Hello, long-term vegetarianism often leads to unbalanced nutrition and stunted growth. Moreover, men who are often vegetarian will also have a cold sexual desire. Over time, sexual function will also be hindered. I suggest you supplement meat in moderation. As for psychological factors, I suggest you consult a psychologist. In fact, if you think eating meat is killing or cruel, what is the compensation for vegetarianism? Vegetarian radish, isn't it? Buddhism guides people to be good, focusing on crossing people and making people feel peaceful, while vegetarianism is partly for abstinence. Indeed, without the interference of sexual desire, the mind will be more peaceful, but this is not the right way to maintain health. I suggest you try to change it.