, and I study and struggle with you as my goal." But in the end, I found that I was chasing a star that my hands couldn't touch. Say ... Teacher Gu, I didn't give up my job easily, just because you don't know how important you are to me. "

Gu Yan paused for a moment, then listened to Qu and said, "Mr. Gu, if you don't like me, don't pull me like this." She said, "I will misunderstand." No matter how calm the voice is, it is hard to hide the injustice in this sentence.

Qu broke Gu Yan's hand finger by finger, and Gu Yan knew how painful he had been to Qu before.

Looking at Qu slowly coming out, Gu Yan only felt empty in his heart. He murmured softly, "I like it ... in fact, I have begun to like it ..."

You've given up.

Standing alone in the room for a while, Gu Yan scratched his hair rather testily, and then went out.

Turning a corner, I saw the girl crying and looking at him with a runny nose and tears.

Gu Yan's heart was pounding.

Qu said, "You ... you chase me, I'll think about it."

"I chase."