The original text of "Annual Confessions of a China Football Player" is as follows:
In 2020, everything is changing.
I came to Greenland Shenhua from Evergrande and worked here for 9 years. At that moment, I felt sorry, missed and gave up, but at the same time, I also knew that everything in the past was over, just like Marquez said, wherever I go, I must remember that memories are an endless road, and all the past springs no longer exist.
You must go all out and keep moving forward.
The average age of the team is the largest in the Super League, so it was cleverly named the senior team before the game started. So after losing the first game, various pressures followed, and the prophets began to show their wisdom. Fortunately, we won two consecutive victories, but we still got irresponsible cynicism. This reminds me of Guancheng in 2003. The first player who won at home was called out of class and sent off. History is always strikingly similar, but the details and results are not simply repeated. We are lucky to be out of the group of death. We were not excited that day. Perhaps we have experienced too much in this process and gained more valuable wealth than the result.
From providing for the aged and running less, to the team that steals the most opponents in the Super League and the team with the most domestic players, People's Daily praised Shenhua spirit, which is the result of everyone's efforts. On the Asian stage, we have also made great achievements over the years. Under the head coach system in Cui Kangxi, everyone in every position is very important and everyone is indispensable, so everyone must do his best.
I remember we had a game that we had to win. Everyone was tired except for excitement and didn't move much. That night, I was lying in bed, enjoying the game, and suddenly my heart began to hurt, which made me doubt my life. The word sudden death has been hovering in my mind, and then I thought about what I have paid and left behind over the years. If it really doesn't work, it seems worth it. At 3 o'clock, I figured it out.
At this time, I don't think it is necessary to care about those things that have no nutrition, and I will be alone with myself slowly. I turn off Weibo's comments, don't watch the news, occasionally post a small dynamic, and focus more on interesting and meaningful things. Nearly 200 days of closed time, 37 books, 22 movies, 4 series, playing King and CS with teammates. As for the rest, there is no need to show anything hard. Everyone has eyes.
After many years, he came to the head coach's office again, still strict, especially in the tactical arrangement. Speaking of man-to-man tactics, he has actually only heard of it and never touched it. It seems that only Radko tried it once and then read it in a book. Rome used this tactic in the last century and defeated the powerful Juventus at that time.
So everyone had a lot of difficulties and doubts when implementing this tactic at first. With one game after another, from not understanding to arguing to resolutely implementing, they gradually became familiar with each other and the team's combat effectiveness was greatly improved. However, the changes on the field are changing rapidly, and the details determine success or failure. If you can strengthen your adaptability and read at any time on the court, the effect will definitely be better.
Of course, we should also strengthen our English ability. For example, Xiao Bi was seriously violated in the match with Australia. In desperation, he called the referee goalkeeper and confused the opposing players. He asked Xiao Bi why he was the goalkeeper. Xiao Bi is very strong. When he returned to Shanghai for isolation, he not only exercised and read books every day, but also signed up for an online English class. Another example is Li Shuai. After he was ahead of the Japanese, the referee asked him to serve quickly. Handsome boy told the referee fluently, I am 38, how can I be fast? Of course, I also want to strengthen my study. I downloaded a fitness software and practiced with a female blogger for two weeks. I thought the sport was called Pamela, but the blogger's name was Pamela Rafe.
It's almost over. There are many gains and many regrets. There are many good changes, but also many shortcomings and gaps have been found. Try to change and realize. It has nothing to do with the times and years. It's all about strength, not pointing at others when you are frustrated because of him or anyone else.
Every moment is our golden age, and it doesn't become beautiful after a while. Next year, we will certainly encounter more difficulties and challenges. What I want to consider is not what I can bring, but what I can do for it.
Finally, thank the head coach for telling us how hard he worked after every game. I also thank Mr. Zhou for eating and living with us in the closed time of nearly 200 days, helping us solve problems, relieving stress, inspiring and protecting everyone. It feels good to be supported by others. I would also like to thank Mr. Wu for his strong support and encouragement to me and the team.