Time: April 24th.

Venue: Editorial Department of the Company

Women's private words editor: Qiqi

Calculate carefully, I have been with Yuan Ming for a year and a half. Looking back on these days, I feel infinite regret. ...

Yuan Ming is a bachelor in everyone's eyes, a whole round older than me, but his career is very successful. He has a house, a car and money, and most importantly, he is not married. We met by chance, at a dinner party, and then he launched a pursuit offensive, willing to endure and more willing to pay.

During that time, Yuan Ming invested heavily in me, buying necklaces, giving watches and inviting tourists ... What's even more rare is that he is willing to put down his airs and take me to work every day. Sometimes playing a little temper, Yuan Ming is also very proud, playing some tricks of "flattering".

To tell you the truth, I am very touched. There are not many good men these days. Yuan Ming is sincere and rich to me. I can't ask too much.

I am seriously involved in this love. After a long time, I have a deeper understanding. Although Yuan Ming is excellent, he has a fatal flaw-male chauvinism. Perhaps successful men are like this, always feeling that they have the ability to let women stay at home and teach their children.

I didn't adapt to it at first, but he preached in my ear every day that any woman without talent is a virtue ... with only one purpose-to let me resign. I was in love at that time, without many reasons. I can give up everything for love, not to mention a job. I quickly quit my job and became a complete bum.

The day after I resigned, I lived in Yuan Ming's house, which was very big, so Yuan Ming's parents moved in. The two old people have retired, and it is very comfortable to keep dogs and flowers at home. Yuan Ming also has a younger sister, who is unmarried and has a bad job. She lives with her brother and parents.

Tell me more about me. Nothing happened suddenly. Although the pressure is less, I feel very confused. I always feel helpless. My only hope is Yuan Ming. I admit that I am a very emotional person, and my feelings are particularly fragile, especially in a strange environment.

In those days, I always hoped that Yuan Ming could talk to me more and spend more time with me. However, he gave all his free time to work, socializing outside every day, leaving early and returning late, and occasionally staying at home to watch the computer, playing games or talking about business.

I was wronged and quarreled with him, but once I got bored, he ignored me more and more. On one occasion, I even moved the bedding from our dormitory to the guest room downstairs, causing separation.

It's hard to describe that feeling, like being abandoned by the whole world, so I often hide in the house and cry alone, but in Yuan Ming's view, it's all my unreasonable behavior.

Day after day, gradually, we had no communication except eating and sleeping together. On the other hand, I don't get along well with Yuan Ming's parents. It's not a fight or anything. I just feel unfamiliar and uncomfortable.