When I was a child, I came to my grandmother's house in Shanghai to play. I always see a picture of a woman wearing cheongsam like an old Shanghai cigarette advertisement under the glass of the mahogany table in the living room!

Although the photo is dim, the charming amorous feelings of the woman in the photo are faintly visible. She is my cousin, my cousin's mother, Paramount's red card dancer!

It is said that his biological father was in a foreign class and returned to China shortly after his birth, so his appearance was mixed. With fair skin and flaxen hair, she is an out-and-out exotic beauty!

After liberation, my cousin, who had no advantages, married a worker and gave birth to a cousin. A family of four crowded into a small house in Shikumen, violent and vulgar husband and poor days, let my cousin's life fall from prosperity to abyss!

02

Whenever my cousins move a bench and sit in the alley to enjoy the cool on a dreary summer night, it's all about the luxurious nightlife in Shanghai. Those attractive memories in my cousin's mouth, like a seed, planted roots in my cousin's later life!

My cousin had a short marriage when she jumped the queue and settled down. It is said that in order to return to the city, it ended without trace at the behest of my cousin! Back in Shanghai, because of her excellent appearance, my cousin was arranged at the front desk of the hotel to receive her.

Gold will shine everywhere, and beauty can't be abandoned in the dust!

A middle-aged man in Hong Kong spent all his money just to get a beautiful woman back. Those imported cosmetics, snacks and clothes filled the small and dark room, and the dazzling light from the gorgeous commodity packaging made the cousins choose to forget the fact that the man was married and had children.

03

In this way, my cousin announced her marriage and became the outer room of this middle-aged man!

Not long after, my cousin permed a fashionable curly hair and carried a delicate bag in and out of the apartment rented by the man for her.

This man gives her a lot of money every month, and she gives it to her mother and half-brother.

Cousin pestered her daughter like a vine in the name of affection, making her try her best to ask this man for money regardless of her dignity!

04

So after a year, suddenly one day, my cousin was pregnant. After the birth of our son, everyone was happy. However, because it is inconvenient to declare an account and other reasons, the man wants to take his cousin and son to Hong Kong to recognize his ancestors!

Cousin is worried that her cousin will never come back, and the happiness of the whole family is hopeless for the rest of her life. She is firmly opposed to crying! Cousin was also forced to stay in Shanghai for fear of language barrier and other reasons. Because of this, her feelings with that man have alienated. ...

At this time, the man's original match in Hong Kong gave birth to another daughter. It is said that she hurt her body and it will be difficult to give birth in the future. Mr. Feng Shui, the original match, calculated the birth date, the son of my cousin, and promised to raise his cousin's son, vowing to regard him as his own!

When the man's heart moved, he came to consult with his aunt. Cousin agreed to give her son a bright future!

After several negotiations, the man gave his aunt a house and left with a lot of cash. This house was later given to my cousin's younger brother, who got married and had children in it and has lived there ever since.

05

After the man and his son left, my cousin is going to let my cousin give birth to this man. Who knows, the man had a few letters at first, and a photo of his son, but there was no sound behind him.

Cousin is also waiting to enter middle age. The young ladies around me are married and have children, and they are busy with their lives! She is alone, and it is difficult for her to integrate into her previous circle of friends.

Because of that past, it is difficult for her to find another lover for the rest of her life! Those with good conditions don't like her because of that past, and those with poor conditions don't want to marry.

My cousin strongly opposed her remarriage after learning that her daughter could never marry a high girl again.

The reason is unknown, and relatives guess that they are worried that the property will be divided after the cousin remarries!

06

Although my cousin's life is exquisite, it can't stop the process of her slowly dying roses! She was sent to a remote area without graduating from junior high school, and what she saw and thought was poor. After being with a Hong Kong man, the material life is much better, but the man loves her young body. Cousin's face is also the ability to fight for money, and no one cares about her heart. Her spiritual world can be said to be a wasteland!

Aunt's vision and pattern made her slowly lose color in that golden birdcage! No one cares about her joys and sorrows, as long as she lives in a birdcage, she will be fine!

I remember very clearly that one year at a family gathering, everyone was talking and laughing, and it was in full swing. Only she sat next to her cousin like a beautiful white sculpture.

She smiled and said nothing, eating food silently. After that, I immediately took out a delicate compact to tidy up my appearance. When I was young, I looked at her curiously. Although the face reflected in the small mirror is painted with red lipstick, it is really boring. ...

07

Slowly I grew up and my aunt passed away. My nephew, who promised to raise my cousin, sold the house and sent her to a nursing home.

At that time, I just worked, and one day I went to visit my cousin with my elders. It is said that her time is running out. In the dark nursing home, there were more than a dozen old people with different postures lying in a big room. I recognized my aunt at a glance.

She slept in a small iron bed and watched us come. She barely opened her eyes, smiled and fell asleep again. ...

Next to Xiao Mu's desk, there is a photo of her and her son when they were young. When a man in Hong Kong was seriously ill, he arranged for his cousin to see him for the last time and asked him to sign many English documents.

When my cousin looked at the white fat son who had been raised by a man and called her aunt, she lost control and ran out of the mansion in tears!

After the man died, she completely cut off contact with her son! It is said that my cousin went to a mansion in Hong Kong to look for her son, but unfortunately there was no one in the building!

In this way, my cousin's life has come to an end!

Time flies, and it's winter on the solstice. It is said that paper money will be burned for dead relatives from winter solstice to Sunday. I wonder if anyone else will miss that lonely woman like fireworks!