On the last day of 20 17, I watched the New Year's Eve party with my daughter, who will be 15 years old. The remote control is in the daughter's hand. She switches between several Davids. Suddenly, she stopped at Beijing Satellite TV. Outdoor snow and ice songs and dances in Wu Tai, a ski town in Zhangjiakou, Hebei. My daughter shook my arm.

? Dad, look at Pu Shu. He actually smiled. He smiled so happily. ? I can't believe you know Pu Shu. Of course, he is a famous honest and frank boy on the Internet. A variety show, the host asked Pu Shu why he came. He actually replied: I really need money these days. ? Ha ha! I can tell you something about Pu Shu and my youth when I am free. Really, do you know him well? The daughter asked.

Do I have anything in common with Pu Shu? It's nothing. He is the child of a professor in Peking University and was born in Beijing. My parents are grass-roots civil servants and live in a small town in the northeast. Now it belongs to me. He was born in Rome when he couldn't find the way to Rome.

I saw the real Pu Shu once, but it was only a hazy figure. It was the closing concert of a film festival in Changchun at the beginning of the century, just like the early tapes were a big platter of stars. Hong Kong and Taiwan, Jeff Chang Shin-Che Shen Che and Xin Zhi are just popular? China, Yu Quan and Lao Lang, I can't remember the others. On that day, the whole Nanling Stadium was filled with the smell of hormones, and the atmosphere was unusually warm. Boys and girls accounted for the vast majority of the audience. There are several girls in front of me who often stand up excitedly and shake their slender waist to cover my lonely and excited face.

When he arrived in Pu Shu, he held the guitar and sang affectionately. There are several rows of VIP tables and chairs in the center of the stadium. I don't know if it's a high-priced ticket or a special relationship. Pu Shu is like being in a theater, singing to them with rapt attention. He didn't speak and didn't fly around like other singers. He even declined the organizer's request to send a convertible to interact with the audience and sang three songs in the crowd. Pretend, really can pretend, many people scold. Now I understand that Pu Shu just wants to sing well, regardless of others. He is not cold, just a shy boy.

Pu Shu and I are just the same age, and both were born on 1973. The enlightenment ideal in the 1980s and the impetuous money worship in the 1990s also laid the foundation for our youth.

Time has turned teenagers into uncles. Today, I look greasy, live in Buddhism, and can't manage my depression to lose weight. Eat Lycium barbarum while drinking heavily, pay more attention to beautiful women, and consider which town to write poems and watch the sun in after retirement. Pu Shu also has wrinkles, but her eyes are still clear and her smile is still shy.

Pu Shu's "Birch Forest" is very popular. The melody of that song is very similar to "Red Plum Blossom", which fits the Soviet plot of many people in China, but the sadness of the literary fan can also impress young people.

I especially like his The Flowers. It was a cross-century song especially suitable for parting at the end of the century, but I really understood it after more than ten years of parting and reunion. ? I remembered my flowers. We are old and go our separate ways. ? Many beautiful things are passers-by, and some encounters can only be remembered forever.

When we were 30 years old, he released his life as a summer flower. Surprise is short-lived, as gorgeous as summer flowers. Am I this dazzling moment, or a flash on the horizon? . At that time, we all had countless ideals and wanted to be heroes in the world.

Then he disappeared. He spent ten years in silence thinking about the meaning of life. I have a wife and children and live a life of fireworks. When I am transferred to various units, my smile will become more and more appropriate and more suitable for various occasions. ? Listen to the wind, okay? I will be moved by this sentence, but I will continue my way after drying my tears. On the road of life, he is like Daiyu, but we have all become treasure chai. He can be silent for ten years for an ideal, which is the most successful and popular time for a person.

What has a person experienced from a glamorous or unsatisfactory appearance? Only you know best. ? Who among us doesn't want to live while working hard? . What he fears, such as nine to five, is indeed what some people want most: security and stability.

I don't like "Ordinary Road" after his comeback. I think it is chicken soup. It was not until the day after the Yongji flood last year that my bus slowly passed through the city that I returned to the smoky disaster area from the glamorous prosperity. On the way to work, "Ordinary Road" came from the earphone, and tears fell down unwillingly. Only in a hard and busy environment without water and electricity can you realize how happy ordinary days are. Just like "Farewell" sung by Pu Shu in tears, it is life that makes us understand!

I despise having great wealth and say that life without money is the happiest. While looking at the color, I said that my face is blind and I don't understand beauty. I want a life where I can look up at the stars and fall in love with the world of mortals. Even if the feelings are rotten all over the street, I hope to have them. With it, I feel full of blood and will not get old.

Sometimes going with the flow is not cowardice. We have to support ourselves and our families before we can support our ideals, so Pu Shu has become an anomaly in our ordinary life. Rather than like Pu Shu, we are eager for a life we don't have. His songs contain the best youth and love, as well as initial heart and youth. Pu Shu sings about life and freedom that ordinary people can't get.

This is what I learned about Pu Shu from the Internet, but I know myself better, when I can finally be myself. See Rumi's words:? Don't you know? It is your own light that brightens your world. ? I was inexplicably moved.

Daughter asked: Do you have any wishes for the New Year? I said:? You can't say what you want, otherwise it's useless.

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