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It is said that everyone lives in this world for only more than 30 thousand days.
Life is only over 30 thousand days, how short it is. Everyone will meet many different people on the road of life, some are elegant and peaceful, some are hot, some are lonely and some are happy.
I am no exception. People who have appeared in my life, some are beautiful in spring, some are very fragrant in summer, and some are very clear in autumn.
But only you are as warm as the winter sun, and only you have received my lonely heart with your warmth and accommodated the warmth of my young heart.
Just because you are different from others, even if you don't like words and are not good at expressing them.
I still love you.
Now, I have reached this age, full of children and grandchildren, and a happy family.
I have nothing to worry about, and I am no longer so busy. Unlike before, you can only sit down and take an occasional nap from morning till night.
Now, I have a lot of time. I can play anywhere I want and eat whatever I want at any time.
Because although my money is not much, it is enough to support myself for a lifetime.
However, I am not happy, because I can feel moldy all over when I am idle.
Because without you by my side, no one will hold my hand and walk forward together.
Xia Liangxing sat alone in the small courtyard of full of green, looking up at the stars in the sky. The summer breeze makes Xia Liangxing's white hair messy, but it highlights a different gorgeous beauty in the dark.
Mu, what are you doing now?
A Mu, are you looking at the sky, the stars and the different beauty in the darkness like me?
Mu, are you thinking about me, too?
Xia Liangxing's wrinkled eyes shed tears drop by drop, crystal clear and bright, as if they were matched with the stars in the sky to form a harmonious picture.
02
Xia Liangxing just came home from the gym when she saw her mother running excitedly, grabbed her and dragged her to the sofa and sat down.
"Little star, when you come to menstruation today, call me and say Dongdong came back from Taiwan Province Province today, and his family got him a dinner this evening. Tomorrow night, he will invite his best relatives and friends to his home. My mother, who talks about menstruation, invited us.
I tell you, you must cancel all classes tomorrow, and you must go with us tomorrow, otherwise, it's up to you! "
Xia Liangxing listened to her mother's words, and suddenly two big heads. "Mom, I have six classes tomorrow, and I can't push it off."
"Oh, what's wrong with my head? It hurts. Is my head going to crack again? Oh, I can't stand the pain ... "
Xia Liangxing looked at this joking woman in front of her, very helpless.
"Well, I'll go! Mom, I'm going to take a shower first. I am sweating all over today. Smell it, it stinks. "
"Well, you are quick to go, or my daughter loves me. Go, wash it quickly. Come down for dinner after washing. Today I made you your favorite fish with Chinese sauerkraut. "
Xia Liangxing seems to have made a great determination, but at the moment she turned to leave, her bitterness turned into distress.
This is my mother, but this is my own mother. Did I find a fake mother?
Xia Liangxing thought and walked upstairs.
That year, Xia Liangxing was 24.
That is, that year, she walked into Fan Dun's tunnel time, and her life had a new beginning because of Fan Dun's appearance, but I didn't know it was also the beginning of another nightmare.
03
Xia Liangxing and his mother went to Fan Dun's house and found themselves the last to go.
My mother quickly apologized to Fan Dun's mother and kept saying why. It's snowing. There are too many cars on the road to drive too fast.
Xia Liangxing stood behind her mother with her head down and didn't dare to say a word. Not only did she feel embarrassed, but only she knew that the reason why they were late was because she dawdled at home and didn't want to get up, so she knew she was wrong.
"Hi, A Xing, long time no see." Xia Liangxing was confessing himself when she heard a familiar voice.
She was sure that it was the Vatican's winter dusk.
She turned her head and saw a different winter sunset in the Vatican, completely different from two years ago.
Today, he is mature and steady in his freshness and elegance, and he is not like that curly-haired teenager at all.
When she and Van Gogh walked to the balcony at dusk, all the mothers and other mothers were pulling home.
"I'm fine. What about you? How are you doing in Taiwan Province Province? "
"I'm fine too ..."
"Do you have a plan to come back? Where is your job? "
"I was assigned to John Group, but my mother said that you seem to work in John, too."
……
In Fan Dun's words, Xia Liangxing found that he seemed to have grown up, and he was no longer the little boy who was not sensible and always made trouble.
Before Xia Liangxing left, he left a phone number and WeChat for Fan Dongmu.
04
Xia Liangxing came home at night and just took a shower. When she put on the mask, she heard the telephone ring.
"A Xing, I want to go to the company for the first time tomorrow. I'm not familiar with this road. Do me a favor if you go with me. "
Xia Liangxing replied with a smile: OK.
"Then I'll pick you up tomorrow."
The next day, Xia Liangxing just went out and saw Fan Dun's car parked at the door. Fan Dun waved to her.
When Xia Liangxing was sitting in the car, Fan Dun handed me a wooden paper bag.
"This is for your breakfast. There are bread, milk, fried dumplings, millet porridge, apples, bananas, coffee and lemons. I don't know what you like, so I bought some. "
This makes Xia Liangxing really a little surprised and well-intentioned, but there are too many such things.
Although it's a little hot.
Later, as expected, Van Gogh began to send Xia Liangxing to work for various reasons.
He always brings Xia Liangxing all kinds of food, but they are all liked by little girls.
He began to visit Xia Liangxing's house for various reasons. Most of the time, he hasn't seen menstruation for a long time and wants to see it.
Xia Liangxing's eyes stared at him. Didn't he just come yesterday?
However, Xia Liangxing saw her mother's joy and suddenly felt like an outsider. They were a family.
Later, Xia Liangxing gradually got used to it. After a long time, Van Gogh would miss it if he couldn't go for a long time.
Xia Liangxing began to doubt himself. Is she encouraging the wind of Brahma?
But when Van Gogh saw Xia Liangxing let go, he continued to work hard and never slackened.
She and Fan Dun often watch the bright stars at night together on her balcony. They talk about life, work, happiness, life and the future together.
05
On this day, as soon as she and Fan Dongmu arrived at the door to buy food, they vaguely heard the quarrel between a man and a woman in the room.
Xia Liangxing stood motionless at the door with the key for five minutes, then turned his head and went back outside. Fan Dun watched Xia Liangxing leave, followed closely.
Fan Dongmu looked at Xia Liangxing sitting in a chair in the community, his eyes glazed and confused, while his food was put aside alone.
At this time, Brahma suddenly felt very painful in his heart. He was troubled by her uneasiness, and she was at a loss.
But he can't talk. He needs to give her time, time to digest.
He can only accompany her like this, look at her, and accompany her quietly like this.
"Sunset, you know, now my mother and I are used to it. We had a life, but he came back. It's been six years. He didn't come back until now. When my mother and I are having a hard time, when life can't go on, when my mother can't afford to go to college, when I am left out in the cold at school, when I try to work part-time for the living expenses next week, where is he?
I can't forget what he said when he left, and he will never come back. I looked into my mother's eyes and she was crying all the time. I'll beg him. I knelt down and hugged his leg and wouldn't let him go. But he abruptly, regardless of my fall to the ground, took my hand and left hard. His back just disappeared in my sight, giving me warm and leaning shoulders. Not anymore. He's gone.
I told myself at that time that I would never forgive him in my life.
Sunset, but he came back today, I can't accept it, how can I forgive him ... "
After half an hour, Xia Liangxing finally spoke.
Upon hearing this, Brahma turned Xia Liangxing's shoulder. "A xing, you look me in the eye. Do you believe me? If you believe me, try to accept him. He will be a good father. "
Xia Liangxing looked into Brahman's eyes at dusk in winter, firm and confident. She nodded unconsciously because there was warmth and love in his eyes.
06
After returning home, Xia Liangxing began to learn to get along well with his father. Slowly, she found that her father was very kind to her and her mother, as if everything had been agreed by her and her mother. Later, once, after she paid the completion fee, she gave him 1000 yuan, saying that he should buy more food for his own use and keep the rest for himself.
Father, a little flustered, a little happy, hard to hide the excitement and anxiety, as well as satisfaction and comfort.
At that moment, she found that her father was old. It is her father who loves her and loves her. He is the person she respects and respects most. He is the person she trusts most. He was once young and made mistakes, but she knew that anyone who made mistakes would be impulsive. Being young and frivolous is a sign of youth. There is nothing wrong with being young, especially young.
She forgave the old man, her father.
At the same time, she is sure that she likes the person who makes her believe in him, Van Damme.
A year later, Van Gogh proposed to Xia Liangxing in front of the whole company.
Xia Liangxing opened the ring box, but it was Darry Darry? Ring diamond ring, a man can only customize a DR diamond ring with his ID card in his life. Xia Liangxing knows what this means.
Xia Liangxing smiled and agreed. She doesn't want to cry, even if the meaning of her crying is different. She wants to smile beautifully at A Mu, and she wants to be happy with A Mu.
Her wedding with Fan Dun was set in winter, and her future and happiness were completed in the pure world of snow.
Later, his first child with Xia Liangxing was born. This is a girl and meat. He said he hoped the child would look like her, because she not only has a beautiful face, but also has a supreme beautiful heart.
Later, they had a second child, a boy. Xia Liangxing told Fan Dongmu indifferently that this child must be like him, because although he is handsome and makes other girls drool, she still hopes that her child can be as handsome and warm as her husband.
07
Today, she is 82 years old.
When she looked at her grandson, she thought of him and her sunset.
Two years ago, her Amu got Alzheimer's disease. She knows his pain and patience. Since she was ill, she knew that he once got up in the middle of the night and walked foolishly until she found him out the next morning.
Every time she finds him, he holds her hand and looks at her Xia Liangxing knows that his eyes are full of regret, unbearable and distressed.
A week ago, when he was dying, he asked her to come and sit beside him. He said with a silly smile, A Xing, I went back to John because you were there.
That invitation is the reason why I came to see you specially. I threatened my mom that if she didn't invite you and mom, I wouldn't go to work, and I would go back to Taiwan Province Province and never come back.
Later, hitchhiking, breakfast, going to work together and going to your house for dinner were all excuses for me to get close to you, watch you by your side and accompany you.
When my dad just got back, I didn't ask you. Do you believe it? In fact, it's all because I know your inner loneliness and anxiety. You lack love, you need love and warmth, and you need your father more, because that's your home.
A Xing, I don't regret anything.
I only regret walking in front of you and no one taking care of you.
Anyway, you must live well, look at the stars in the sky for me and me, because that is the hope in the dark, and one of them may be me.
……
08
Xia Liangxing rubbed the ring on her finger. Later, she asked her granddaughter to help her check, and she knew all his thoughts.
I believe that love is a lifetime, starting from the day I met you.
A hug from you can warm everything.
Holding hands with you and watching the most beautiful scenery, I don't want to let go until the end of time.
No matter how tortuous the road is, carve love time with you.
You never gave up, I followed you all the way.
Only send you the only true love in your life.
Just,
In my life,
The only true love,
Just,
It is eternity.
Don't be afraid, Mu. ...
Mu, wait for me. ...