Huang Zhenhua taught me a lesson with a straight face. He said that he never cared about the private lives of employees. As long as they do a good job, it's one thing for three wives and four concubines in the family to go out after women, but if I don't clean up the kung fu on the table, he will fire me.

My eyes are blank. Jia Min, who had a lot of work to do, was at a loss at the moment. Huang Zhenhua's favorite student failed not only his teacher, but also himself.

Then he told me to sit down and told me a story earnestly. The hero of the story is a man named Zhou, and the heroine is Huang Rose.

"The man is still alive. Do you want to meet him and enjoy his downfall? "

I am very angry. "Huang Zhenhua, you don't know what love is. You have no idea how poor you are. There is nothing on your business card except your title! "

He paused, slowly turned his head and said slowly, "Then you can drown yourself in your feelings."

I said, "At least I have the courage to love. What about you? It is true that you have no pain, but are you happy? Huang Zhenhua, don't tell me that the successful relocation of the international bank computer room will bring you happiness. "

Huang Zhenhua's face changed.

I whispered, "I'm sorry ... I'm going out to work. I'll try to control myself."

"Then you'd better not eat with roses in the future."

My heart aches. "Let me go," I pleaded. "This is the last time."

Huang Zhenhua turned his head and ignored me.

I sat at my desk, working numbly. Zhou is different from me. He has a family, but I don't. Thinking about this, I feel a lot at ease. I asked the female secretary to come over and record some letters, open the folder and deal with the business in full swing.

At noon, I didn't dare to make any noise. Huang Zhenhua came to me and said coldly, "Are you still sitting? It's time to eat. "

My nose is sour and my eyes are full of tears.

Huang Zhenhua said gently, "You two brothers have neither a father nor a mother, so it's hard to get where you are today. You should cherish it. We live in a real world, and feelings are not everything. You think I don't know how to enjoy? Do you think I don't know how to cherish love? But in this world, we have a fixed responsibility, you think clearly. "

I cried immediately.

Such a big man shed tears in public, and my female secretaries who admire me at ordinary times looked at me dumbfounded. Huang Zhenhua shook his head and sighed.

At lunch that day, I sat there listlessly without saying a word. Roses are as beautiful as usual. Mrs. Huang secretly took care of me and talked with me.

Ross is wearing peacock hair earrings and a black coat and skirt. If a woman is so beautiful, she will attract the attention of strangers-what's the difference between me and ordinary strangers? I thought sadly, it's just that Ross remembers my name.

I tried to control my feelings, and Huang Zhenhua put his hand on my shoulder approvingly.

After lunch, I returned to the office building. I worked hard all afternoon. I stayed there like a masochist after people got off work.

Mimi came to me, her tone was full of emotion, her eyes were full of care, and she kissed the short beard on my lips affectionately.

She said, "What a good child! With such hard work, the beard grows really fast."

I asked stiffly, "What are you doing here?"

She said brightly, "Let's go to the movies. Let's go to see Zhang Che's new martial arts film."

I turned my head. "I'm not going."

"What, what's the hurry?"

"yes."

"Huang Zhenhua forced you to work hard?" She asked softly.

"yes."

"That damn Huang Zhenhua, but I forgave him. I'll go first. Call me when you leave, and I will have tea with you. "

I nodded wildly.

She took her handbag and left.

I worked late into the night and didn't take care of Mimi when I left. I will make her angry sooner or later, sooner rather than later

At home, eldest brother is still practicing the piano, and the sound of the piano is like tears. I fell on the bed with my clothes and slept very tired.

I restrained myself for five days, finished the design of the Huangzhai and handed it to Zhenhua's desk instead of looking for roses in the Huangzhai.

I haven't shaved or slept for days. I smoke more than my big brother. In just five days, I lost a circle and my eyes were full of red silk. I gritted my teeth and struggled with the shadow of the rose.

Mimi came to see me. I was cold to her, leaning my head against the wall, closing my eyes and ignoring her. Mimi thinks I work hard and have problems. Although she was unhappy, she didn't complain. She is really a sensible girl, with a daffodil-like face and a bright heart, but my heart has flown far away.

Huang Zhenhua said to me gently, "It will pass, and it will pass at once. Mimi is recognized as a lovely person, and you should be satisfied. "

I replied to him with a sentence from A Dream of Red Mansions: "Even if Qi Mei is cited as an example, it is hard to tell the truth."

Things are not easy to solve. I owed a lot of roses in my last life, so I have to explain it this way. She appeared in front of me on the day when the renovation of Huangzhai began.

I looked up and saw her stunned, and at that time I couldn't tell whether it was an illusion or a real one.

She grabbed my hand, shook it twice and said softly, "Jia Min, why have you disappeared?" I miss you. "

How can my fragile mind bear such a blow? I was smashed to pieces at once. I took her hand and decided to die under her green skirt. Strange to say, I was determined to throw caution to the wind at that time, but my mood was very calm. I accepted my fate.

"How did you lose weight?" She asked me.

I casually replied, "I won't regret it if my belt becomes wider, because I am thin and haggard."

She smiled gently. "You child."

I put her hand on my face. "Let's go out for dinner after work." She suggested.

I said, "I'll pick you up at eight."

After Ross left, Mrs. Huang came.

I told her everything in a low voice.

She didn't look at me. She just whispered, "Go ahead and be happy. You are a single man, and she wants a divorce herself. There is nothing unreasonable. I think you are going to die. "

"Thank you." I whispered.

She sighed. "I'm happy to do so. No one can turn Gan Kun around."

"I feel happy," I said frankly. "It's the kind of happiness to come back to life. I know Ross will not love me. She came to me, but she just didn't mind my company. "

"Good luck." Mrs. Huang is depressed.

"Mrs. Huang, are you happy?"

"Me?" She looked up. "Zhenhua and I are good at controlling our feelings. My view of love is slightly different from that of ordinary people. Most people think that love is beautiful, but I think it is a plague. If we can live without love and anger all our lives, that is happiness, so love is unfortunate. "

I gently replied, "That's because ordinary people don't fall in love. When they get married and have children, they have no choice. When they meet an opponent with a slightly higher condition and pursue a round, they think they are in love. "

Mrs. Huang said gloomily, "The average person is still very happy."

That night, my sense of happiness was no less than ordinary people. I got a haircut, shaved, put on my best light suit and went to see the yellow roses.

Ross is wearing a white low-cut skirt and a thin diamond necklace. Her face was deliberately made up, and it was beautiful beyond description. Her hair was cut shoulder-length with a flower pinned behind her ear. Her honey-like skin is soft and smooth, her feet are covered with a pair of white sandals, and her toes are painted with a faint rose.

I was intoxicated by her beauty. She came slim, and I gently held her in my arms, feeling that I was the happiest person in the world.

I held her slender hand and danced with her all night. We didn't say much. After all, we are all adults, and we know what we are doing-she is enjoying a happy evening and I am in love.

There was moonlight that night and we walked for a long time on the road.

I was afraid that she would be tired, but she didn't make any noise. So we kept moving towards eternity, and the more we walked, the better our spirits would be.

Then we drank in a small shop, and my lips were drunk before touching the wine.

Send roses back, she leaned against the door frame, folded her hands on her chest, infinitely beautiful, and now the mole is like a drop of tears.

She said softly, "Please come in and sit down when the old house is decorated. This is my brother's home. "

"Goodbye." I can't bear to part.

"See you tomorrow."

"I'll pick you up tomorrow." I said.

Ross was not at home the next day. Huang Zhenhua accompanied her to pick up her daughter. I close my eyes.

I have to go back to the office building to do something serious and ask questions every hour. Mrs. Huang promised to let me know as soon as Ross came back, which reassured me. I begged Mrs. Huang to put in a good word for me and let Ross allow me to meet the little girl.

At noon, Mrs. Huang told me that we were having lunch at home, and I said I would come right away. Huang Zhenhua answered the phone and said that I was only allowed to take an hour off. Unexpectedly, his voice was calm and he didn't blame me. I felt ashamed at once. I didn't do what I promised him. He has given up on me. I was about to go out when Mimi came to me and invited me to have lunch with her. I have no choice but to tell her that I am not available and I have something important to do.

Mimi stared at me without saying a word, picked up her handbag and left.

I can't bear to hold her.

Mimi is not angry. She whispered, "I'm a fool again. I know what happened." I think the best way is to let me quit. "

I don't know how to answer.

"I think you have worked hard enough and struggled, but now you have decided to give up on me. I don't blame you. Of course, people only do what is good for them. "

I looked down, but I refused to let her go.

"I love you very much, Jia Min, but I decided to let go. If you look at me, you will find that in these two weeks, I have really lost weight for you, and everyone is another person's fool. "

I looked up at her and found that she was really thin. For more than half a month, she has tolerated me until there is no room for change.

"Goodbye, Jia Min."

"Mimi-"

"Don't worry, I am always by your side and won't stand in your way." She broke free from my hand and left without looking back.

On the way to Huang's house, I was depressed until I saw the little rose.

It was Huang Zhenhua who opened the door for me. He was accompanied by a little girl, about seven or eight years old.

Huang Zhenhua was beaming. He bent down and said to the little girl, "Little Rose, my name is Uncle Pu."

The little girl didn't call me She looked up at me for a moment, then shut up and hid behind her uncle with a smile.

I froze, this is simply the epitome of roses, and even the blue mole under the corner of my eye is a copy of it.

Ross ran out with her. She is wearing a black tulle Tang suit shirt and trousers and a pair of embroidered slippers. When she saw me, she said, "Jia Min, have you seen my daughter?"

When I see roses, my heart will tighten.

Rose, her red card in shek tong tsui and her menstruation-style dress have shaken my heart. She wears two pure gold twisted bracelets on her left wrist. I have never seen a woman dressed so beautifully, and her beauty can be brought into play endlessly.

I sat in the corner and enjoyed her to the fullest.

She came to me, "Jia Min, aren't you happy? Why is your face so bad? "

I bowed my head. "Yes, I fell out with a friend."

"Is it a girlfriend?"

I nodded.

"Yes-for me?"

I nodded again. "She didn't argue with me. She knows very well and turns around and leaves. "

Ross was surprised. "So chic."

"Yes," my eyes are red. "She is a good girl with a special personality and pride. It is the greatest pride to leave without saying a word. "

Ross glanced at me. "I can't do that. I am the most violent person. When this happens, I have to hurt both sides. "

"You are different. Everything you do will be forgiven."

"Really?" She smiled and suddenly walked away. "Jia Min, you are very tolerant to me and very kind to me. It doesn't necessarily mean that everyone does. Do you all think I am invincible emotionally? Actually, this is not the case. "

I was about to answer when little rose came running, fell on her mother's knee and looked up at me.

I held out my hand to her, and she hesitated for a moment, holding one of my index fingers.

I asked Rose bitterly, "Where were you ten or eight years ago?"

She knew what I meant, so she smiled and replied, "Busy, dating, reading."

Huang Zhenhua said loudly in a corner, "Hey, come and eat lotus and lily soup."

"Big Brother is not very angry with you," Ross said with a smile. "He has a romantic relationship. Whenever a man gets along well with me, he feels that people are pursuing me, so he pretends to be an uncle to bully others-there is something wrong with his brain. "

She spoke so humorously that I couldn't help laughing.

Ross added, "My girlfriend, it's no problem to explain. Don't get me wrong, it's not worth it. Jia Min, look, my daughter is so old. "

I hold the little rose's hand and stick it on my face. Before I could speak, Huang Zhenhua shouted again-

"Ah, frozen lily soup is not delicious while it is hot. What are you talking about there? " He is very impatient.

I whispered to the rose, "I am sincere to you ..."

Ross looked at me piteously, just trying to say something-

Miss Huang brought us lily soup and angrily took the little girl to the study to read comic books.

Mrs. Huang asked me, "Jia Min, how are you?"

Ross, look at me. "His condition is very bad. His girlfriend ran away. " Say that finish followed into the study.

Mrs. Huang said regretfully, "Mimi is a rare good girl in the city. I'm not worried that she won't get married I'm worried about you. I think you know Ross won't fall in love with you. "

I drink sweet soup and my heart is bitter. Lily is sweet and astringent, just like my love for roses. I asked faintly, "What are her mate selection conditions?"

"What is the standard? It was just a chance encounter, "said Mrs. Huang. "Roses have true temperament, unlike us."

"Mrs. Huang," I looked up, "you think I'm in love with roses?"

Mrs. Huang sighed. "Of course, the symptoms of your illness are no longer obvious." She smiled. "Dizziness, fever, heartbeat, restless sleep, loss, trance-is it?"

I gave a wry smile. "It turns out that there is such a thing as love in the world."

Mrs. Huang nodded. "Yes, a plague is fatal enough. Don't forget Romeo and Liang Shanbo. "

I'm lying on the sofa of the Huang family, and I don't want to be them. They are nothing more than an upwelling of polluted air, and their style is really not high.

"I know who you want to be, Dante of Beatrice, right?" She smiled.

I said from the bottom of my heart, "Mrs. Huang, you are really a delicate woman." Blessed is Mr. Huang. "

"Oh, he only takes a fancy to me because I am a little more wonderful than ordinary girls," Mrs. Huang laughed. "Huang Zhenhua can't stand women like 2+2:" 4 or 3+5: "8, and I am (9a+8a-2a)+5b, so he is satisfied."

"What is he?" I asked with a smile.

"He thinks he is calculus."

No matter how bad I am, I can't help laughing. Their lively conversation really made outsiders laugh.

Huang Zhenhua came out and scolded: "You are ignorant, I saw you molesting my wife, so I'll beat you."

I still smiled, accidentally overturned the chair, and the whole person rolled over and fell a somersault, and tears flowed out.

There is nothing sadder than tears in laughter. No one knows except the horizon and the moon.

I never had the courage to ask Mimi out. I thought about it and wronged her. After so many years of dating, I dumped people with an apology and even stopped being ordinary friends.

I can't write a letter, tear up a whole piece of stationery, and I can't explain a thousand words in my mind. I just sit at my desk. This letter must be written. This is my only explanation.

I took out another stack of stationery and lay on the table. It took me a long time to write half a page. I wrote until dawn and finally posted the letter.

Believe me, it's not fun and painful to do. Although I abandoned her on my own initiative, I can be called a winner.

I stayed up all night. When my eldest brother got up, I was having breakfast.

Big brother gave me a look. "Have you not slept well recently?"

"I've never slept." I said.

"For the yellow roses?" He asked with a smile.

"Yes, for her."

"This is a painful enjoyment," he sat down.

I handed him tea.

I said, "I don't have your control and discipline."

His voice is calm. "I don't know such a thing don't come to me. Maybe one day, when I meet that person, I will fall harder and hurt more than you. "

"impossible." I don't believe it. "Brother, your blood is three degrees colder than ours."

He chuckled several times.

"Big Brother, people like you ..." I regret it. "You shouldn't be living today at all. It's useless to you."

He raised his head, looked at the distance with his eyes, and supported the back of his head with his hands. He said, "Why not? Get married early and have nine children, and you will solve the problem. "

"What about you?"

"Me?" He won't go on.

Dude, I don't know what happened. The whole person is full of negative smell, which worries me. I said, "Why are you so persistent? Women just love you and are willing to have children with you. "

I said, "Big Brother, you can't ask them to know as much as you do. Seldom see fairy family. Can you count the matchmakers? "

Yes, Mr. and Mrs. Huang Zhenhua are in front of me. Big brother lit a cigarette.

"Huang Zhenhua is really a good man," I said with a smile. "He is so lucky."

"They are also married late." The eldest brother said, "Lao Huang searched for more than ten years before he met his ideal."

"Sometimes feelings can be cultivated." I said.

"I don't need that feeling." He said.

"You love Brahma dumbbell all your life, and it won't marry you and have children ... really, a piano costs 70 thousand dollars." I said.

Big brother smiled. He always indulges and puts up with my accusations. He said, "What's the difference between that and buying a Morgan sports car?"

I think "girls prefer Morgan sports cars."

"I really don't care if women appreciate me." Big brother said.

"Oh, it's so hard, it's against the principle of nature." I said, "I'll repeat it for you when you finally get married."

"That's good." He stood up.

"You went to practice again? Well, you have been hiding at home, and she will come to you. " I satirized him again.

"Maybe she touched the wrong door," eldest brother said humorously. "I can see her today."

He went in to change.

I picked up my briefcase and went to work.

Huang Zhenhua will naturally complain when he sees me. He said that Fang Xiewen, Rose's husband, refused to accept the divorce anyway. Now he has come to negotiate with Rose, and Rose will come sooner or later.

I know Huang Zhenhua hates this brother-in-law, so he remains neutral.

What I'm after now is roses. With my pride, I don't bother to flatter myself. It's unnecessary. I know my weight.

I wanted to ask Rose out that day, but she told me that I really couldn't spare the time, so I had to give up.

On the way home, I said to myself: Has Mimi received that letter now?

What was her reaction? I'll never know. Mimi and I have been strangers since then.

Eldest brother went home before me. His cooking skills have always been excellent. He made a big pot of delicious Luo Songtang, which even the maid praised. I sighed while eating, like what? A barrister who is proficient in Latin, after practicing the piano, shows his skills in the kitchen ... It serves him right, he can't get a wife, he is too camera-stealing, and an ordinary woman can't stand being around him.

In recent years, he is not particularly old, but more handsome and melancholy than before.

He asked me about the taste of soup.

I said cheekily, "This soup is good. When did you learn to sew? I have some jeans to change. Also, it's cold, help me make a sweater vest. "

"You are in a good mood," said the eldest brother. "Mimi came to my house and cried for an hour today."

I put down the soup, and a haze enveloped my heart. "Say what?"

"Nothing, just tears. I am most afraid of girls crying, and my heart is broken. " He shook his head. "Is this really inevitable?"

"She really didn't blame me?" She received the letter.

"I didn't bless you either. Sorry, she didn't pretend to be generous. She stood up and left after crying. What a noble girl. " Eldest brother said regretfully, "even such girls are rare now."

I dare not say anything.

"But I believe you have thought it over. I can't control your business. " Big brother said.

"Eldest brother," I said with emotion, "over the years, you taught me to raise me, and I will obey your orders. If you want me to marry Mimi at once, I will listen. "

"Nonsense!" He sink a track, "Why should I make you unhappy?"

I quickly apologized and said, "Yes, yes, I'm just saying."

He has returned to the study.

I sigh, feel too difficult to please eldest brother, his withdrawn temper-

Just then, the doorbell rang loudly, like a naughty child standing outside the door begging for candy. The maid answered the door and Ross stood outside.

I stood up, "Rose!"

She was livid. "Jia Min, I just got back from the old house, and they tore down my study. I got here in a hurry. It's not agreed that everything can be moved, and the study is the only one-"

"No, no, don't worry, they just moved the wall and the study didn't move. Don't worry. " I don't know how to comfort her.

"Oh." She patted her chest like a child. "It scares me."

Her hair is tied in a ponytail, a pair of narrow-legged jeans, a large white shirt and no makeup on her face. I sweated on my forehead and put out my index finger to wipe the sweat for her.

I whispered, "I will always remember what you said." How could I forget that if you don't trust others, you should trust me. "

She smiled softly and leaned against the door frame. I noticed that she was wearing a pair of old Japanese slippers and there was no bra under her shirt. Her beautiful breasts were looming, and I suddenly stopped turning my head and dared not look again, blushing.

It suddenly occurred to me that when I was fifteen or sixteen, I learned to dance with my female classmates at the Christmas party and embraced the opposite sex for the first time. It feels almost the same. Oh, Ross, Ross, I am in love with you.

She cocked her head and asked me, "Who is playing the piano?" A little surprised, "I have never heard such an emotional, impulsive and nervous action."

I replied, "That's my big brother."

"Is he a musician?"

"No, he is a barrister, but he started practicing Van Gogh dumbbells at the age of nine. He is a freak. " I shrugged.

"What is that action?"

"Haven't you heard? That's the balcony assembly part of Liang Zhu's violin concerto. Complaining that she had been betrothed to Ma's family, she was nervous and sad-although eldest brother said that listening to music could not be so rational-"

The movement has stopped. I noticed the rose staring behind me. I turned my head and saw my eldest brother standing at the door of the study. When did he open the door?

I coughed and introduced, "This is my big brother Jiaming, big brother, this is rose, yellow rose-big brother, big brother?"

Eldest brother woke up like a dream and whispered, "Hello, Miss Huang."

I can't help laughing. What a cliche-Miss Huang.

But the rose said, "Mr. Pu, your piano sound is ... beautiful."

I smiled and said, "Big Brother, you met your bosom friend."

Eldest brother didn't answer. He stared at the rose for a while, said "forgive me" and turned back to the study. I had to explain to him, "My eldest brother is withdrawn by nature. Ignore him. Come, I'll take you home. "

"But he doesn't look like you." Ross said.

"You are not like Huang Zhenhua." I smile.

"Usually people describe beautiful women as' out of touch'. I met your big brother today and realized that men can be like this. "

"He is possessed." I said.

"Is he married?"

"Never married."

"Can you have a girlfriend?"

"No woman is good enough for him."

"Never been with a woman?"

I shook my head. "No one will believe, never. I suspect that he is still a virgin. " I couldn't help laughing again.

"This is impossible." Ross's eyes widened. "We are just flesh and blood."

"I'm different from him. My eldest brother is like jade, and I, I'm just a mortal. I like all beautiful things, especially beautiful women. " I said frankly, "beautiful women always make me move."

"Doesn't he feel lonely?" Ross asked.

"Who? Big brother? Him? Once, in order to let me go to college, he worked hard and never saw his girlfriend. Later, things were put aside and he devoted himself to music ... I guess he was lonely. But he is a very noble man who never explains or complains. He is the person I admire most in my life. He suffered a little for me, but my life was taken care of perfectly by him. He didn't get married for me. Now that I'm alone, he lost his chance. I guess he never wants to marry an ignorant girl of seventeen or eighteen. "

"But many girls will like him."

"They don't know how to appreciate him," I said. "At present, the ultimate goal of girls' life in Hong Kong is just to take a flat-panel RV picked up by a driver. "

"Such a wish is also easy to realize." Roses smile.

"So the eldest brother didn't get along with women. He is an unusually abstinent person. You know, he practices calligraphy every Sunday morning-"

"What kind of exercise?"

"Thin golden body."

Roses are silent.

We had coffee in Repulse Bay in the moonlight.

Ross and I talked about my brother.

"-women are not willing to delve into his inner world, they only know that he has a good job-that's all. His advantage is not only the title printed on the card, but also the barrister is not allowed to print the title on the card at all. Only the name, address and telephone number are printed on the card. "

Ross put his hands together and put his chin in his hands.

"Gradually, he stopped looking for an object. He told me again and again that it was impossible to meet, but it was impossible to meet. He has sacrificed so much for me that I can't help him. He became more and more silent. "

Ross raised his eyes. "It's not like that. He is not silent. "

"Why?" I'm surprised.

"His whole mind is on the piano." Rose asked, "Didn't you hear?"

"What? I never thought of that. How did this happen? "

"Just listen carefully and you will know."

I thought for a moment. Ross is a heartless woman. Hehe, she understood the big brother's piano.

After a while, she said, "Xie Fang will arrive in Hong Kong tomorrow."

"Don't be afraid of him."

"Thank you, Jia Min."

"I will support you." I said.

Fang is a desperate figure in his pen.

He is fat, untidy, stupid and slow, and can't even make sense of ordinary social conversations. He is sandwiched between a group of exquisite people in the Huang family, and there is no place for him at all. He probably knows this very well, so he is even more reluctant, constantly wiping his sweat with a wrinkled handkerchief and wearing a suit made of American smooth man-made fiber.

Fang's suit collar is still very wide. He tied a tie at random, which is four inches wide. The head of a pair of leather shoes has been kicked off and the rubber band of socks has been loosened.

The average bank clerk in Hongkong is more fashionable and tidy than him, but like all China people who have lived in foreign towns for a long time, his words still reveal a sense of superiority everywhere. Everything is fine in America. American fried fish tastes even better. The moon in America is angular.

But I'm not impatient to argue with him. Why bother? He is a frog who lives at the bottom of the well. As long as he is happy, it is none of our business.

I'm just secretly surprised that Ross should be with such a man for ten years.

Fang has nothing to do with Rose and her daughter from beginning to end. He is an outsider.

As Huang Zhenhua said, "Little Rose should have such a father."

Fang insisted on not divorcing Ross. He also wants to control Rose and wants her to go back with him.

Rose's look is very cold and calm, and there is a feeling that there is nothing.

Fang: "I won't divorce, you are still my wife."

Ross: "Impossible."

Fang: "The child is mine."

Ross: "The whole thing is impossible. Even if I die in front of you, I want a divorce. "

I pity Fang.