In fact, Mavis Fan is already a popular singer in Taiwan Province province at this time, and has released more than a dozen albums. The style is like "Health Song", taking the route of Qimei girl.
Mavis Fan, 2 1 year-old, was tired of this style, even disgusted with it, so on 1998, she changed her route.
However, at first, she failed.
However, Mavis Fan always keeps a clear head and looks at everything rationally. Even if she failed to change course, she still insisted on being herself.
But it is just three words, and she has paid a lot for it.
Then, there was Mavis Fan, who later got tattoos and sang rock music, overcame depression, insisted on dink and even had her uterus removed.
1977, the famous jazz singer D.D. insisted on giving birth to her daughter Mavis Fan at the age of 17.
However, two years later, D.D. divorced Mavis Fan's father, and she left alone with her daughter.
Many years later, D.D. spoke calmly about it: "Because she was not a son, we were all too young at that time, and her father was only 19 years old. What responsibility do you want him to bear? "
Fortunately, D.D.' s mother became their mother and daughter's backing. She said, "Never mind, we'll bring it back."
D.d. is still singing. She loves singing, but she never dares to talk about her dreams, because music is nothing compared with her daughter.
Therefore, D.D. runs several venues every night to earn money for her daughter's education.
Mavis Fan listens to her grandmother and mother. When D.D. went out to work, she followed her grandmother.
Grandma wants to go out to buy food and tell her, "sit quietly and don't run around until grandma comes back."
Half an hour passed, and Mavis Fan sat motionless on the small bench. Grandma came home in distress situation. "You can still go to the toilet."
Maybe it's the genes. Mavis Fan has a talent for music since she was a child, so D.D. sent her to learn music, piano at the age of 3, music lessons at the age of 7 and flute at the age of 9.
Tuition is expensive, and the economic pressure is naturally great. Their family lives in poverty. It was not until 199 1 that life in Mavis Fan took a turn for the better.
Mavis Fan, 14 years old, was discovered by musician Li Yaming. At that time, she was still wearing baby fat and not beautiful.
Xu Changde, who later wrote songs for her, was a little resistant when she first met her: "This girl is short and round, not beautiful enough. How can she sing? "
At that time, Mavis Fan was not yet open, but she was already very sensitive to music.
/kloc-when she was 0/2 years old, she wrote a song for herself./kloc-when she was 0/4 years old, she filled in the lyrics, but she was not confident enough to sing. "Because my standards are based on my mother, she can sing so well."
Then, in order to take care of the sensitive and timid daughter, D.D. put down the microphone, and either accompanied Mavis Fan to run the announcement and watched her behind the scenes, or washed, cooked and cleaned at home.
Singer D.D. has become one of the "most difficult star moms" in the entertainment circle of Taiwan Province Province, which is difficult, but as a mother, she is unwilling to compromise on some conditions.
"Of course, stand in her position to protect her. She was so young when she came out. "
Mavis Fan said that her mother, who fell and stood up with her, was also the singer D.D. who accompanied her to feel the rise and fall of the recording industry.
When she released her first record, she was a little timid. She didn't know what she was singing and didn't dare to say what she wanted to sing.
The second record, she couldn't help being happy, because it contained original monologues and your sweetness.
She began to expect to sing more songs written by herself soon.
But then an accident broke Mavis Fan's vision.
1996, the theme songs of the cartoons "Cherry Maruko" and "Doraemon" needed sweet female voices to cover the Chinese version, and they chose Mavis Fan.
The record company inadvertently included the children's songs she sang in the little witch's magic book.
This album caught up with the Spring Festival, and it took only one month to make it, and no effort was made to publicize it.
Within a few days, the company and Mavis Fan were shocked, and the album sold 654.38+00000 copies in Taiwan Province.
1998, Mavis Fan sang "Healthy Song" in the Spring Festival Evening, and the national audience remembered this little witch who turned left three times and right, twisting her neck and ass.
Taking advantage of the hot children's market, the company launched "Little Witch Magic Book II". Mavis Fan, who is used to staying up late, wears a witch's cloak and a red bow headband every morning at 7: 00, dragging a broom to different primary schools and leading the children to do morning exercises.
The company has arranged two routes for Mavis Fan, one is to sing for children, and the other is to continue the previous girlish style.
Twenty years old is the age when a girl grows into an adult. If she still insists on being cute, she will feel divided.
"You know what? A person obviously has a volcano in his heart, but he wants to play a little girl selling matches. "
The more children's songs are sold, the better. Mavis Fan planned quietly in his mind: "When can I let the company know what I really want to do?"
For a time, Xu Changde found that Mavis Fan was always around him. One day, he met him in the elevator. Mavis Fan whispered: "Health songs are very annoying."
Xu Changde can hear it, Mavis Fan's tone is restrained for a long time of that kind of bitterness.
A few years later, Mavis Fan was more direct. Xu Changde asked her to help the new singer Ding Wenqi compose a song. In the recording studio, Mavis Fan was blunt to the younger generation: "You have to think clearly whether you want to be a lovely singer, sing some silly songs or make music in the future."
Xu Changde can't be angry with Mavis Fan. He has always admired the girl's determination, otherwise he would ask on the spot, "Mavis Fan, what do you want?"
Mavis Fan wants to write his own music.
Just as Mavis Fan captured her mother's dream, D.D. knew her daughter best.
She never interfered in Mavis Fan's life, whether to debut, whether to transform, whether to get married and have children, "Xiao Xuan decides for herself."
Mavis Fan didn't waste this freedom. But from the beginning to find themselves, and then gradually strengthen.
So, 1998, at the age of 2 1, she went to shave her head and bid farewell to the "little witch" in the past.
The album "Dear" contains five of her original works, and the sales volume is much worse than that of "Little Witch", but she said, "I will be very happy if someone buys it".
No one forced Mavis Fan to sing children's songs, but there were many kind reminders: "You will lose a lot of fans and your sales will drop a lot." Mavis Fan knew that if he stayed in the record company, both sides would suffer.
"I hate to say let me create, but I have been repairing my space. What exactly are we compromising? This is not what you want, nor what I want. Who wants it? "
She left a beautiful report card before she left.
At the Golden Melody Awards Ceremony in 2000, Leslie Cheung shouted "I want us to be together" to win the prize. On the stage, nervous for a long time, he stammered to thank the producer friend Lin:
"He has always encouraged me to have confidence in my own things and not to be afraid." "I don't just sing children's songs."
Although her work won the prize, her reputation plummeted.
Mavis Fan's behavior puzzled many fans, and his popularity plummeted.
But in her heart, she doesn't agree. She said, "There is a volcano in one's heart. Why does he play the little match girl? "
Fans ran away one by one, and then record sales fell from hundreds of thousands to only 30 thousand.
Regarding his rebellion, Mavis Fan said, "I don't feel rebellious at all. Actually, I'm fine. That's their standard. I don't comment. The important thing is, am I still a good person after all this? Did I do my duty in my work? Am I polite? Am I kind? This is the most important thing. "
While the album sales were bleak, the performance of the underground band she signed was also bleak, and members resigned.
Her love is too weak because of her strong personality.
At that time, Mavis Fan's boyfriend named Zhou Junwei was a male singer.
Friends around me say that Mavis Fan seems to be the only one in Zhou Junwei's world and a rare good boyfriend.
At the release of Mavis Fan's album, Zhou Junwei said in front of everyone with a rose in her hand: I want us to be together.
But Mavis Fan regards his bad temper as a series. Being at home every day is like testing how much this man can endure, because he loves himself.
She longed for love, but slowly pushed it away.
Because during this period, Mavis Fan ushered in the darkest stage of life, and depression broke out.
On one occasion, Mavis Fan had suicidal thoughts on the 20th floor of the hotel, and Zhou Junwei hugged her.
In order to accompany her, Zhou Junwei pushed off all the work, and Mavis Fan once said to him:
I only shed tears for you, because I am strong outside.
After slowly recovering, in 2005, Mavis Fan chose to break up with Zhou Junwei. She wrote in her diary about the reason for breaking up.
"I put up with it for love, but now we all need to communicate with each other, because I find that we have all changed, and the qualities that attract you and me together are gone."
But in music, she didn't stop, and the peerless actress and Fu Lushou made their debut as usual.
D.D. once said that you can't sing jazz until your heart is broken and your whole heart is knocked down by pain.
After experiencing depression and breaking up with her boyfriend, Mavis Fan is more mature and can certainly interpret jazz better.
Later, after Zhou Junwei, Mavis Fan met her boyfriend Allen, who had been with her for 12 years.
In the words of Xiao S, Allen is a "big geek", but it is such a "big geek" who knows Mavis Fan's spiritual world best and can heal each other's wounds best.
In the past, Mavis Fan was used to singing alone. He was afraid of concerts. He was so scared that his throat was locked and his ears were blocked that he could no longer enjoy the cheers of the audience.
In 2006, for an inevitable performance in Hong Kong, she temporarily "borrowed" guitarist Allen, bassist Mo and drummer Robert because she wanted to bring her own band.
Before coming to power, Mavis Fan was still too nervous. The familiar questioning voice appeared again: "Why should I be an artist?"
Until she heard several big boys around her say, "You have fun on the stage. You have fun, and the fans under the stage will have fun. First of all, you should be happy. "
That day, she threw caution to the wind and sang hi on the stage, and finally understood why the singer had to perform on stage instead of hiding in the recording studio.
More importantly, she found someone who can rock with her. "With them, my strength will come out."
In 2007, Mavis Fan and them formed the band 100%, started again, and released an album at their own expense. Every time they sold one, they donated NT$ 100 to the aboriginal teenager Children's Home.
She also knows how to love someone. She fell in love with Allen.
"It used to be glued together, but now I feel that there is a certain space and it is very comfortable."
Allen is not a rich second generation, nor is he a big shot in music. At the beginning of their love with Mavis Fan, they were very unpopular among the sisters.
At the beginning of their love, it was reported that their girlfriends, big or small, didn't like the "terrible" image of Mavis Fan's boyfriend Allen with a beard and tattooed arms, and his poor life.
But Mavis Fan doesn't care about this, because what she longs for is Platonic love.
For love, Mavis Fan chose to alienate her sister instead of staying with Allen.
In the 12 years' relationship, Mavis Fan insisted on not getting married with Dink, and it was reported that she had a uterus cut for her boyfriend.
She bluntly said: "The uterus is just a dispensable organ."
Even so, we broke up later.
However, even without love, Mavis Fan has become strong enough now, and she is very satisfied with her mother and good sisters.
Just after the transition, when she went to Shang Yan, people still had to listen to her previous most popular songs, and they had to sing new works very hard.
I took her works to several major record companies, and the other party gently advised her: "The music you made is very good and new, but can you add some pop music?" Why not put five songs on this album, and the other five are more commercial? "
Mavis Fan refused. She couldn't tell why she insisted, but she knew that all artists must have worked hard, and only by working hard can they remain pure.
"You don't want anyone to destroy it, because it is a part of you. It is fragile. " "How much do you have to pay for this?" "How hard it is for you to change from a little witch to the present."
In the face of these voices, Mavis Fan wondered, didn't she go back to the way she originally wanted to go, and the little witch was the so-called "transformation" episode?
She fell into chaos. "Should I continue to let others know about me?"
It was the most difficult six years, and it was during that time that she suffered from depression, insomnia and auditory hallucinations and once wanted to commit suicide.
D.D. saw her daughter's appearance and chose to "pretend nothing". D.D. never asked her, "How do you feel today?"
Although she was crying, D.D. brought her lunch and whispered, "Xuan, let's eat."
This method is very effective for Mavis Fan, and if mom gets involved, it will only aggravate her self-blame.
In order not to worry her mother, Mavis Fan chose to be bored alone.
When she was at a loss, she continued to play the piano and write.
Later, with the help of her boyfriend and mother, she finally got well and recovered herself.
At the age of 35, she finally realized her long-cherished wish and released a record for her mother called Miss D.D!
20 19 Mavis Fan recorded the program with Big and Small S and Aya>.
For decades, it has been more about understanding and supporting than alienating.
In the program, the four sisters laughed and scolded, stopped and stopped, and enjoyed a casual and relaxed girlfriend cohabitation life in Southeast Asia for more than ten days.
Seriously, it's really enviable.
How hard is it to have friends for life?
I hope they can keep it forever and become steadfast true friends with each other.
This is Mavis Fan, a strange girl with a great story.