? When I got up the courage to bid farewell to the past and start a new life, I felt like a tree. I grew up in my hometown for 40 years and was flourishing, but suddenly I was uprooted and moved to a completely strange city. For a long time, I couldn't adapt to the new working environment and fast-paced life, and I backed out countless times. However, I always tell myself: I just need more time to adjust myself, grit my teeth, hold on, hold on, maybe it will be sunny tomorrow. 202 1, I finally regained my vitality and embarked on a new journey with confidence.
First, life: the more worn out, the stronger.
202 1 The biggest gain is to learn that "the difficulties between talking and laughing are gone".
I have been in poor health and often get sick and have a fever. In this strange city, I want to support myself and my son alone. Countless times, I supported the sick body to work normally during the day and helped my son with his homework at night. After all the arrangements were made, I went to the hospital for infusion alone in the evening. I can't find a parking space because of my poor driving skills, so I have been going by tram myself. After losing three bottles of liquid, it is often past eleven in the middle of the night. There was no one over the empty street, only the dim light of the street lamp accompanied me. At this time, my heart is always full of sadness. I don't know what I am trying so hard for, and I feel that I am the most pitiful person in the world. But the next day, I started my new job with great interest.
? When I first came here, all working relationships needed to be transferred bit by bit. I am riding a tram alone, driving mobile navigation, moving slowly in this city like a little ant, handling household registration from the police station and handling various insurances in the government affairs hall; Find a house from a real estate agent and apply for a real estate license at the real estate trading center; From handling loans in the bank to solving loan procedures ... I used to be a shopkeeper who never bothered about trifles, and gradually became a fearless "calm person"-I can handle anything calmly, and words such as "I won't", "I dare not" and "I don't want to" never came to my mind, because I knew that no matter whether I would, dared, wanted to or not,
? When I walked all the way through the thorns, I was also injured and shed tears, but the scar faded, the scab became harder and harder, and finally I was invincible. This growth, don't have a taste.
? Second, work: hard work will eventually pay off.
? When I first came to this city, all I wanted was to get rid of all my identity and keep only one "Chinese teacher"-I just wanted to study my Chinese class quietly and do well in every Chinese class, that's all. However, I mistakenly thought that the "class teacher" had not been removed. Since we can't escape, let's do it to the end. I "plant" myself in the classroom, accompanying students to read early, attending classes, watching news broadcasts and studying by myself at night. The discipline in the class has gradually improved, and I have won the approval of my parents.
? Knowing that the East District was going to select advanced individuals for moral education innovation, the principal encouraged me to participate in the selection. Without any hope, I rushed all the way from the district to the city. The provincial election was held in no.47 middle school. The kindly white-haired judge looked at me kindly and listened patiently to me explain my educational thoughts. There was no news for a long time after the interview. When I had forgotten this matter, I learned that I was rated as an advanced individual in moral education innovation in Henan Province. The surprise is beyond words. Now I understand, in fact, all the interviews are just a simple statement of my educational thoughts. Only when it is done well can it be said well.
? By chance, I participated in the selection of the host of a famous class teacher's studio in the East District. From the written test to the interview defense, I was lucky enough to win, become the host, and began to lead a young team of class teachers to move forward together. Seeing the young faces of the studio members, I told myself that I must set an example and use my own actions to infect and inspire them to learn and grow. So, I bid farewell to decadence and started a familiar growth rhythm: I insist on studying and writing hard every day, and constantly encourage my friends to shoulder the burden and live like they like. In fact, this is also a kind of supervision and encouragement for me. With the constraints of the team, I can be more self-disciplined.
? I have never forgotten my most important status-Chinese teacher. I insist on reading professional books, carefully study the text, and strive to make excellent teaching designs. In the online class, my "Laoshan Street" was observed as a demonstration class of the Eastern Chinese Teaching and Research Group and was well received by teachers. Won the first prize in Zhengzhou and the second prize in Henan Province in the classroom assessment. The recorded "Bring Her Eyes" won the first prize of the excellent course of information technology integration in Henan Province.
I still remember taking part in the recording of "air class" in Henan Province during the epidemic. Every time I finish a class, I have to drive from my hometown hundreds of miles away to Zhengzhou, and then rush back to my hometown after class, even without delaying students' evening self-study. Once, because of the tight preparation time, I stayed up late to recite the manuscript, which led to a high fever of tonsillitis. On the night when I went back to my hometown after class, my fever actually reached 39.5 degrees. I was afraid of being isolated and didn't dare to go to the hospital, so I had to take antipyretics privately to slowly reduce my fever. So I prepared for the next class while attending class, and recorded it four times in a row. Plus the class recording in the East District, I recorded 10 myself. Now that I think about it, I especially admire my perseverance and persistence.
For work, there is never a distinction between wisdom and stupidity, only between diligence and laziness, between intention and perfunctory. Small differences make big differences. Therefore, it is my secret to fear work, never slack off and strive to pay more.
? Third, reading: one inch of joy and one inch of sorrow.
? Speaking of reading, I'm actually ashamed. In recent years, I have slacked off and studied less. I always indulge in busyness and fatigue. I haven't bought too many favorite books, but most of them are just finished. There is no in-depth reading and exploration, so the gains are not great.
? I still read five books: family education, Chinese classroom, psychology, class management and literature. In family education, I read I wish my parents had read this book, Every child needs to be seen, Mother's Repentance Book, How a new family shapes people. In the Chinese class, read "Appreciation of Top Ten Famous Teachers in Henan Province Teaching Chinese Excellent Courses in Middle Schools". You can read the text like this, leave a blackboard, and teach Chinese in junior high schools like this (Volume I). Don't be a mediocre teacher or a master teacher, so the classroom can be so beautiful; In psychology, I read a series of books, such as Medicine of Mind, Insight into Children's Soul, and Courage to Hate, such as Satya's Treatment Records. In class management, I read "Positive Discipline in Classroom" and "You can educate students in this way"; In literature, I read The Book of Songs, One Hundred Years of Solitude, Moral Rebel and The Unbearable Lightness of Life.
? Now it seems that most of the books I read are Chinese classroom teaching. I hope to read more literary books next year to nourish my soul.
Fourth, pray: happiness.
? In 2022, my wish is as simple as before. I just hope that I can have more time for myself and my loved ones, accompany my children to grow up, accompany my lover to grow old, and have more time for reading, writing, fitness, listening to music, drinking tea, climbing mountains and traveling.
? In 2022, I pray for the health and happiness of the people I love and those who love me.
? In 2022, I hope I can devote myself to the future and give new life.