There is a girl in the village. Her name is Xiao Fang.
I didn't like playing with Xiao Fang when I was a child, probably because she was aloof and always unsociable. The more important reason, though I hate to admit it, is that Xiao Fang is so beautiful.
Xiao Fang is the kind of girl who will be seen and remembered when standing in a crowd.
A head of hair, two watery eyes, a red and tender face, delicate facial features and a slender figure.
In primary school, Xiao Fang was often surrounded by several naughty boys in the class at the back of the classroom. They cheekily whistled at Xiao Fang, or grabbed Xiao Fang's two thick black braids. Sometimes those malicious boys will smile coldly and block Xiao Fang on his way to school.
Xiao Fang's desk is often full of love letters.
Xiao Fang basically didn't read all the love letters, but just tore them up and threw them away.
The casual way she treats love letters is really annoying!
Can you be supercilious just because you are beautiful? For this reason, I am often jealous. I think I will be very happy if someone carefully selects stationery for me and writes me a passionate love letter. I won't trample on other people's feelings as she does.
However, no one wrote to me.
One thing intensified my dislike of Xiao Fang.
According to other students, Xiao Fang is the child who was taken away.
Xiao Fang's adoptive parents couldn't find Xiao Fang and couldn't have children, so they looked for someone to find Xiao Fang everywhere. Because Xiao Fang's biological parents gave birth to Xiao Fang but didn't want to raise her, Xiao Fang came to us.
Later, Xiao Fang's adoptive parents gave birth to another son. They stopped loving Xiao Fang since they had a son.
Sometimes when I see other children quarreling with Xiao Fang, I will throw a sentence at Xiao Fang: "You are the child who picked it up!" " , everyone laughed. At this time, I noticed that Xiao Fang bit her lower lip tightly and stubbornly raised her head to let the tears fall.
02
Days turned from page to page, and in a blink of an eye, we graduated from primary school.
In junior high school, Xiao Fang and I were in the same school, but in different classes.
Xiao Fang suddenly dropped out of school before the first semester of junior high school started.
The reason why she dropped out of school was like throwing a bomb out of thin air in a quiet night sky, which spread everywhere in the blink of an eye.
Xiao Fang is pregnant!
She just turned thirteen!
The school teacher called the police, and soon, the matter came out.
It was a primary school male teacher A who got Xiao Fang pregnant.
Male teacher A was married and had children at that time, and was in his early twenties. At that time, Xiao Fang had no friends, and no one wanted to play with the children he had picked up. Xiao Fang is lonely. Taking advantage of this situation, male teacher A repeatedly molested and occupied Xiao Fang in the dormitory in the name of tutoring Xiao Fang in the last year of primary school. Afterwards, the male teacher A will give Xiao Fang some candy or pencils or erasers to bribe Xiao Fang, and repeatedly won't let Xiao Fang tell others that Xiao Fang believed the male teacher's words and kept it a secret from anyone.
In this way, for half a year, Xiao Fang did not resist or talk to anyone.
Until she got pregnant, her stomach grew bigger every day. At first, teachers and classmates thought she was fat, and no one cared. Until one day, it was discovered that the baby in Xiao Fang's belly could move, and everyone didn't know about it.
Xiao Fang had an accident, so she couldn't go to school. There was a storm all over the city, and everyone pointed at her and said that she was a dishonest little girl.
Xiao Fang's adoptive parents' first reaction to this matter was to settle it privately. They think the best way is to marry Xiao Fang to a male teacher. They plan to get a large amount of compensation from the male teacher and marry their son.
But the male teacher A and his wife strongly disagree.
So male teacher A chose to go to jail.
In order to save money, Xiao Fang found a small clinic and hurriedly aborted the baby. Because the operation was not standardized, Xiao Fang could no longer be pregnant and have children, and she lost her right to be a mother forever.
In order to marry Xiao Fang's younger brother, Xiao Fang's parents chose to change wives, that is, they found another family with one daughter and one son, chose to let Xiao Fang's younger brother marry the other's daughter, and hurriedly married Xiao Fang to the other's son with dementia.
03
Part of growing up is that everyone will keep saying goodbye to some people with familiar things.
Me too. Junior high school is about to graduate, and high school has passed in a blink of an eye. I easily got the admission notice from the university.
Pack your bags, fly high and go to your dream university happily.
Just out of the house, I accidentally met Xiao Fang. That day, Xiao Fang was in rags, his eyes were glassy and even his hair was dirty. When she saw me, she didn't even look up. She walked slowly past me with her head down without saying a word.
My mom said Xiao Fang was completely crazy.
Her family said she would take her to the hospital, but she resisted desperately, crying and making trouble, and refused to go.
I even think, whether crazy or not, at least she lives in her own world and doesn't have to face those unwarranted accusations and inexplicable fingers.
Ignorance and disgust can make a person suffer a second injury, just like Xiao Fang, good people are crazy.
The road is still long, and it will always be bright.
As for what will happen in the future, we still have to work hard to know.
PS: After writing this article, a fan told me her story:
When she was seven or eight years old, one night, she borrowed a picture book from her neighbor's house next door. When she came back, her eight or nine-year-old brother insisted on sending her back. On weekdays, my eldest brother always likes to play with her. That night, it was dark, and the moon quietly hid. Big brother went over and put his hand on her shoulder without warning, and then lowered his head on her face.
Like an electric shock, she was so scared that she ran away. Since then, she has never said a word to her eldest brother, and she will walk far away when she sees him.
Crucially, she never told anyone about it until she told me.