Because a person loves a city; Because a person, far away from a city. 「 1」
In most people's eyes, first love is unforgettable and the most difficult to forget.
There are many people who can't define the meaning of first love. Is it the first time you fell in love with someone? Or the person who started developing for the first time? A person, an idea, but I think the first love is a wound in my heart, which others can't touch the most, whether it's a secret love or a good one. Maybe you will say that your first love is your current husband, then I sincerely bless you, because you really married love in the end!
Many people's first love is above friendship, and their lovers are incomplete!
The story to be told today is my other best friend, Xiaoyi. In the eyes of most people, Xiaoyi is really a good girl and has never done anything crazy. The only thing that surprised everyone was that her first love turned out to be her confession.
「2」
When Xiaoyi was in junior high school, she took a fancy to Xiaobai, a boy in this class. The boy was sitting on the table behind her. This is a white and clean boy: his delicate face is not broken at all, his head is big and his eyes are big, and his school uniform smells of shower gel at any time, especially in the morning. He speaks politely and is modest and cautious. It made people feel particularly comfortable, but at that time, Xiaoyi didn't know what feelings were and what love was, but in her heart, this person often appeared. It makes you want to chat with him at any time, and then your heart beats faster and you feel nervous when chatting.
「3」
The crowd just wants to find you, but you have someone else's shadow. The sublimation of the story is that Xiaoyi went to college.
At that time, Xiaoyi was also very eye-catching at school. Although she is a little fat, she has delicate facial features and is friendly, which also attracts the attention of many male students. Xiaoyi took part in many extracurricular activities at school. She once hosted a program during the school cultural festival. At that time, he was a partner in other departments, and two people who didn't have any intersection met.
To tell the truth, Xiaoyi noticed him at that time because he and White looked like immortals from a certain angle. But different things seem to have different personalities. But on the day of hosting, there was almost no intersection except proofreading each other.
But he doesn't know that this boy has a crush on him at this time. At the end of the program, the boys began to contact Xiao Yi slowly to talk about his recent situation.
Through a period of understanding, XiaoYi think they really sent a lot. Xiaobai is a warm man at heart, but the boy in front of her is a bit extreme.
This boy is so strong. Before he went to college, he had a crush on someone for two and a half years, and finally he didn't agree to be with him. Finally, when he graduated in March, he was with his girlfriend who had a crush on him for two and a half years. Do you feel chaotic? When Xiaoyi told me at that time, I thought it was incredible, and this boy even cut the pulse for other girls, and now the scar is still there.
This makes Xiao Yi, who is always gentle at ordinary times, very scared. Although she looks similar, her personality is quite different. Xiaoyi decided to alienate him, but he was tough and inarticulate, so he made up a lie-she had a boyfriend.
And this so-called boyfriend is white. When an old friend called again, she told White about it. At that time, White was quite shocked. Yo, do you have a boyfriend? Why don't I know? At that time, Xiaoyi said without thinking: The boyfriend I am talking about is you. The phone rang suddenly, and Xiao Yi can't remember how the phone ended awkwardly.
But in the follow-up contact, White gradually alienated Xiaoyi on the grounds that I don't want to lose you as a friend. Later, Xiaoyi learned that Xiaobai had fallen in love with one of her sisters at the same school. This was only when Xiaoyi asked her friends around her. During that time, Xiaoyi was particularly sad, and her eyes were red every day. Although it never started, this relationship has been in her heart for 7 years.
She rejected many people for him; He turned her down and welcomed another person.
It seems like a bolt from the blue to her. She never imagined that a person who had been secretly in love for seven years finally lied to her with a high-sounding reason.
But women are stupid, but she doesn't hate him at all. Fate is predestined, and everyone has the right to choose. He didn't choose me, which means I'm not good enough.
From that day on, she learned to dress, learn to dress up and try to lose weight.
「4」
When I meet you again, you are still you, and I am no longer the original me. Four years in college, Xiaoyi has never been in love, and has never contacted Xiaobai again. Meeting again is the third year after graduation.
It was a class reunion. Because of White, Xiaoyi didn't attend several parties. In order to avoid embarrassment, this time, White personally called to invite her. That night, they talked a lot, talked about each other's recent situation, talked about Xiaobai's girlfriend's unreasonable troubles, and talked about Xiaoyi's boyfriend. Yes, in the second year after graduation, Xiaoyi finally untied the knot and fell in love.
But when he got through to White again, he didn't feel nervous at all, only Weibo, who had been paying attention to White and his girlfriend for the past few years. Look at them off and on.
Goodbye is at the party. On that day, Xiaoyi wore high heels, a white skirt, long shawl and delicate makeup. When she walked into the party, she attracted everyone's attention, including White.
From that time on, Xiao Bai actually contacted Xiao Yi very frequently, via WeChat and telephone. ...
One night, they talked for a long time. Finally, Bai said to Xiao Yi, I don't know what to say. Xiaoyi knew what he was going to say, but he refused. Xiaoyi said, forget it, it's so late. Go to sleep. If you miss something, you can't go back.
Although Xiao Yi said so, in his heart, he has been paying attention to them. She saw the good and bad things shared by his female friends in Weibo. He hopes that he can be happy and live a good life, but this kind of blessing should be kept in his heart, because all the beauty about white can only be known by himself.
As he said, I don't want to lose you as a friend. Yes, a lover may be a lifetime, maybe a moment, but a friend is a real lifetime.
Although this relationship didn't start, it was a lifetime in Xiaoyi's heart. Do you have a different story about first love? Thanks for sharing.
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