In other words, any difficulty will pass. The energetic boy is back, too.
But at the same time, Mr. Pot came back.
The following passage will make you feel uncomfortable, so please read it selectively (……).
A month ago, I felt sick in my throat. I thought it was almond congestion. It will be fine in a few days. I haven't recovered for a month. A week ago, I was awakened by severe pain in the morning. I went to the bathroom in confusion, opened my mouth in front of the mirror and looked at my throat-well, how to put it, there was a bloody one with pus and unknown mixed viscous liquid on it, a mass of meat ... (thank you).
So I wake up every morning with a terrible pain. I vomit blood and spit. That smell ... I have to brush my teeth five times a day ... and then eat gum ... (I'm not exaggerating. Don't think that I'm sitting in front of the computer and updating my log is healthy and alive. Actually, I walked for a minute from the company gate to the elevator in the lobby today. ...
How to describe the feeling of drinking water and porridge every day ... Have you ever eaten rambutan? It's the kind of fruit covered with thorns like a hedgehog. Yes, I eat it every day. When food passes through my throat, it is like swallowing a whole peeled rambutan. ...
Or, it's like crushing a hairy crab with a shell and meat and swallowing it. ...
Speaking of hairy crabs, this fossil-like woman who lived at home for a long time the other day finally left home and came to my house for reunion, but it was not me who attracted her, but the crab I bought.
On the way, I sent a message telling her to wait for me at Starbucks downstairs when she arrived at my home. I'll be right there. I will go to Mark's house to get crabs. As a result, she replied to me: "crab crab!"
................, thank you! !
Luo Zai and I haven't seen each other for a long time, and we haven't come out to play except the time when we wandered in the till a month ago. In addition to the "reunion" of going to her house every month to urge the manuscript ... Barton, who is raised at home by her as a guardian, often sees a white light flash when the door is opened, and then sees the mark in front of her. I don't know when it has jumped on me, screaming and panting. ...
However, while eating crabs, I also talked about all kinds of messy news about us recently. I teased her. "Didn't the news say that you couldn't stand the pressure of public opinion because you betrayed me and the latest team and didn't want to face anyone at home?" She rolled her eyes and asked me, "Didn't the news say that you chased and blocked my downstairs?" Go downstairs. "
But feel free. Time will tell.
The composition classroom will still be the world of us two scum ...
Well, I want to get back to Mr. Pot. Except for my voice, the day before yesterday, when I woke up from bed, I somehow found my foot twisted ... I slept in bed and my foot sprained ... I guess I went to Mount Emei in my dream and came back after climbing. ...
My assistant, Xiao Ye, bought me a new kind of ointment, which is as transparent and fragrant as jelly ... I was inexplicably surprised, and I felt that I should still remember it as a strong excrement plaster ... Am I old? !
As for the throat problem, I also bought a lot of medicine. If it gets worse, I'm going to the hospital for surgery.
So every day I put all kinds of pills in my bag, and the signature file was changed to "My assistant worked in a drugstore recently".
I have been very busy last month for the same reason as you saw in the media and newspapers. Because someone in the team left, the workload of talking about the island suddenly became very heavy. I'm sorry about hansey's departure, and so am I. What makes me sad is not that no one helps me, nor that my work will become heavy and difficult to adapt in a short time, but what you said to the media hurt me. You said I had been in arrears with your royalties, but why didn't you say it was because I didn't get royalties from Feng Chun either? It's not like you didn't attend the signing ceremony with me. It's not like you didn't see me cry because of my readers. However, when I was surrounded by readers in the car, the joke "We seem to be pushing the crowd past" was written in your blog as "He encouraged the driver to push the reader past", and when Rollo didn't want to leave our team and came to discuss with me, it became "Only the righteous have morality" as you described in your diary.
You have been complaining and criticizing me, and I am sorry for you, so have you ever thought about what you have done to hurt me? I believed you when you said you didn't want to continue to be an island and had no time to study. I negotiated with Chunfeng at the possibility of paying huge compensation. I told them that hansey had to study and could not continue to be an island. But the next day you told me that I needed you to make an island, and I gave you a royalty of 1 10000. Then after each island, I will give money when I do it, whether the spring breeze gives it to me or not.
On second thought, I think you are right. Whether the spring breeze gives me money or not, it is my incompetence and my responsibility. I promise to give you money whether I get it or not.
But it turned out that after I transferred the money from my personal account to you, just before the final print of the ninth island was released on 15, you called me and told me, "I told you, I don't want to be an island." Then the next day, you posted a preview of the new magazine on your blog.
Every time I called you to ask about the progress before, you told me that it was almost ready. I'll show it to you sometime. It's beautiful. Or I read on the news that you are going to make a new magazine. When I asked you, you said it never happened. That's news graffiti.
When I received your call, I felt very depressed.
I never want to talk about anything or anyone's right or wrong in public. That's how I got here for so many years. I have never been willing to respond to all kinds of news before, whether it is plagiarism, luxury, commercialization, vacancy, arrogance or being called shameless, because I know that people around me and those who are familiar with me will understand what kind of person I am. But this time, it's really like a stone in my heart, and I feel breathless for many nights.
So this month, A Liang, Trace Trace, our new American editor Xiaoxi, worked overtime every night until 12: 00. Only our company lights were on in the whole office building, and only we were busy in front of the computer, all because of your sudden departure. Sometimes I see Xiaoxi fall asleep at my desk, or A Liang falls down on my sofa and sleeps with clothes because he can't go home because he works too late. I feel sad when I look at them This world is not only friends who enjoy happiness together but can't suffer together.
In my heart, you used to be a friend like me. Just now, I can't go back. I am almost as angry and sad now. I only hope that in the long time to come, I can gradually stop being angry about these things, leaving only a touch of sadness and memories of the past days.
I hope you can develop your career well. Since you have spent so much money-yours and mine-you should cherish it. I also do my job well. I am still a small city boy who struggled for his ideal. I still hope to make greater achievements. I also hope that you will always be the hansey who came to Shanghai from a small city with ideals, talents and passion.
As for others, Parr and Sunny, I want to say that when you complain that I often deduct your salary, please remember that because of one of your work mistakes, I deducted 500 yuan from you in front of the whole company and secretly gave you 1000 yuan in private. When complaining that I care too much about money, please remember who I am. Every time I go out to eat, take a taxi, watch movies, get together, sing, play and travel abroad, who pays the bill without saying a word. While complaining that the salary is not as high as other colleagues, please remember that Trace and A Liang have been with me for four years. They have been working with me since I was an unknown person. We used to live together in today's very simple environment. We used to take the bus and subway together. Because we didn't have the money to take a taxi, we often walked a long way home at night. When we have been through so many hardships together, I think there is nothing wrong with their salary being higher than that of people who have just been employed for less than a year.
If I really feel sad about hansey's leaving, I think you are right to leave. I hope my team are all people who love this job, and everyone is eager to finish better works. Instead of people who need to take time off to watch idol concerts in Japan, they also need a certificate from the company to ensure that "the company promises to keep its job after returning to China."
What's even more ridiculous is that I just saw your team's new press release, which reads "Bubuji, Sunshine". After your name, in brackets is "the original editor of the most novel, the moderator of the original Beijing M. Guo official forum" Happy Time Carved ",with strong contacts and author resources". Don't you think it's funny Who brought you these powerful abilities in your new team and new publishing house? Why do you only remember what I didn't give you and forget what I gave you?
What annoys me the most is that the press release claims that the core of the new and exotic team M. Guo has passed. Besides hansey, which one is the core of novelty? See Rakita, Qu Youjia and other authors who are so strange that they almost only use one or two pictures in their novels, and even write "the most popular novel authors" in the brackets behind them.
And the most novel core you claimed went to your side. So, what are the ups and downs left, seven years of viola, year after year of scars, Liang, me, SK, chocolate, Lin ... and more people? Who are these people? Is it an unimportant little piece of the most novel?
Besides, why do you trample on the most novel, which you have always looked down upon, and think it is commercial and artistic? Do you feel honored to claim to be the core team of a magazine that you all despise?
People who try to climb up by trampling on others, in fact, such a move will only let others see your feet stepping on others, and there is no other meaning.
I seem to have said a lot of things that I wouldn't normally say.
I dare not look back at what I wrote.
This is my first and last response to outside news. It should be deleted in a few days. Please don't ask me any questions about it.
Luo Luo's latest column writes: When I climbed to the top of the towering tree, an ancient voice came from the horizon, saying, I must be a kind person.
When I saw it, my eyes burned. I said to myself, I must do the same.
These past events have happened, so let them happen. In the future, I will go hand in hand with my friends. I will never let go of those who won't let go of my hand. You may encounter many difficulties and setbacks. There may even be people who keep leaving, and I am the only one left in the end, but I will stick to my dream and believe that not everyone is cold inside. Perhaps this indifference comes from our mutual suspicion and distrust. In our life, we will meet many people, say goodbye to many people and then meet complete strangers. We don't know who will be with us after we die. It must not be our parents, and we have no brothers or sisters. We only have friends who cherish each other.
I hope you feel the same way as me. One of my most sincere friends. I will remember everything you have helped me over the years, and thank you for being with me and sharing my happiness and sadness over the years. These things, no matter what happens, will never change and stay in our lives forever. I hope that when we are more mature and steady, we can all face these things calmly and regard them as the price of being young and frivolous.
I really want to bring you a good life, whether you believe it or not.
Help each other in the same boat with you and return to the other side. My eyes are sad because the paint on the Jane's book is still wet.