This is a good time for the birth of Christ, and it is also a good time for someone to be confused and behave abnormally. See Han Hai in the following places that violate this topic. Hehe, I'm lucky to see your monologue. Although my experience is different from yours, I don't deny that many times, I have the same mentality as you. Kindness, integrity and not to be outdone, selfishness and willingness to cooperate with others (perhaps once naive has passed away).
Second, your heart is on the water side.
Everyone's world is different, but I'm sure you have no personality defects. There is nothing wrong with making progress, and there is nothing wrong with trying to hide good things. It is often said on TV that love is selfish, but in fact, human nature is selfish. And you still feel confused, but in fact, you are very kind. In the learning competition, maybe you don't belong to the tough and direct competition type, or maybe you tend to make up your mind secretly and finally make a splash and make everyone sit up and take notice. Otherwise, people who are strong-willed and impatient have long been indignant, seeking to vent and even reprimanding. This kind of person is not without. Or maybe your proud self-esteem is a little stubborn and you don't want to be surpassed by others, especially those who were not as good as you before. If he can still get what you want easily, then he won't be willing to close his eyes. If you didn't, but it doesn't matter, you wouldn't be so depressed. Speaking of depression, do you feel depressed every time you win the first prize, get praise and stand on the podium? If so, forgive me for not being a psychiatrist and I can't help you. Hehe, get to the point, so even if you are still uncomfortable, don't be too depressed. Even if you are disappointed, you can't despair.
Let me tell you something about me. Every time I fail, I like to pretend that nothing happened. It's not my intention, but I really think few people will care about my emotions. Everyone only cares about their own achievements and feelings. Even if I show that most people don't care, a few people secretly laugh. I couldn't help crying when I got a call from my mother. She always understands me and encourages me. Of course, as a boy, I don't know if you will be like me. Maybe you can't find an outlet to vent, just hold it. But I want to believe that the more depressed your heart is, the brighter your eyes will be.
Here is a brief mention, oh, you have always been excellent, but your Excellence has not made you more confident and optimistic. Have you ever been unconsciously complacent? Hehe, instead, you are overbearing,' teaching people, joking, teasing, and getting angry easily'. You still feel insecure, afraid of not being noticed, not being appreciated, and even more afraid of being surpassed. So, less competition and more balance. Do you really need some good-looking and useless worship from people around you when you are trying to climb halfway? The most beautiful dream must be the craziest. Crazy needs selflessness, not to mention any interference from others. Some things should not be too utilitarian, just concentrate. Even if thousands of people stop it, it doesn't matter As long as you don't give up and surrender, I believe you are arrogant in your bones. Don't give yourself too much pressure. As long as you keep working hard, you will definitely taste the sweetest grapes in a bunch (my motto, hehe, don't laugh. ), how can the best fall behind others? Hmm? correct
Three Gorges next stop
A poem I saw many years ago ended like this: "It's useless to rush/look up at the world/how beautiful the sun is/and the bus is coming in the direction you want to go." Buses are always desperate to come. I hope you understand that things are urgent, not to mention the success you want to strive for. Time is like an hourglass, disappearing bit by bit, and tempering is like gravel accumulation, enriching bit by bit. Not satisfied? Still unwilling? It doesn't matter. God said, there is nothing satisfactory in this world, so all I want is your stubborn self-confidence.
Siduo
Since you are not Gao Fushuai or short, poor and ugly, your pessimism can only come from the fact that what you want is not enough, and the present situation is far from meeting your expectations. As for your other half, girl, I can only bless you! Self-confidence, courage, personality, charm ... plus a little bit of fate. I like kindness and affection, hehe, it seems that I talk a lot.
Five zazas are chaotic.
Years are long, alas, what hurts, the moonlight is confused, the first snow is falling, and the love in winter is nowhere to be found. Youth, school, life, farsightedness …
Perhaps life is like a fallen leaf, which seems to be flying, but it is actually falling, and each of us just wants to have our own beautiful radian and posture at the moment of falling.
Finally, thank you for taking the time to read my reply. The content is vulgar, the theme is vague, and there may be omissions. After reading my answer, I hope your mood will really get better. As for me. . . Hehe, let's call it a day! Good Night!