There was a week-long military training before entering school, which was in summer. At that time, everyone just actively participated in military training, out of curiosity, but also because of the military training show a week later. Xia Yue has a poor memory. At that time, she often asked her classmates' names, and then she always remembered one moment and forgot the next. That day, Xia Yue forgot the name of a classmate who just told her. Then she summoned up her courage and said, "Hey, what's your name, please?" Then, that classmate shouted very unexpectedly: "Xia Yue: I remember this is the fifth time you have asked me. My name is Muyang, and I am bathed in the sun, ok?" From then on, Xia Yue remembered this classmate with the same name as the warm sunshine-Mu Yang. However, at that time, she wouldn't know that it was this classmate who influenced and changed her life. Since Muyang told Xia Yue his name for the fifth time, Xia Yue began to pay attention to him. Somehow, Xia Yue always felt that Muyang was lonely, and his name didn't match his lonely figure.
Xia Yue didn't know when he began to fall in love with Muyang, but he didn't know when he would compare with him and told himself that he must beat him. Then, Xia Yue loses every week, every exam, every final exam …
At that time, Muyang was excellent, with good grades and good people. Moreover, Mu Yang was not only the monitor at that time, but also a member of the school discipline inspection team. At that time, Xia Yue would carefully take every note, because Mu Yang of the discipline inspection team sometimes went to check discipline and hygiene, and sometimes he couldn't come back to class. Sometimes, Xia Yue would secretly buy more snacks and give them to Mu Yang. He was really busy at that time. Sometimes, he doesn't have time to eat, but no matter what Xia Yue says, Mu Yang doesn't accept it and buys snacks himself. At that time, Xia Yue would secretly call Muyang and sometimes secretly help Muyang pay the phone bill. At that time, Xia Yue would help Muyang take notes. Just before the teacher called Muyang, he would wake up Muyang who was sleeping in class and secretly tell Muyang the questions raised by the teacher or the answers to the questions.
At that time, Xia Yue would secretly look outside the classroom, and only when Muyang finished the work of the discipline inspection team and returned to the classroom would Xia Yue feel at ease.
At that time, the school held activities, and Xia Yue would take the initiative to invite Mu Yang to join her group. However, Mu Yang said that she had something to do, and then Mu Yang asked another classmate to partner with Xia Yue. Finally, before the end of the activity, Mu Yang came back to participate in the competition with Xia Yue. Although he lost the game, Xia Yue was very happy, because Mu Yang could finally play games with himself and take part in the game together. Even after many years, Xia Yue still clearly remembers that a teenager stood on the green playground and said to himself with a smile and joy: "I am back again ..."
Later, for some reason, Xia Yue had to drop out of school in his sophomore year. After completing the formalities of dropping out of school, Xia Yue returned to the classroom and said to Mu Yang, his deskmate: If someone asks me to stay, maybe I will. In fact, Xia Yue was just talking casually. I didn't expect Mu Yang to say, Stay, it's hard to find a job without education …
At that time, Xia Yue was very happy because Muyang asked her to stay, but the fact is; Xia Yue has completed all the formalities of dropping out of school, so this is the only way. At that time, if Xia Yue knew Muyang would stay, he would stick to it even if he was tired. But there is no if, and I don't know. So Xia Yue finally left.
What Xia Yue misses most is the time spent in Changjiang No.1 Middle School. He is Xia Yue's classmate and deskmate. Sunshine warms the world in Xia Yue and occupies the heart of Xia Yue.
After dropping out of school, Xia Yue went to work in a foreign factory alone. After receiving her first salary, Xia Yue called her mother and told them that she had dropped out of school. Then, that year, Xia Yue went out to work alone, and did not have a reunion dinner with his family for the first time. Instead, I went to the supermarket to buy a lot of instant noodles, then I ate instant noodles, read novels and cried and missed my family.
After working outside for a year, Xia Yue still can't help calling Muyang, only for a minute or two at a time, which will also make Xia Yue happy for a long time. The following Spring Festival, Xia Yue went home and gave up her beloved computer. At that time, she thought that if she went home, she wouldn't have a computer. If she doesn't go home, she will buy a computer. Finally, she gave up the computer and went home by train.
After returning home for the New Year, Xia Yue found a job not far from Changjiang No.1 Middle School. So, after the college entrance examination in Muyang, Xia Yue confessed to Muyang. Mu Yang didn't refuse Xia Yue, but said that he would concentrate on his studies and told Xia Yue to wait for him for another five years. Xia Yue agreed. Then, that summer, Mu Yang went to work as a summer job and ran into Xia Yue. Mu Yang gave Yue Xia a bunch of white roses. At that time, Xia Yue was very surprised, because she didn't expect Muyang to send herself white roses. Mu Yang said that white roses are fresh and elegant, and the temperament of white roses is more suitable for him, but Xia Yue felt strange. She thought that white roses were all for the dead, but she still felt very strange ... Although, compared with red roses.
The holiday passed quickly, and Muyang was about to start school. Then Muyang went home, leaving Xia Yue alone. Later, Xia Yue went to the coastal areas. Xia Yue said that she likes Jiangnan, and she likes the sea. She also wants to own a house, facing the sea and enjoying the warm spring in bloom. She likes the small bridge and flowing water people described in the poem, and she likes the garden architecture in Suzhou.
So she took her dream and went where she wanted to go.
Then, Xia Yue continued to work while enjoying the beautiful scenery around him.
Xia Yue turned down all suitors because she already had Muyang …
Time always goes by unconsciously. Xia Yue went to many places, met many people, got to know each other, and was separated from them. They are just passers-by in the journey of summer life. Only Muyang refused to leave and became a passer-by.
Just when the agreed deadline came, Xia found that she and Muyang had gone further and further unconsciously.
Mu Yang's experience is different from his own. He doesn't know how to read or please girls. The most important thing is that time has changed everything! Xia Yue still likes traveling. I hope Muyang can accompany him to travel, but Muyang is always busy. At that time, Mu Yang was handsome and sunny. At that time, Xia Yue was no longer young and beautiful. She always faces everything calmly, neither sad nor happy, but she still likes to travel, go to strange places and meet strangers. I am also used to listening to sad music and reading sad novels at midnight, and then writing some innocuous words. These are unacceptable to Mu Yang and even his parents.
In fact, Xia Yue doesn't want too much. She just wants someone to love her, very much, and it's best to spoil her. However, Mu Yang can't. Sometimes Xia Yue really wants to be a child and then play the coquetry with Muyang. However, every time I face Muyang, who is younger than myself, everything seems impossible. Muyang always makes Xia Yue change, and always hopes that Xia Yue can become a strong woman, hehe, but Xia Yue just wants a warm and sweet home, not a spacious and beautiful house …
Later, Xia Yue was admitted to the hospital again because she forgot to eat. Then this time, the doctor told Xia Yue that she had stomach cancer.
Haha, Xia Yue is finally leaving, although she has a crush on Muyang for three years, waited for him for five years, and spent her whole youth waiting for the result, she still wants to leave.
At that time, many girls pursued Muyang. Everyone is more beautiful than Xia Yue and has more ability and background than Xia Yue. However, Muyang refused one by one. Xia Yue still doesn't know whether MuYang rejected them because he loves himself, or just because of guilt, or that promise?
After learning that she had cancer, Xia Yue bought old-age insurance for her parents with the money she planned to buy a house and marry Muyang. Then, she sold all the shares she invested and saved some for her parents. The rest was handed over to several wealth management companies in the name of Muyang. She went to see all the people who care about her and read the message Muyang left for herself in the coffee shop. Then, she made her friend pretend to be her boyfriend. She said to Muyang, I'm sorry I didn't wait for you. I can't overcome the reality. Now, my boyfriend has given me everything, but you can't afford it. Let's break up, love can't be eaten as a meal ... After that, Xia Yue turned and left. At the moment when Xia Yue turned around, Muyang took their lovers' rings off his hands and threw them out of the window directly, saying that Xia Yue was wrong about you, and I will definitely make you regret it …
Xia Yue left, found the ring and left sadly.
She didn't tell anyone about her illness. She went to her hometown and planted a large area of roses. She went to Chinese medicine to eat on time. At that time, she was particularly concerned about her figure. She wants to live. She wants to see Muyang happy. She often goes to accompany her parents and visit her friends. Another summer, when White Rose came to Shan Ye, Xia Yue learned from a friend that Muyang was getting married. Later, Xia Yue hid in a place. She said silently in her heart: Muyang, you must be happy. Please remember that I love you and will always love you.
Then, Xia Yue sneaked away and came to the seaside wearing a shepherd's ring. She sang, "If pain and pain are no longer so pure, then love and dreams will not be so clear, and you and I will not be each other's shadows. If it is not dew, then I will definitely choose lightning. It is a heart that triggers the heartbeat of my life for you. ...
Muyang, I have dedicated myself to you for 12 years. Now that you have her around, and you have your own career, there is really no need for me to stay. Once, everyone was against me loving you. They all say it's unrealistic, and it is. I have been dedicated to you for 12 years, but we have been together for less than 12 days ... If you are the sea and I am a small fish, then we are doomed not to be together, but now I can finally abandon the bondage of my body and be with you. After that, Xia Yue plunged into the cold sea, and no one knew it.
Muyang just hates Xia Yue, and then she slowly forgets that Xia Yue is just a passer-by in Muyang's life after all. However, what Mu Yang didn't know was that he became the only one in Xia Yue unconsciously. He didn't know that Xia Yue loved him more than his own life …
The sea is deep, You Lan.
Sentimental woman! Who are you thinking about?
Oil tanker in the distance, please come back! There is a warm harbor here. Park! Garrison ...
Stars! Stars!
You are reflected in the sea, you are just peeping at your own beautiful image.