Boys, love dad? Comrade, did I hear you right? Your father and your mother are husband and wife. This is their life. Jealousy is not good for you. I suggest you see a psychiatrist. If you can, I suggest you get out of this shadow as soon as possible. You are only 15 years old, and the future is still long. You can find some hobbies, such as singing, watching TV and playing games. These are all good, but don't be greedy. Just put your mind back to your studies as soon as possible, or you will regret it later. I suggest you go out with your classmates and friends for normal activities.