Everyone will experience the confusion of life. My suggestion is to finish college, after all, you are still young, and one more year will not affect your future struggle. Besides, it's not bad to go out and look for a job after reading a book and getting a diploma. If it doesn't work at first, you can get a job first and then plan slowly. If you can have more protection for your future life this year, why not? A year passed quickly. Let's go