Personally, I feel that you are fascinated by the actress in the TV series. You should not only look at her appearance, but also be fascinated by the image she portrays. Maybe that's the goddess in your mind, but you've never seen her, so you've never touched anyone. When you meet her one day, you will turn your attention to the people who come to TV in real life after all. Li Qian in real life on TV may be far from the image depicted on TV. Even if you are with her in reality, you won't get better, because you will find that she is completely different from that on TV. So you should focus on other places, concentrate on your work and earn more money. First of all, lay a good foundation for other things, so that you can do more things like going out and relaxing.