The biggest feature of first love is that there is only a beautiful feeling of sunshine and few negative feelings. The taste of first love is sweet, just like a cake looks sweeter and tastes sweeter. Looking at her at first love, secretly asking about her hobbies and secretly observing her can make you happy. Even if she looks at you, you can't sleep ... even if she doesn't know you at all, let alone be with you, you will be happy, because every detail is the source of your happiness. But what does it feel like to grow up? I want to own it, get close to it, create opportunities, admit it and plan it. If I can't get it, I will be jealous or even resentful, and then I will forget this person and pursue another person.