Fate has hit Carman Lee far more than that. The death of my father and the distress of depression have tortured a generation of beautiful women to suicide, which can be said to be very sad.
When Carman Lee was in high school, she fell in love. As a girl who devoted herself to her feelings, she chose to drop out of school in order to accompany her boyfriend. After dropping out of school, she could do nothing. Her mother suggested that she take part in the Hong Kong Sister Competition, but Carman Lee was not interested. It happened that she read in the newspaper that the airline needed a flight attendant. She went to the interview with the mentality of giving it a try. As a result, she was admitted and Carman Lee became a flight attendant.
The beautiful face not only attracts men who want to have a story with Carman Lee, but also attracts people who look for talents for her. /kloc-Discovered by scouts in 0/990, he participated in the movie "Romantic Black Free Man" and partnered with Yam Tat-wah and Joey Wong. A year later, she took another advertisement for shampoo, which happened to be seen by Tsui Hark. Tsui Hark invited her to star in the movie "Monster City" and partnered with Dawn, Jacky Cheung and Michelle monique Rice.
Unlike other girls, girls usually choose to develop well in the entertainment circle after appearing in several movies, but Carman Lee is not interested in this. After filming Monster City, she went back to be a flight attendant. At that time, a film and television company wanted to sign her, but she refused because she felt that the actress's job was unstable.
Carman Lee finally took the road of being an actor because two things happened in 1993. This year, she was lovelorn. She was miserable and had physical problems, so she asked for leave from the airline. As a result, the airline refused to approve the vacation, and Carman Lee, who was disappointed with the company, resigned.
After resigning, Carman Lee signed a contract with Du Qifeng Company, just when director Lin Lingdong was going to shoot the film "Burning Red Lotus Temple" and was going to the mainland to shoot for five months. Lin Lingdong is very optimistic about Carman Lee, and he invited Carman Lee to play the heroine Doudou.
Carman Lee agreed, but she agreed because she was sad to leave Hongkong to heal. After returning to Hong Kong from burning the Red-Lotus Temple, Carman Lee made three more films, Ordinary Sunday, Flying Tigers' Ambition and Spark of Youth, which became popular only one year later.
While acting seriously, Carman Lee keeps alert to the bad behavior in the entertainment circle. Finally, at 1995, she ushered in the peak of her acting career. This year, Hong Kong Television Broadcasting Co., Ltd. is preparing to shoot the TV series "The Condor Heroes", but it has been unable to find a suitable actor to play "Little Dragon Girl". However, Li Tiansheng, the producer of The Condor Heroes, watched the movie Spark of Youth starring Carman Lee during that time.
Seeing Carman Lee, Li Tiansheng thought she was very suitable to play Little Dragon Girl, so she took a photo of Carman Lee to find Jin Yong and asked him if Carman Lee was suitable to play Little Dragon Girl. After seeing the photos, Jin Yong told Li Tiansheng that Carman Lee was the little dragon girl in her heart. With Jin Yong's approval, Li Tiansheng decided to let Carman Lee play the role of "Little Dragon Girl" and the role of Yang Guo, and the crew found Louis Koo who was still a newcomer at that time.
Li Tiansheng has great faith in Carman Lee's acting talent. He told her that if she hadn't studied, she would make up lessons. "Just do what you feel, just do what you feel for her." At that time, "The Condor Heroes" was to be filmed for six months. In order to concentrate on filming The Condor Heroes, Carman Lee told all her friends not to contact her for six months, and she devoted herself to the role of "Little Dragon Girl".
Carman Lee thinks she is old, and after talking to Guo Yingquan for so many years, she should get married, but Guo Yingquan never mentioned getting married. In the end, Carman Lee proposed, Carman Lee proposed four times, and Guo Yingquan found four reasons to refuse. Later, for the last dignity, Carman Lee stopped talking about marriage. Carman Lee didn't mention marriage, but in 2008, Guo Yingquan broke up with Carman Lee on the grounds of incompatible personality.
Faced with the double blow of her boyfriend's departure and her father's death, Carman Lee was in great pain and depressed. In order to treat depression, she took medicine for two and a half years, and it took her five years to get out. In these five years, she thought of suicide many times and felt that living was meaningless. Sometimes walking on the road, she really wants to go straight to the middle of the road and end herself.
Two things saved her in this painful day. One is exercise. At that time, Carman Lee spent two or three hours in the gym every day to relieve the pain. Another thing is that she has to take care of her niece. At that time, her sister raised her newborn daughter Jun Yun by Carman Lee. In order to take care of Jun Yun, Carman Lee learned to change diapers, nurse and study child psychology. Jun Yun made Carman Lee care and have the impulse to live.
Never be a climber, every tree can grow independently, and the cactus in the desert can be strong. Without the past, there would be no me now. Everything is the best arrangement. Now she loves life and still has hope for love. She believes that one day she can "meet someone who really understands and cherishes me".