In content, the main body of this paper is Lu Yao's main experience and mental journey in writing "Ordinary World", which includes his views on the trend of China literature. In order to understand the text condensed in more than six years, we might as well take a look at the role played by Lu Yao. First of all, it is a famous writer: after completing his life, Lu Yao established a stable position in the literary world and readers' hearts, but he said that "people should not only overcome failure, but also surpass victory", so he decided to bid farewell to the bustling real life, tap his dreams, and decided to write a long masterpiece, which was awesome.
Rebel in the wave of China literature: Everyone is flocking to modernist works, but Lu Yao is thinking about what kind of literary form has the widest audience in China, and only the literary form rooted in China culture is vital. Therefore, under the pressure of being criticized and questioned, Lu Yao decided to construct this amazing work with realism.
Trier, a long literary work: Lu Yao's previous works, the longest of which is only 1 0.3 million words, and the works of110,000 words are also an attempt for Lu Yao, a thrilling attempt. Moreover, the book "Life" has made Lu Yao himself "like being trapped in a vast swamp for a long time", and the huge workload required to complete a long work has made him feel embarrassed. However, Lu Yao finally decided to start, and once he started, he would never look back!
An ordinary person: Lu Yao has always stressed that "I am not a saint", which can also be seen in his essays. Three days after the novel was written, he couldn't start, and he would scold himself for being incompetent and couldn't sleep at night. "I can't write, I am in pain, I write fluently, and I am ecstatic"; I like loneliness and I'm afraid of it. In the mine hospital where I wrote my first film, there was often only one mouse as a companion. Whether you can stand loneliness is probably an important dividing point for success. Yao Lu is a typical example.
A father and a brother: In the six-year creative process, Lu Yao had to travel around. When writing, he lived in a foreign country, and his thoughts about his family and guilt about his daughter often troubled him.
A patient: Lu Yao was hungry when he was young, and then he began to "start at noon in the morning" for a long time. He has long relied on cigarette packs and coffee. When he created, the conditions were very difficult. He often eats only one meal, and his living environment is not even sunny. Lu Yao's health has deteriorated. By the time the second work was finished, he had completely collapsed and even began to think about death. Fortunately, Yulin old Chinese doctor saved his life. However, the enthusiasm for writing dragged him into the busy creative work, and at the end of the manuscript, his fingers were like chicken feet. As a result, six years of creation almost exhausted Lu Yao's energy. Four years after his work was completed, he left the west. I have to say that the process of creation is the process of the writer's strong spirit and weak physical struggle, which is sad and inspiring.
A casual person: he doesn't care about when to get up, what to eat, where to live, honor or not, except his dreams, coffee and cigarettes!
This paper reflects the various roles played by Lu Yao in the creative process. Some of these roles help each other, while others struggle with each other. However, the result of struggle is always: finish the work at all costs. The trajectory of the struggle is simple, but the process is very difficult and touching. As Lu Yao described after washing his face in the bathroom after work. "I saw myself in tears. Simply kick bathroom door and burst into tears. I express infinite sadness and injustice to another self. I am as weak as a child. And like that father, I stopped crying and led me out of the bathroom. "
Lu Yao's short and gorgeous life is shocking, amazing and enviable!
When people talk about Lu Yao, they often lament that he died young. I think he is lucky, because he has been able to concentrate on his favorite work and integrate his life into his career all his life-this is a way forward that many people hope but hesitate. And I hope I can find such a way and I hope I can stick to it!
Literally, the text of "Morning Begins at Noon" is beautiful, and there are many philosophical sentences, which are different from the simple words in "Ordinary World". The following excerpts are shared with you. These quotations lie not only in the appropriateness of language expression, but also in Lu Yao's profound practice of these languages:
"People should not only overcome failure, but also surpass victory."
"The smallest writer often pays attention to achievement and glory, and the greatest writer is often immersed in creation and labor. Labor itself is the goal of life. "
"Fantasy is easy and decision is easy, but it is extremely difficult to really turn fantasy and decision into reality. This is to pile up an ideal mountain on the flat ground where you live. "
"Sometimes be hard on yourself."
"Only a passion like first love and a will like religion can make a career possible."
"Any independent creative work is a challenge, not only for people now, but also for old friends. Then, in this heroic process, we should dare to establish the consciousness of "no example"-this has nothing to do with arrogance.
"When I think of Ye Saining's sad poem, I don't regret it, I don't call, I don't cry; Golden leaves fill my heart, and I am no longer a teenager ... "