You are fifteen years apart, and this zero distance is nothing more than money and status. Perhaps in the name of love, this is the most fashionable word today. No matter what the other person is doing, your concern for him is a fact. Attention is nothing more than hatred and missing, that is, expectation. Say you hate him, you should avoid it and pray for his bad luck. There is an explanation for saying that you miss or expect, because you want to destroy their status quo and are afraid that this woman will take your place. This is obviously that you expect him to surrender to you and take the initiative to shake hands with you again. It's all an amateur pastime, so don't worry, just say whatever you want. )