Kang Bai: The first step used to call me Yingchuan, and I often called it Know My Words. However, it is strange that this idea is not familiar with the first step. How can we get it? When he came back from Hedong the year before last, Ou Xianzong said that it was enough for the Tang people to write a dear John letter to Ji Kang.
Tell me more about my own generation. Although things have not been done, I don't know when I am satisfied! The first step is to pass by. There are many things to blame. I'm straight and narrow. I can't bear it. I know each other with one step. I don't like it when I hear that I'm moving, but I'm afraid I'll be cut down by others. I hope I can help myself by introducing a corpse and recommending a sword in my hand, so I'm afraid I'm Chen Qi. People who used to study and be introduced, or say nothing, now I believe that it really has ears. Sex is unbearable, but it is really not strong. Today's vague language is full of knowledge and talent, which is unbearable. It's not unusual outside, but it's right inside. Like the whole life, regret. Laozi, Zhuang Zhou, my teacher, also live in humble posts; Liu Xiahui and Dong Fangshuo, as well as talented people, are all humble. How dare I be short! Zhong Ni loves everything and is not ashamed of flogging; Wen Zi has no desire for Qing Xiang, but the three lights are hidden; Yes, it is a gentleman's intention to think about the economy. The so-called Danone, the good thing is perseverance, the bad thing is complacency and boredom. From this point of view, the king of Yao and Shun, Xu Youzhi's rock habitat, the ovary supporting Han and the song of Yu's trip are all outstanding among them. Looking up to a few princes can be described as people who can fulfill their ambitions. Therefore, a gentleman can do everything, and all roads lead to the same goal. Go with the flow, each has its own protection, so there is a court without going out, and it is not against the mountain. And the wind of Gao Yanling's son Zang, evergreen, is like a festival, and the ambition entrusted by him cannot be taken away. Every time I read Shang Ziping and Xiao Weichuan, I admire it and treat it as a person. Little lonely dew, mother and brother arrogant, not involved in Confucian classics, gentle nature. Muscle and meat are slow. I often don't wash my hair and face on January 15, so I can't take a shower. I can't help urinating every time, and my ears turn slightly. I have escaped for a long time and my feelings are proud. Jane is the opposite of courtesy, laziness and slowness complement each other, but be lenient with others and not break down. I read Zhuang and Lao again, emphasizing more. Therefore, my heart for promotion is declining and my honesty is changing. This is because birds and deer are rarely tamed, so they obey the religious system. They are long, and when they see the shackles, they care about the tassels and go to the soup. Although they are decorated with golden bodyguards and enjoy exquisite food, they are more concerned with the long forest and aim at abundant grass. Ruan Sizong won't open his mouth to anyone, but I failed every subject. Even sex is unusual, and it doesn't hurt anything, but drinking is too bad. It is the courtesy of the people, and the disease is like pang, worshipping the ears of the general. I'm not as good as Munenosuke, but I'm slow. I don't understand human feelings, I don't know, I'm not careful, and I'm exhausted. Over time, the defects became more and more serious. Although you want to be safe, can you get it? And polite, the court has laws. From self-sufficiency to familiarity, there are seven things that must be unbearable, and two things that can't be done: lying late, when no one cares, you can't help it; Singing with musical instruments, wild fishing, officers and men guarding, not moving, two unbearable; When you sit in danger for a while, your numbness can't be shaken, and your sex is lice. I couldn't catch it myself, but I was wrapped in a chapter and worshipped Shangguan, which was unbearable. Writing books is inconvenient, but I don't like writing books. But there are many things in the world, and if I don't report them, I will be guilty of teaching and hurting righteousness. If I want to force myself, I won't last long, and I can't bear it. I don't like mourning, but humanitarianism is the most important thing, which has been complained by those who have never seen forgiveness. Although the injured person wants to blame himself, he can't change it. If they want to be obedient, they will cheat, be ungrateful, get no complaints and get no reputation. Therefore, five forbearance; I don't like amateurs, but when it comes to * * *, or when the guests are sitting, they yell and are full of tricks. At present, people are six unbearable; The heart is impatient, but the official business is in the palm, and the maintenance is entangled in the heart. The world is complex, worrying and unbearable. And every soup, martial arts thin week, riddled with holes, not only in the world, this matter will be obvious, the world education can not be tolerated, which is very important; If you are sick in your intestines, just say so. If you are sick, break up with Tang Dynasty Book 2.
Hair, it can't be two. In order to carry forward the nature of prudence and independence and unify these nine diseases, there is no external difficulty. When there are internal diseases, it is better to look forward to the evil in the world. I also heard the last words of Taoist priests, worshipping pavilions and Huang Jing, which made people live longer. I believe it very much. I'm glad to come to Shanze to see the fish and birds. A line of officials, this matter will be abolished. Can you give up what you like and be afraid of it? Knowing your wife's nature, you can help her. I don't force Bo to become a child, but all my festivals are also; Zhong Ni was built in midsummer to protect its shortcomings. Nearby, we don't force Yuan to attack Shu, and Hua Ziyu is not strong enough to be with Qing. This can be described as a beginning and an end, and the truth is known. The first step is to see a straight wood, which must not be a wheel; Qu Zhe, you can't become a monk. Gai didn't want to waste his genius and let it happen. Therefore, the four people have their own jobs and enjoy success. Only those who can achieve it can understand that this is the first step to the inner ear. Don't be complacent, Zhang Fu, who is better than who. I'm smelly and rotten, and I want to raise a small honeymoon to die. I learned the art of keeping in good health, let myself shine outside, lose my taste, wander in loneliness and value inaction. Even if there are no nine evils, I still don't care about the first step. There is also a mental illness, and it has increased. I have tried it myself. I can't be so unhappy as I am now. I have tried it myself. If I am exhausted, I will hear it. My first step is not wrong, so I will turn to the ravine. The new news that I lost my mother and brother is often sad. The woman is thirteen and the man is eight. She is underage and very ill. What can I say? Today, I hope to keep the humble alley, educate my children and grandchildren, and talk to my relatives and talk about my life when I get old. Drink a glass of turbid wine, play the piano and volunteer to finish it. If you don't make mistakes, you want to be an official. If you are good, use your ears. The first step is to know that you are poor and careless, not as good as today's talents. If the laity likes glory and can leave alone, it will be soon and will be heard recently. However, it is valuable to have a wide range of talents and be omnipotent. If I am sick and sleepy, I want to leave those things alone to protect the rest of my life. This is really lacking in ears. I can see the yellow door. Can I call it a real slaughter? If you are interested in going to the king, you will be happy when you take photos. Once you are forced, you will be mad and will not blame yourself. Man Zi, who has a quick back and a beautiful Qin son, wants to offer the supreme. Although it is only a little interesting, it is already sparse. I wish I didn't like it. That's what it means, not only to solve the first step, but also to think otherwise. Ji
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(1) claimed that Ji Kang was unwilling to be an official. Yingchuan: refers to the mountain. Is Dan Tao's uncle, once served as the satrap of Yingchuan, so he is called an agent. In ancient times, people often referred to official positions or place names. (2) Know your words: the words of a bosom friend. (3) classic: often. This means Ji Kang is unwilling to be an official. (4) Hedong: place name. In the northwest of Xia County, Shanxi Province. (5) Xianzong: Gong Sunchong, the word Xianzong, was born in China and used to be a famous businessman. Adu: Lu An, whose real name is Zhongti, and his nickname is Adu, a native of Dongping and a good friend of Ji Kang. Self-promotion: Dan Tao intends to recommend Ji Kang to take his place. When Ji Kang was in Hedong, Dan Tao was Cao Lang. (6) Access: Good at coping with changes. (7) Blame more: allow more and blame less. (8) Narrowness: narrow-minded. (9) between: recently. Transfer: promotion. Dan Tao changed from choosing Cao Lang as a general to appointing Zhong Lang. (10) Suddenly: the appearance of fear. (1 1) Two sentences "fear": The Chinese version of "Zhuangzi Xiaoyao Tour" says: "Although it can't cure its disease, I would rather not exceed it." It means: "Even if the chef (the man) doesn't cook, the priest (the person who reads the congratulatory message during the sacrifice) should not exceed his authority to replace him. Quoting this allusion here shows that Dan Tao was embarrassed to be an official alone, so he recommended Ji Kang to be an official. (12) Luan Dao: A butcher knife with a Luan bell on its handle. (13) overflow: pollution. (14) Mediator: A person who helps the world is lonely and upright in Geng Jie. Dan Tao, as one of the "Seven Sages of Bamboo Forest", once flaunted lofty, and later became an official. Here, we laugh at his tact. (15) regret: regret. (16) Laozi: Lao Dan. Li Ming 'er, a native of Guxian County, Chu in the Spring and Autumn Period, is a post-column history and Tibetan history of the Zhou Dynasty. According to legend, Laozi has more than five thousand words. Zhuang Zhou: During the Warring States Period, he was a native of Mengxian County, Song State, and once worked as a landscape official in Meng Qi. According to legend, Zhuangzi has more than 100,000 words. Both of them are founders of Taoism. (17) Liu Xiahui: Instant birds. Famous, word season, Lu people in the Spring and Autumn Period. As the warden of Lu, he was dismissed three times. He was advised to go to other countries, but he didn't care. Live in the stream and die of "Hui", so it is called. Dong Fangshuo: Man Qing, a native of Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, often served as an assistant minister. Both of them have very low positions, so they are called "humble". (18) Abbreviation: contempt. (19) Zhong Ni: Confucius' words. Universal love: universal love and selflessness. (20) Whippler: refers to a person who drives a car with a whip. The Analects of Confucius: "Confucius said:' I am rich and want, although I am a whip-wielding person, I also do it." (2 1) Sub-article: Xing, a native, was a famous Chu in the Spring and Autumn Period. (22) Ling Yin: The official name of Chu State, quite the prime minister. "The Analects of Confucius Gongye Chang": "Lingyin Wen Zi, three officials are Lingyin, no joy; Three is already there, no shame. " (23) alms: save the world and help others. (24) Da: Xianda. When you succeed. (25) Poverty: When frustrated. (26) strategist: be a gentleman in the world. "Jun" is used as a verb. Yao is a hermit. Yao wanted to give him the world, but he refused to accept it, so he went to Ji Mountain to live in seclusion. (28) Ovary: Sean's word. He helped Emperor Gaozu Liu Bang unify the world and establish the Han Dynasty. (29) Jieyu: a hermit of Chu in the Spring and Autumn Period. When Confucius toured Chu, Jie Yu passed by his car and sang a song to satirize Confucius' seclusion. (30) kuí: reason and reason. (3 1) baixing: various behaviors. (32) All roads lead to the same goal: All roads lead to the same goal. The language "Easy Cohesion": "The world is the same but different, and the same is worrying." (33) "Therefore, there are" two sentences: The language of Volume 5 of "Korean Poetry Biography": "The people in the imperial court are Lu, so they can't go out; In the name of the mountain forest, it will never return. " (34) Yanling: the son of Wu in the Spring and Autumn Period. Living in Yanling, his name is ji zi. Zi Zang: Cao Guo's happy son. After Cao's death, Cao people wanted to make Zi Zang a monarch, but Zi Zang refused to accept it and left the country. My father and brother wanted to be their heirs, but my introducer Zang refused to take it as an example. Wind: wind. Refers to noble sentiments. (35) Changqing: the word of Sima Xiangru in Han Dynasty. Xiang Ru: It refers to Lin Xiangru, a native of the State of Zhao during the Warring States Period, who paid a tribute to the doctor "All the treasures belong to Zhao". "Biography of Historical Records and Sima Xiangru" contains: "(Sima) is like learning, admiring Lin Xiangru as a man and changing his name to Xiangru." (36) Shang Ziping: A native of the Eastern Han Dynasty. In Selected Works, Shan Li quoted him from Heroes as saying: "He has Taoism, and he has made great contributions to the county. He has retired, paid his salary in the mountains, and sold food and drink. " Biography of Yi People in the Later Han Dynasty is written by Xiang Ziping, saying that after his children got married, they stopped asking about family affairs and traveled to the famous mountains of Wuyue, where they did not know where to go. Tai: Tong Ming was born in the Eastern Han Dynasty. He lives in seclusion in Wu 'an Mountain, digging holes and collecting medicines as his profession. (37) Loneliness: I lost my father at an early age. Lou: Weak. (38) Brother: refers to Ji. Seeing arrogance: refers to being loved by mother and brother. (39): It used to refer to a bad horse, and here it refers to sluggishness. Slow: relax. (40) can't (nài): unwilling. Yes, pass "resistance". Mu: Wash your hair. (4 1) cell: originally refers to placenta, here refers to bladder. (42) chái: refers to friends of the same generation. (43) Zhuang: "Zhuangzi". Lao: Lao Tzu. (44) Stone Man: refers to the laissez-faire nature. (45) Birds: the general name of ancient birds and beasts. Speaking of "capture". See: Be. (47) Crazy: Looking around crazily. Deng Ying: Break free. (48) biāo: metal halter, here refers to deer halter. (49) (xi m ? ng): Serve with wine and food. It means hello here. Jiayao: Good food. This refers to exquisite feed. (50) Ruan Sizong: Ruan Ji, the word heir, is one of the "Seven Sages of Bamboo Forest" with Ji Kang. Informal, often drunk, "don't hide from people" to avoid disasters. (5 1) Too bad: too much. (52) Etiquette: refers to some people who use hypocritical etiquette to safeguard their own interests. According to Yang Jinqiu, he once said in front of Si Mazhao that Ruan Ji was "willful and dissolute, and could not be taught" and that "it is appropriate to vote for IV as king". Si Mazhao replied: "This saint is weak, so you should forgive him." Rope: correcting mistakes, here refers to correcting the wrong bullets and slamming the bullets. General: Si Mazhao. Keep: protect. (54) Capital: refers to natural resources. (55) Slow: arrogance and laziness. Que: Disadvantages. (56) Blacker than a machine: I don't know how to improvise. (57) Shiwan: the history of the Han Dynasty. He and his four sons are officials of Stone 2000 and Stone 10000, so they call him "Wan". He was noted for his prudence all his life. (58) Good: Speak frankly and don't know the taboos. Tired: trouble, trouble. (59) defect (cι): shortcoming. Controversy: controversy. (60) only: thinking. Cooked: detailed. (6 1) Party officials: gatekeepers. Nothing: I've been here. (62) Yi: An arrow with a rope is used to shoot birds. This refers to shooting birds. (63) Bi (b √): numb. (64) Sex: the body. (65) Scratch (pá): used for itching. Push, push "climb" Nothing: no stopping. (66) chapter service: crown service. It refers to official clothes. (67) machine: the same as "a few", a small table. (68) Violating religion and hurting righteousness: it refers to breaking feudal ethics, which is impolite. (69) Quran: A look of awe. (70) Healthy mentality: Restrain your mentality. (7 1) Paradox: Contrary to one's own nature. Unreasonable: not in line with real feelings. (72) Let bygones be bygones: this means neither being blamed nor praised. (73) Gu Yu: Noisy. (74) martingale (yāng) palm: busy with work. (75) No: blame. Soup: into soup. Overthrow the rule of Xia Jie and establish the Shang Dynasty. Wu: People. Overthrow the rule of Yin and establish the Zhou Dynasty. Zhou: Duke Ji Dan of Zhou. Assist in eliminating the Zhou Dynasty and establishing the Zhou Dynasty. Confucius. (76) This incident refers to criticizing Cheng Tang and King Wu, and despising Duke Zhou and Confucius. It will be obvious: it will be obvious and well known. (77) Advocating caution: refers to being narrow-minded. Bait (R): Take it. Shu and Huang Jing: names of two Chinese herbal medicines. The ancients believed that it could strengthen the body and prolong life after taking it. (79) Yu: Emperor after the establishment of Xia Dynasty by Shun. Bocheng Gaozi: A Hermit in Yu Shi. "Zhuangzi Heaven and Earth": "Yao governs the world, and Bo dominates the princes. Yao sealed Shun, Shun sealed Yu, and Bo praised the governors' farming. I looked at it and plowed in the wild. When Yu arrived, he asked Yan, "Yao was the world and my son was a vassal. Yao granted Shun, Shun granted it, and my son resigned and worked for the princes. "Why do you dare to ask?" Yue said, "In the past, Yao ruled the world, but people advised but didn't reward, and people were afraid but didn't punish; The reward and punishment of this son are clear, and the people are ruthless. Since then, morality has fallen, punishment has been established, and the chaos of later generations has begun. Master, doing evil is none of my business! "I don't care about farming." (80) stay: borrow. Cover: An umbrella. Xia Zi: The words of Shang Bo, a disciple of Confucius. Thoughts on Confucius' Family Words: "Confucius must do it, and the rain has no cover. The master said,' business also has it.' Confucius said:' Businessmen are human beings, and they are stingy with money. It is said that making friends with others, pushing the elders, and violating the shortcomings can last for a long time. (8 1) Zhu Gekongming: Zhuge Liang's words in the Three Kingdoms period. Yuan Zhi: Xu Shu's handwriting. Both of them were originally under Liu Bei's command. Later, Xu Shu's mother was captured by Cao Cao, so he bid farewell to Liu Bei and defected to Cao Cao. Zhuge Liang didn't stop them. (82) Hua Ziyu: Hua Xin's word in the Three Kingdoms period. You An: Guan Ning's words. They are friends of classmates. At that time, Hua Xin took a fancy to Qiu and wanted to recommend Guan Ning to take his place. Guan Ning went home with his family, and Huaxin didn't force him. (83) June: rafters supporting tiles on the house. (84) Four people: scholars, farmers, workers and businessmen. Within (85) degrees: as expected. (86) Zhang Fu: an ancient hat that must be hung on a bun. (87) strong: reluctantly. Yue people: refers to the residents in Zhejiang and Fujian today. Text mi ǐ n (mi ǐ n): hat decorated with patterns. "Zhuangzi's Happy Tour": "Song people are endowed easily, which is suitable for Yue people. Yue people have tattooed their tattoos, which is useless." (88) Chu: A legendary bird like a phoenix. "Zhuangzi Qiushui" said: Keiko made a statue of a beam, and he was afraid that Zhuangzi would take his image, so he sent someone to look for Zhuangzi. So Zhuangzi went to see Keiko and said to him: "There are birds in the south, which are called chicks, and their honeymoons are also ... but there are more than phoenix trees, and they don't practice, eat or drink in Liquan. So the owl got the rotten mouse, passed by on the honeymoon, looked up at it and said,' Hehe! (89) Foreigners: Alienation and exclusion. (90) Taste: delicious. (9 1) Increase: aggravate. (92) nothing: no. Grievance: grievance. (93) Turn to ravines: flow between ravines and valleys. Died of displacement. (94) Li Ang: Sadness and hate. (95) (ni o): entanglement. (96) Down and out: the meaning of laissez-faire. (97) Wide range of talents: refers to people with high talents and generosity. (98) Overflow: infiltration. (99) Do not camp: do not seek. Refers to not seeking official advancement. (100) Yellow Gate: eunuch. (10 1) fun (cù): urgent. Wang Tu: Official career. (102) Self-denial: If not. Heavy resentment: deep hatred. (103) Savage: A person who lives in the country. Quick baking: I feel very happy in the sun. Celery seed: celery is delicious. (104) Supreme: refers to the monarch. The above two sentences were originally from Liezi Yang Zhu: "In the Song Dynasty, there was Fu Tian, who used to wear clothes and only spent the winter. Ji Chundong's works exposed himself to the sun, but I didn't know there were mansions, foxes and foxes. Gu said to his wife, "whoever can't see the sun will give my king, and he will get a rich reward." . The rich man in the village told him:' In the past, those who had beautiful flowers and sweet stems called them Xiang Hao; Hao Xiangren took it and tasted it. His mouth stung and his stomach was miserable. Many people complained bitterly and were greatly humiliated. This kind of thing is also true. (105) is just to describe sincere feelings. (106) Don't say goodbye. This is a dear John who politely refuses. (107) Shan Juyuan, a famous Tao, was born in Huai County, Hanoi (now southwest of Wuzhi County, Henan Province). He befriended Ji Kang and was one of the "Seven Sages of Bamboo Forest". Ji Kang wrote this letter after learning that Dan Tao would recommend him to take his place, and Cao Lang was transferred to General Zhong Lang. This letter rejected Dan Tao's suggestion.
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Ji Kang said sincerely: In the past, you said in front of Shan Yu that I didn't want to be an official. I always say this is a confidant's words. But I find it strange that you don't know me very well. Where did you learn about my interest? When I came back from Hedong the year before last, Xian Zong and A Du told me that you had planned to let me take your place. Although it didn't happen, you know you didn't know me before. You are good at dealing with emergencies, praising people more and criticizing people less; I am straightforward and narrow-minded. I can't stand many things. I just make friends with you by chance. I was worried when I heard about your promotion recently. I'm afraid you're embarrassed to be an official alone, and you want to help me as an assistant, just as a chef is embarrassed to cook alone and wants to help a priest. This is equivalent to letting me hold a butcher knife and smell fishy, so I asked you if you could do it. When I was studying, I heard that there was a person in Gengjie who could help the world, lonely and upright. I always thought it was impossible, but now I really believe it. Personality determines that some people can't stand certain things, so there is no need to force them. Now everyone says that there is an understanding person who can tolerate everything. They are no different from ordinary secular people in appearance, but they can still keep the right path in their hearts and go on with the secular without regret, but this is just empty talk. Laozi and Zhuang Zhou are both people I want to learn, and their status is very low; Liu Xiahui and Dong Fangshuo are both knowledgeable people, and they are both in a humble position. How dare I despise them! Another example is Confucius' advocacy of fraternity and selflessness. In order to pursue morality, he won't feel ashamed even if he whips and drives. Wen Zi didn't want to be a minister, but he ascended the high position of Lingyin three times. This is the intention of a gentleman to help the people. This is also what the predecessors said: when you are prominent, you can be good at the world without changing your will, and when you are frustrated, you can be alone without feeling depressed. To sum up, Yao and Shun were emperors, lived in seclusion in the mountains, assisted the Han Dynasty, and eulogized Confucius to abdicate. Their ways of dealing with the world were the same. Look at these people, it can be said that they can realize their ambitions. Therefore, although a gentleman's behavior is different from the road he takes, he can achieve the same goal. If you follow your own nature, you can get your own inner destination. Therefore, there is a saying that people who are officials in the imperial court go in and out for positions, while people who live in seclusion in the mountains go out for fame. Ji Zha admired Zi Zang's noble sentiment, while Sima Xiangru worshipped Lin Xiangru's integrity to pin his ambition. There's no way to change it. Whenever I read the biographies of Shang Zi and Ping Tai, I admire them very much and often think of their noble sentiments. Plus, I lost my father when I was young, and my body is relatively thin. My mother and my brother spoil me very much and don't read the classics of self-cultivation and official career. I am lazy and lax, and my bones and muscles are sluggish. I often don't wash my hair and face for a month and a half. I don't want to wash them unless I feel particularly bored and itchy. Urinating often makes the bladder swell, and it almost turns over before getting up and going to the toilet. Because I have been addicted for too long, my temperament has become aloof and sloppy, and my behavior is simple and slow, which goes against etiquette. But laziness and arrogance complement each other, which are tolerated by my peers and never blamed. After reading Zhuangzi and Laozi, my behavior became more laissez-faire. Therefore, the enthusiasm for pursuing official promotion and glory is weakening day by day, while the nature of laissez-faire is strengthening day by day. It's like an elk. If you are caught and tamed at an early age, you will obey your master's discipline. If you are bound when you grow up, you will jump around madly, trying to break free from the rope that binds it, even if you go through fire and water; Although he got a golden halter and the most exquisite feed, he still strongly missed the dense forest and beautiful herbs he was used to living in. Ruan Ji doesn't talk about other people's faults. I often want to learn from him, but I can't. He is naturally more honest than ordinary people, and there is no harm in treating people. Only drinking is his weakness. As a result, he was attacked by people who maintained etiquette and hated him like an enemy. Fortunately, he was protected by the general. I have no Ruan Ji's talent, but I have the shortcomings of arrogance and laziness; Do not understand the world, will not improvise; There is a lack of caution like Wan, but there is a problem that is straightforward and taboo. If you are exposed to personnel for a long time, things that offend people will happen every day. Although I want to avoid disasters, how can I do it? There are certain courtesies between the monarch and his subjects, father and son, husband and wife, brothers and friends, and the state has certain written laws. I have considered them carefully, but there are seven things I can't stand, and there are two things I can't do under any circumstances: I like to sleep late, but when I become an official, the officers will wake me up, which is the first thing I can't stand. I like to walk and sing with the piano, or go bird hunting and fishing in the suburbs. After becoming an official, officials and soldiers will always be by my side, so I can't act at will. This is the second thing I can't stand. When you become an official, you should sit up straight in the office, your legs and feet are numb and you can't move freely. I have so many lice that I have to scratch all the time. I have to put on my official uniform and say hello to my superiors. This is the third thing I can't stand. I have never been good at writing letters, and I don't like writing letters. But after I become an official, I have to deal with many secular things. Documents and letters piled up on the desk. If I don't socialize, I will violate ethics and lose my manners. If I seldom socialize, it won't last long. This is the fourth thing I can't stand. I don't like going out to mourn, but the whole world attaches great importance to this matter. My behavior was resented by those who refused to forgive me, and some even tried to slander me. Although I am also alert to this and blame myself, I still can't change my nature. I want to restrain my nature and adapt to the world, but I don't want to go against my nature, and I can't be accused and praised as I am now. This is the fifth thing I can't stand. I don't like laity, but after I become an official, I will work with them, or the guests will be full and full of noisy voices. In a noisy and dirty environment, I can see all kinds of strange tricks all day. This is the sixth thing I can't stand. I was born impatient, but after I became an official, I was busy with business, government affairs pestered me all day, and secular communication also cost me a lot of energy. This is the seventh thing I can't stand. Besides, I often say things that criticize Cheng Tang, Zhou Wuwang and despise Duke Zhou and Confucius. If I don't stop this discussion after I become an official, one day it will be made public and well known, which is unacceptable to secular ethics. This is the first thing I can't do anyway. Stubborn personality, hate bad guys, speak recklessly, call a spade a spade, and lose his temper when he meets something he doesn't like. This is the second thing I can't do under any circumstances. With my narrow-minded personality and the nine problems mentioned above, even if there is no foreign invasion, I will definitely get sick. How can we live in the world for a long time? I also heard from Taoist that taking medicine and yellow essence can make people live longer. I believe it very much. Fish and birds who like to travel and enjoy nature are very satisfied with this life; Once you become an official, you lose the fun of this life. How can you give up what you are willing to do and do what you are afraid to do? When people become good friends, it is important to understand each other's nature and then fulfill him. Yu Xia didn't force Bo Chengzi to be an official, in order to fulfill his moral integrity; Confucius didn't borrow an umbrella from Xia Zi to cover up Xia Zi's shortcomings. Recently, Zhuge Liang did not force Xu Shu to go to Shu Han, nor did Hua Xin force Ning Guan to accept Qing Xiang's position. These talents can be said to be good friends who are consistent and truly understand each other. You see, straight wood can't be a wheel, and curved wood can't be a rafter. This is because people don't want to compromise their original nature and let them get their place. Therefore, scholars, farmers, workers and businessmen all have their own majors, and they can all realize their ambitions happily. Only knowledgeable people can understand this, which should be what you expect. You can't wear a gorgeous hat just because you like it, but people who barely cross the country have to wear it; I like rotten and smelly food and feed dead mice to young honeymooners. Recently, I am learning the method of keeping in good health. I am an emissary from wealth, alienating myself, abandoning exquisiteness, feeling quiet and calm, and pursuing the highest realm of "inaction". Even without the "nine evils" mentioned above, I still despise those things you like. I have a feeling of boredom, which has become more serious recently. I can't stand things I don't want to do. I have made it very clear that if there is no way out, forget it. Don't wronged me and leave me in a desperate situation. I just lost the love of my mother and brother, and I often feel sad. The daughter is only thirteen and the boy is only eight. He is not an adult and often falls ill. It makes me sad and annoying to think about this. Really don't know where to start! Now I hope to live a plain and poor life, educate my children well, tell my relatives and friends about my parting feelings at any time, talk about my family, drink a glass of light wine and play a piano, so that my wish will be satisfied. You pester me just to find someone for the court to make him useful to the world. You know I'm careless and unreasonable. I think I'm not as good as the wise men in Korea now. If I think all secular people like wealth, but only I can abandon it and feel happy about it; So, it can be said that it is closest to my nature. If you are a talented, generous person who knows everything but doesn't make progress, that is valuable. People like me, who are often ill and want to stay away from the world in order to save their lives and spend their old age safely, just lack the noble qualities mentioned above. How can they see eunuchs and boast that they are chaste people? If you are in a hurry to ask me to be an official with you and want to recruit me, then stay together often. Once you persecute me, I will go crazy. If there were no deep hatred, I don't think things would have come to this. Shan Ye people think sunbathing is the most enjoyable thing and celery is the most beautiful food, so they want to dedicate it to the monarch. Although sincere, it is too unrealistic. I hope you don't like them. I mean, I am writing this letter not only to make things clear to you, but also to say goodbye to you. Ji Kang sincerely welcomes you. [ 1]