Plum said she wanted to be such a tree, but in the end she didn't blossom, and then the tree lost all its leaves in the rustling autumn wind.
Plum says those leaves are really their withered hearts.
Plum inexplicably fell in love with a boy like Bai Tofu.
White tofu is so white and clean, that frivolous boy will never be his own dish, but you never know, it is such a completely disgusting boy that makes Plum's heart romantic in a certain university life, but with the end of the student days, the vows of eternal love that once existed between boys and girls seem to have disappeared-Wei Shi and Qian Lin both know in their hearts that Wei Shi has a princess in Wei Shi and Qian Lin has a prince in Qian Lin. So, on the eve of graduation, Qian Lin said to Wei Shi, "awei, let's get together and have a walk." Wei Shi listened very calmly. He shook hands with Qian Lin generously and wished her happiness. Jumped wildly in an instant, and then his name was full of plum diaries full of things.
At that time, Plum chased Kenzo, and especially liked Xu Changqing. He was dressed in white with a bash-browed sword. At a certain moment, the white tofu in the front seat suddenly leaned back, and the sun shone through the window. The young man's side face shone with soft brilliance and dazzling.
At that moment, plum blushed off guard.
White tofu played a super narcissistic joke and said, am I handsome?
Plum gave tofu a white look, and her eloquence was poor.
My mind was blank, and my husband on my cheek said, "I looked at the criteria for choosing a spouse in the literary city." Except for' virtuous', you basically meet the standard. Virtue is very important. The revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still have to work hard. "The temperature soared and finally got out of control, just like her out-of-control heart.
2
At the age of sixteen, I long for a gorgeous love, a journey of parting, and everything about the distance.
Plum seems a little flustered when she finds out that she likes white tofu.
Although there is a little joy in my heart, it is more confusion and guilt.
Puppy love is forbidden by the school, as if the heartbeat in youth is an unforgivable sin.
Plum begins to find fault with white tofu whenever something happens, and will have a quarrel every three days. More often, only Plum herself is sulking. Although Bai Tofu is puzzled by this, he will still apologize to Mei Zi for his behavior.
Even Plum's deskmate quietly inquired whether Plum had a deep hatred with white tofu.
Rejection is so obvious, but I like that his mood is still attacking the city with great fanfare in my heart.
Every time we quarrel with white tofu, Mei Zi writes a lot of depressing words, telling himself that you don't like him at all, and you hate him so much.
But as long as you see the eyebrows of white tofu, your mood will be inexplicably manic, or carnival.
Plum's neuropathy was cured by apricot blossom at the same table.
Plum found that she was not the only one who saw the glowing side face of white tofu.
three
Xinghua is a typical little girl, especially a boy.
It was dusk, and apricot flowers mysteriously passed through a bamboo forest, holding Plum's hand and solemnly saying, Plum, I seem to like your front table.
Plum blossom is cold, oh, apricot blossom said angrily, that's the reaction.
Plum looked up and stared at apricot's face hard, but I don't know what happened, like losing the focus, leaving only a piece of white.
The voice is hoarse, and there is a sound echoing in the cochlea of plum, so you can boldly chase it.
In a very easy sentence, Xinghua didn't agree, just lowered her head a little deeper.
Plum head buzzing, like bold to chase.
When she left the bamboo forest, Mei Zi looked back at the small bamboo forest. Several birds flapped their wings and flew. Far away, there is only a little sun left.
It was getting dark
Plum thought, you see, I still don't like white tofu, otherwise how can I persuade apricot to chase bravely?
four
All the consequences come from cleverness.
Plum unexpectedly, white tofu is really with apricot flowers, but the terrible thing is that they seem very sweet.
Because white tofu and apricot flowers are together, plum lost her only meal companion and ran around the restaurant and classroom alone all day.
This shows that unrequited love is not just a lonely heart. When unrequited love steals your best friend, your loneliness is endless from the inside out.
White tofu often circles around the playground side by side with apricot flowers.
When Plum comes back from dinner, two people will say hello to themselves from a distance. Plum will stop and look at the two people who are playing. Her heart suddenly feels like a husband ... very tired.
Once again, we met awkwardly on the playground. Xinghua and Bai tofu were quarrelling at that time. Seeing Plum coming, Xinghua D had a crush on her, but she was alone, holding Plum's hand and leaving without looking back.
Plum gently asked, what's the matter?
It's just that he doesn't love her from some trivial things, apricot flower analysis.
So, one feels that the other person is unreasonable, and the other feels that the other person has changed his mind. The two sides only stand on their own positions, and there is no reason to argue with each other until the white tofu roars and the trouble is enough. Apricot flowers burst into tears and said goodbye.
Plum asked with a frown, do you really want to break up with him?
Xinghua's eyes were red and she said in a low voice, I don't know. Ask him.
five
Because of the relationship between apricot blossom and white tofu, the relationship between plum and white tofu has changed from a unilateral situation of plum to an iron buddy.
Plum advised several times, but white tofu insisted on breaking up with Xinghua, and there was no room for manoeuvre.
Xinghua doesn't cry or make trouble, and lives a quiet life.
It seems that the days have calmed down, but Mei Zi's restless heart is expanding day by day. Mei Zi thinks, maybe they are not suitable, maybe they are the whitest tofu. The right person.
What's more, white beans "please show some respect. You have the wrong person! " I dropped the phone angrily. Rot is really good for plum.
The school has formulated a new placement policy, which will be placed according to the results after each big exam.
White tofu is good at homework. Every time Mei Zi has a problem, Bai Tofu can patiently explain a whole class to Mei Zi, but Mei Zi has to listen to it two or three times because of anxiety.
Sorry to take a look at white tofu, white tofu just said, you know.
Plum's heart was touched in this way.
She thinks white tofu likes herself a little.
Carefully like that person as you like yourself, which should be the luckiest thing in indomitable youth.
In order to repay Bai Tofu's love, Mei Zi felt that he should like such a teenager with greater enthusiasm.
six
The long-lost quarrel was triggered by the frequent interaction between Bai Tofu and a girl in the liberal arts class, and the rumor spread throughout the city overnight.
Plum is very flustered.
Especially when I saw the girl with white tofu carrying her sprained foot to the infirmary, Mei Zi went to the infirmary without thinking.
Sorry, he looked at the white tofu in his eyes and said, "well, let me know your personality first." If it meets the standard, I have more than a dozen beautiful girls introduced to me and didn't cry. He didn't. He didn't even say goodbye. He left. That day, I went to the railway station early, but I still couldn't catch up. I stood there in a daze. People are busy, some are playing cards, some are joking, and some are just staring blankly. The unknown child next to me asked me why my eyes were sweating. I seriously thought about it, and then told him that it was because I was missing someone. You! " Anyway, I've been having a headache recently. Let me buy some medicine.
White tofu nodded, just as the doctor came, white tofu was busy asking if the girl's feet were related.
Plum turned and left, and the turn of summer and autumn was at the moment when she turned around.
Plum walked back to the playground, one share cold wind blowing, * * layers of goose bumps on his arm.
Then it rained and the leaves fell to the ground.
After that day, few people wear short sleeves anymore. Plum also rarely asks questions about white tofu.
The girl's tangled secret love and twisted heart crowded into the diary.
White tofu turned around and picked up plum's diary. Plum looks like an angry lioness, while Chen Yue lives in a villa.
Not commensurate with this luxurious house is a jujube tree planted in the yard.
Green dates are covered with branches.
When you see the water clearly, you will have a sense of intimacy.
Such jujube trees are also planted in the yard of her hometown. Chen Yue said.
I don't know why Li is so old-fashioned
So many precious trees have not been planted.
I planted this thing with insects. There was a war.
White tofu looks innocent, and you are probing plum's forehead. What's the matter with you?
Plum sniffles, black eyes staring at the white tofu. Has anyone ever told you that you are really annoying?
White tofu, stop laughing. What's the matter with you?
Plum's tears are falling. Yes, yes, I'm crazy. What about you? You're no better.
White tofu shook his head and said, don't talk until you are ready.
At that moment, Plum was like a hedgehog, and it would only give up if it stood up and stabbed itself with blood.
You say you are so frivolous, can you find true love in your life?
White tofu turned around and gnashed her teeth. What does it matter to find you? Who are you? You!
Plum stopped talking, but tears came out of her red eyes. Later, after the two made up, Bai Tofu joked many times and really felt that Mei Zi's eyes were like a leaking faucet.
Plum hazy eyes thought, eyes connected with a heart that likes you very much.
seven
After the reconciliation, Mei Zi rarely asked about white tofu and liberal arts girls, and others would deliberately avoid it.
White tofu is still the same for plum. She is willing to spend a class telling a topic to plum. When she doesn't want to study, she will look back and say that Tengmai is a very good roommate and earnestly fulfills the three chapters of the contract, which is completely different from the arrogance when she grabbed the parking space. Chatting on Plum's desk.
What impressed Plum most was that white tofu kept nagging. Plum is so absorbed in doing a physics problem that she is too lazy to pay attention to him. When the question was finished, Mei Zi looked up and saw the long eyelashes of snow-white tofu, long breath and sound sleep.
Plum's heart suddenly softened, the world was so quiet, only the boy's sleeping side face.
Plum boldly fell asleep on the table.
Plum had a beautiful dream, in which she and her favorite teenager were sitting under a buttonwood tree, and a gentle wind blew overhead.
After waking up, Mei Zi was laughed at by white tofu for many days, because the saliva soaked more than ten pages of Wang Houxiong.
Plum always retorts that it's because my dream is sweet.
White tofu leaned in with a white face and asked, what did you dream?
"It must be you." This sentence is vividly portrayed several times, but it is hidden between lips and teeth. Plum smiled and dreamed of chicken legs.
There will be a placement exam soon in spring, and the school invited a professor of decompression psychology to give a lecture.
Apricot flowers with sprained feet are also clamoring for decompression. A kind classmate helped bring a stool with apricot flowers when he went. After the lecture, the crowd was crowded and the kind students had left.
Plum decided to hold apricot flowers in the room of * * * first, and then turn back and move two stools to the room of * * *.
When I went upstairs, I happened to meet white tofu. He had two benches in his hand, smiled and greeted him, joking that he would take good care of the wounded.
Plum struggled to the classroom, with 56 seats and 55 stools.
Looking at the past, there was only one stool missing from her seat. Mei Zi unconsciously glanced at the white tofu that she was playing with her deskmate.
Plum turned and went downstairs.
eight
The fifth floor, 26 steps between each floor.
Plum always remembers it clearly. She felt like a lonely heroine, carrying a stool and stepping on the steps step by step.
Plum often thinks that white tofu will like herself a little. He has the patience to explain the topic for himself. He told himself all the joys and sorrows in his life. He has to look back at himself several times in a class.
When she helped Xinghua upstairs, she thought that white tofu helped her move the stool to the fifth floor like a hero. When she stood panting at the door of the classroom, she was embarrassed to see that only her seat was empty.
Plum is ashamed of her self-righteousness.
It's really embarrassing.
In just a few seconds staring at white tofu, Mei Zi felt as if he had lived a long life.
Her romantic heart finally stopped beating in this long time.
She finally knew that the boy she once liked had never given her sincerity for a moment.
She realized that everything was just an absurd one-man show.
She loves God. She thinks she has deleted the edited messages again and again. I find myself ridiculous. God-given marriage, she thought that the boy she liked fell in love with herself, but she was in vain in this long unrequited love.
Plum feels like a big joke.
He must have been possessed by someone who has a crush on him, so that he would take everything he was born with as an ulterior motive and think that everything he did was a response to himself.
nine
When Plum came back to the classroom panting, the math teacher had already begun to give a lecture.
Plum shouted a report, and then walked into the classroom in full view.
After sitting in the seat, Mei Zi opened the diary, read it page by page, and wrote a sentence on the last page. The dream I had about you since I was sixteen finally woke up.
Later, Plum did well in the placement examination and entered the seed class in Tsinghua.
Mei Zi said that to some extent, Mei Zi's secret love is like a doom before enlightenment. She realized, "So you have been in the dark and I am in the dark." Have you known me for a long time? "I ran to the door of the kitchen and waved the photos at Zhou Jiabin. Zhou Jiabin put down his work, turned around and put me in his arms. Then he looked at the photo and said to me, "Lily, this is the story of a stupid boy and a stupid girl." After the silly boy got the photo, he was deeply attracted by the silly girl who stole the camera. So the silly boy tried his best to wait beside the silly girl for seven years, and his mood followed the joys and sorrows of the silly girl, but the silly girl never found it. Until the silly girl was' seriously injured'. The foolish young man was so distressed by the silly girl that he decided to be a passer-by to cure the silly girl, but unexpectedly he got a love. Perhaps Mrs Yue was careless and tied a knot in the marriage line, which made the love between the silly boy and the silly girl seven years late. "I see, and then the green light all the way to the right path.
After the college entrance examination, I heard intermittently that Bai Tofu was with the girl in the liberal arts class after the college entrance examination, and they are still together now.
The sister of liberal arts class paid attention to Mei Zi Weibo, but Mei Zi didn't go back.
Sister confides in plum privately. She said that he couldn't sleep that night in Liu, and his mind was full of Na Na's shadow. From then on, he began to pay attention to Nana all the time. Every day, he went to her school to talk to her, accompanied her to eat and walk, and asked questions. With Liu's meticulous care, Nana gradually became attached to him. I know you like him very much.
Plum typed a reply and silently deleted it.
10
On New Year's Day this year, Mei Zi received a strange phone call.
Plum recognized the voice of white tofu, but still solemnly asked, who is this?
Gradually, all the students left, some went back to the dormitory, some climbed the wall, some went out to surf the Internet, and only I was left in the empty classroom. I sat alone in the empty classroom, and all the bottles, melon seeds and wrapping paper were scattered on the ground. I just looked at the empty classroom in confusion, and suddenly endless loneliness came to me, and liquid overflowed from my eyes. So that's how I graduated.
White tofu only said: thank you for liking me.
Plum silently hung up the phone, and at the moment when she heard the bell ringing in the big square, tears gushed out.
Thank you for making me like you very much.
Even if this huge unrequited love didn't blossom and bear fruit as I hoped.
A person wandering in a big city often misses the past, youth and the person I desperately loved. All the joys and sorrows come from one person.
It is because I deeply loved you and saw the initial appearance of love that I can always believe that the tree that failed to blossom will one day be full of spring flowers in the dark and cold wind.
Because of you, I once loved it deeply, so I can believe in love and keep on believing.
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