The only thing that makes me proud is that when my female friends keep urging me to get married, I always have a handsome boyfriend around me.
He is also a girl, with a height of 180, a figure like Shawn Shaw, thin and tall; Looks like Kun, with a high nose and big eyes.
In short, when we went out together, the girls looked at me with envy, jealousy and hatred, and of course there was a little doubt.
Their doubts are also my biggest concern, so as long as I can do for my boyfriend, I will not refuse, including money.
His family is not very good. His parents went out to work when he was young and entrusted him to his grandparents.
He told me that he grew up in a loveless environment and was a very insecure person. So after being with me, I always try to make him feel my love.
For example, every holiday, I will prepare gifts for him. When he is angry, I will try my best to make him happy.
Recently, he has been unemployed at home, but fortunately, his friends occasionally let him do odd jobs, so he can eat and wear for the time being.
In order not to make him too stressed, I will give him half of my salary every month.
Some friends around me don't think I need to do this, but I know best that it is really difficult to find a boyfriend with my conditions, let alone such a handsome boyfriend.
You must be curious where we met. Actually, we are online dating and then we are in a hurry to show up.
At that time, I just started to contact dating software. Although I matched many people through the software, I didn't meet anyone who could chat seriously.
Until he met him, he said he was in a bad mood and wanted to talk to someone.
For a long time, we chatted on the software at a fixed time every day. Gradually, chatting with him has become a habit in my life.
Then one day, we fell in love. He said he couldn't find a girlfriend because he had no money. Some people say that girls nowadays are too materialistic, and it is estimated that they will be single all their lives.
"Who said that I am not a material girl!" Probably because of my words, our relationship has improved since then.
He will share his life with me from time to time and remind me to eat and drink well.
I asked him jokingly, do you care so much about me because you want to be my boyfriend? He replied, nothing.
I told him I looked ordinary. He replied that it was not learned from appearance, and the most important thing for girls was to have an interesting and kind heart.
So, we naturally exchanged photos, WeChat and phone calls, and also agreed on the time to meet.
I booked a specially decorated restaurant, and we had a good talk that day. When paying, I was worried that he was under great pressure, so I took the initiative to swipe my card.
From then on, we often meet and go on holiday together on weekends. I feel really lucky and happy.
However, the good times did not last long. One day, we went out on holiday. When we were bored in the afternoon, we saw that his mobile phone was unlocked, so we picked it up and looked at it.
Suddenly there is a WeChat prompt. I opened it and found it was an ambiguous message from a girl. It seems that the two should have known each other for a long time.
I was confused at that time and always thought that he was a kind and single-minded person. I didn't expect him to have another side when I couldn't see him.
I asked him why, and he was surprised at first and asked me why I casually rummaged through his mobile phone.
Then he began to coax me, saying don't get me wrong. He just chats with the girl on his mobile phone. This girl is too material, not as simple as me. He won't like it, but this girl is always pestering him.
He also said that he was bored when I was away, and he was depressed when he didn't find a job alone, so he wanted to find someone to explain, hoping I could understand.
Although I am angry, I think he is really at a low ebb now, and I am reluctant to part with him. So, I choose to trust him.
After a while, he was very kind to me and bought me some small gifts to make me happy.
I'm worried that he will spend money recklessly and suffer, so I give him half of his salary every month. I was afraid that he would be embarrassed, so I told him that I had lent him the money temporarily.
He was very happy after hearing this, saying that he had never seen such an understanding girl as me.
Until the other day, we went out to play together. I was going to have a lunch break at noon. He said he wanted to look around.
I didn't think much, so I went back to my room to sleep. But I haven't fallen asleep yet. I guess the reason for the hot weather that day.
Later, I simply didn't sleep, so I wanted to hang out with him. Walking out of the hotel gate, I saw him making a phone call under the tree.
I quietly went to scare him. As a result, not far from him, I heard him say to the person on the other end of the phone:
"Is she has been pestering me, you have seen her appearance, how can I like it? If I had no sympathy for her, I wouldn't be with her. I'm going to break up with her recently, you give me some time ... "
Then he said a lot of things I didn't like, and the more I listened, the angrier I got. I really want to beat him up when I think of the injustice and money I have paid to take care of his emotions.
I can't listen to it anymore. Gloomily, I went back to my room and thought about what I had done to him before. I feel so stupid.
I have been worried that he will leave me, so I have been trying to please him. As a result, I became his ATM and emotional tool.
Now I finally understand that sentence: if a woman wants others to love you, she must first know how to love herself. I was just too humble to love myself before.
But I'm not easy to mess with Next, I want to find a way to get the money back. I want to teach this man a lesson and let him taste the unspeakable feeling.
I also signed myself up for the best weight loss program in the gym and a series of other study courses. I want to invest all the money I plan to give him in myself.
I must make myself a beautiful and intelligent woman!