Chatting with friends, she told me the stories of her two good friends. We call them blue girls and green girls here.

Blue girl and green girl are college roommates and good friends. When they graduated from college, they took part in the postgraduate entrance examination together, and neither of them passed the exam.

I always don't want to have dreams in my heart, so they met for another year. Two people rent a house together and review together.

In the class group, the students who go to work are talking about their new jobs and new lives in full swing; Graduate students are talking about their new classmates and new tutors.

Just the two of them. There is nothing to talk about. I can't finish the English test paper every day, and I can't remember the knowledge points of professional courses. Life is boring and dreary. Before six o'clock every morning, I have to get up and take a seat in the study room. In the evening, I will reluctantly leave the study room until the study room closes.

It's revision, but it's actually the suffering of life. The two girls often feel that life is like being shrouded in a thick black veil, which is impenetrable, and they can't see hope and don't know what the future will be like.

Gradually, the blue girl slacked off and felt that life was hopeless. She is afraid that she will fail in the exam. Seeing that many students are working to earn wages, she is still spending her parents' money. She can't stand it. In fact, young girls can't stand it either. She just can't bear to give up, although she is also suffering in her heart.

In August of that year, when the autumn tiger was fierce, Blue Girl fell ill, but it was more of a heart attack. After she recovered from her illness, it seemed that she suddenly came to her senses. She decided to give up because she longed for life outside. Instead of studying hard and not seeing the future, she might as well find a real job.

She said that she had had enough of this two-point and one-line tossing, and her heart was really bitter and desperate. The girl's persuasion failed, and she could only watch the girl leave and move towards her new life.

Lucky for Blue Girl, she soon found a job with a low salary, but she broke away from the depressed study life. She swam freely and happily like a fish returning to the sea.

When the young girl lived a carefree life, she was still suffering. She also had many times to give up, many times to despair, many times when she was so tired that she just wanted to cry. But after crying, I still got up early the next day to review.

She doesn't know whether the result is success or failure, but she always comforts herself by saying, for the last time, I have a clear conscience, so just remember that I don't regret it in the future.

In the spring of the following year, the girl who survived the cold winter was admitted with a good score of second in written test and first in interview.

Knowing the good news, she hid in her rented house and cried so deeply that she cried out the grievances and helplessness accumulated in the past.

After crying, the sky is blue, and she is going to meet her blue life.

Blue girl, in this spring, gained a lover. In the company, a young man fell in love with her. Under his love offensive, the blue girl fell into sweet love.

Here, the lives of the two girls look good.

On May Day of the following year, a girl who is already a graduate student went to attend Blue Girl's wedding. Looking at the happy blue girl, she was very emotional. If she hadn't insisted, would she be a happy bride now?

She asked herself, is this happiness what she wants? The answer in my heart is no, no matter what the result is, she will stick to reviewing until then. Because she wants to explain her dream.

In fact, at this time, the girl has been recommended by her tutor to be an exchange student in a famous foreign school for one year.

The green girl came back from abroad with gold plating, and the blue girl had a child and was a happy mother.

Later, after graduating from graduate school, Ms. Qing applied for a doctorate from a foreign university. As an exchange student, she left a deep impression on a professor there, so it was smooth sailing for her to apply for the doctor's degree.

At this time, the blue girl is already a full-time mother, taking care of the children every day, and her life has fallen into a trivial place. Every day, I am entangled between my child's milk powder and diapers, and there are complicated housework.

The girl didn't return to China after graduation. She met an Australian while studying abroad. After graduation, she and her husband went to Australia to teach in a university.

At this time, the blue girl ran into the workplace again after becoming a full-time mother, which was not smooth. Because I have stayed at home for too long, I have long forgotten what I know, and there are many new people in the workplace. She can't adapt to working life, and life is very depressing.

Most importantly, she used to love her husband, and after being promoted to two levels in a row, she tends to cheat. Blue girl's life is terrible. She feels that life is dark and everything seems to go wrong.

All this will crush the blue girl, and finally after witnessing her husband's derailment, she completely collapsed.

She doesn't know what's wrong with her life. Every time I see a young girl basking in the beautiful scenery of Australia and her half-blood twins at a friend's house, I feel jealous.

Obviously we played together at first, but she gave up halfway and took a fork in the road. As a result, the gap in life suddenly widened.

After listening to the stories of these two girls, I am also very emotional.

Sometimes we don't know at which intersection in life, we give up ourselves, which will lead to a series of negative reactions.

Blue girl, I often think now, what would have happened if I hadn't given up? If you suffer a little and get through those dark months, will life be different?

But there is no if in life, and you can't start over.

At that time, I couldn't bear to suffer and give up my life, so I couldn't do it any more.

And that young girl, who suffered a lot and was transformed into the sugar of her life by time, must be sweet to the old.

Life is like this sometimes. No one can predict the future, but there will always be traces of the road you have traveled and the hardships you have suffered. God won't let you suffer in vain, and will always repay you in another way when you least expect it.

And all you have to do is stick to it. When there is no hope, stick to it, and life will be another scenery!