Anyway, I am all kinds of chronic diseases, nothing serious but very uncomfortable. I have a stomachache today and a stomachache tomorrow. I have a slight illness. Worst of all, I have anxiety. I want to commit suicide every day, forcing myself not to commit suicide. I can't control my thinking. If you feel that someone is controlling your consciousness, you still have to resist. I really want to ask what Yan did in her last life and what happened in her life.