I wrote to you a few years ago, and many things have been forgotten over time, including many things that you have experienced yourself, and will gradually fade away in the depths of your memory. What will I say to you after many years? I wrote to you a few years ago.

A few years ago, 1 year, I lived my life like this. I wrote this article to you a few years ago.

It is said that it will take years to change, but after a few years, you will still watch different movies, carry different bags and do different things in different places. Will still be moved to tears by the same thing, will still maintain the same habits, will still have the same mood as a few years ago, will still miss the way I liked that girl, or will occasionally feel nostalgic and contact old friends. But some things keep changing, but there are always some things that are permanent. Just those so-called persistence, you no longer need to be known by outsiders.

A hesitation, and then a flash, a few years have passed. It turns out that the rhythm of life will not stop because friends get married and have children. The biggest change between you and a few years ago is that you can face the repeated life of cooking, cooking, washing clothes, reading and going to work every day. Realize that this is the dull life.

A few years ago, you would spend the best time walking around the outside world, and then you would take many different beautiful photos with your mobile phone everywhere. A few years ago, you liked writing, so you recorded a lot of trips when you were fashionable. A few years ago, you suddenly heard that someone was admitted to a university that everyone envied. A few years ago, when I arrived at the station with my suitcase, I thought I would meet again after years of no contact. A few years ago, you had no wrinkles on your cheeks and brow, giving people a feeling of sunshine, cuteness, handsomeness and life.

However, after many years, the environment has changed, others have changed, and so have you.

Later, you learned to interview. You should comb your hair like an adult, put on a handsome suit and dress up as someone different from your age. Later, you learned to endure the pain, but you won't tell others, you can only keep it in your heart silently. You will also see a casual essay that reminds you of someone who may have remembered some stories between you while reading a book. The scene is fresh in my memory, as if it were yesterday.

Everything around me is constantly changing. I used to think that it is an advantage to make myself mature, but now I can't feel it, but it is the ruthless retribution of the years.

A few years ago, you wouldn't be like this. You won't walk alone on the stone street washed by the spring rain all night, you won't flatter others, and you won't have the pressure of work. I fell asleep as soon as I got home, and I will continue to work tomorrow.

Along the way, you have heard a lot of truth and studied for many years, so you have accumulated a lot of things you want to think about subconsciously. However, since you understand the gap between reality and ideal, you suddenly realize that the world is not what you want.

You know that learning English is difficult and boring, but you persevere. You know that dealing with people you don't like is deliberate and melodramatic, but you still treat them with a smile. You also know that you don't want to follow the rules and don't like the rules, but you will still live a nine-to-five life step by step.

Maybe now you feel very hard, helpless and at a loss. However, please don't choose to give up when you are unhappy.

Zeng's interview made you look forward to it for a whole week. Zeng's breakup made you get rid of your memory and be lonely for several years. I waved goodbye to the station and promised to meet, but it became a lifetime.

Once you two were the envy of many students in the class, but at a class reunion, you two became the most familiar strangers in all the classes. And in every class meeting, you are just a member of this group, as one of the voices of the people.

The longer I stay alone, the stronger I feel inside, but I will still cry when I cry, and I will still be weak sometimes. Finally, what you understand about inner strength is that when you cry and become weak one day, you can wipe away the tears in the corner of your eyes and have the courage to drive away the weakness.

I wrote to you a few years ago. That summer, June, July, August and September of 2009, was a very important day in your life. Because there is a very important exam in these three days, called "College Entrance Examination".

Your examination room is in your own high school, which is the teaching building of your freshman year. The walls have begun to have mottled marks, and green moss has grown in some places. You sit next to the men's room or the women's room in the classroom, in the row near the door, the penultimate seat. Six exams in three days.

The first subject is Chinese. To tell the truth, your Chinese performance is not good-or rather, it is very unstable. Up and down, this is the most worrying situation for all teachers with college entrance examination classes. You still don't understand why reading always loses so many points. You are obviously doing your own "reading comprehension", but it seems that you didn't get the ideal score once. Let me guess the reason. I think it may be because the teacher who gave the question has a slightly different view from you.

Not only that, but also the composition. Writing was once the proudest thing in your six-year middle school career, so that in the final mock exam, you scored 55+ almost every time, and every time you were praised, circulated and read as a model essay (except that it was not printed and distributed to the whole school). But that's just "almost" Two or three times, your composition was actually brushed below 50 points.

You five years ago, you five years later.

You didn't throw away all the Chinese papers in the mock exam that year. You tidy them up neatly and lock them in the bookcase at home. Every winter and summer vacation, you will take the opportunity to turn it out at home from time to time, and the ink of the book will bring you back to the memories of youth at that time.

After four years and eight vacations, you seem to understand the reason why two or three composition scores are unexpected-oh, it turns out that I am writing prose, writing my mood and writing my true feelings. Even if the composition requires a clear statement: the style is not limited. However, when inspirational figures such as Li Bai, Du Fu and Yu are all on the page, if the structure of prose is not brilliant enough, it will really hang by a thread.

Later, you gradually understand that the college entrance examination is actually just a game. It has its own rules of the game. If you want to upgrade, you have to abide by its rules-unless you don't want to play, or you have the right to choose not to play.

You went to Wu Da.

In fact, you didn't know there was such a university in China before you went, and it was 985. At that time, your mind was completely taken away by your male god, and you were fascinated by universities in Beijing. But God seems to have predicted that you will have plans to drift north in four years, so I think it's better not to let you realize your wish so soon, and let you postpone the time of self-satisfaction.

People need to make progress, but also need appropriate blows.

At that time, the teachers of the Wu Da Admissions Office came to the school and booked some enrollment. Dad went to consult at that time, and you didn't go with him because your grades gave you a big problem. If you apply to a school in Beijing, you will fail if you are high, and you will fail if you are low. You didn't know what to do, so you stopped for a long time before the senior senior students in the college entrance examination were admitted to the list last year. You slipped away from their own universities, especially those in Beijing-Peking University, Tsinghua, People's Congress, Cai Yang, Jiaotong University ... The more you look at it, the more anxious you are, thinking that you really can't go to Beijing.

In fact, five years ago, you also had a beautiful dream of a business woman.

When you get home, you look through the enrollment brochure of Wu Da University that Dad got from the teacher of the Admissions Office. Looking at this university is actually quite boring. Later, I looked it up online. Wu Da, 985, is one of the most beautiful universities in China. Look at Wuhan again. There are four stoves, no heating, traffic jams and serious air pollution ... At that time, you "collapsed". Damn, going to college is like living in hell.

Five years later, when you look back on this idea at that time, you can't help laughing at yourself: naive, really naive. If you are not satisfied, you really don't know how to cherish it.

You have to admit that you are much luckier than most people.

You were born in a province where competition is not fierce, and you also enjoyed the special national college entrance examination care policy for this province. In senior three, you played a lot, never forgot to eat and sleep, and never drank coffee, coke or red bull. You didn't do anything except the textbook that the teacher asked you to buy. I don't know if you are lazy and don't want to do extra exercise, or because you are actually quite disdainful and seem to have confidence in yourself.

After all, in the mock exam at that time, your average ranking was around grade 100. The teacher said that in Shanghai, this grade should be no problem in the last undergraduate course.

At that time, you had no concept. You think undergraduate course is so easy, so easy. You don't know that there are three undergraduate courses, two undergraduate courses and one undergraduate course, and one undergraduate course is divided into 2 1 1 and 985. Besides undergraduate courses, it is a junior college, a secondary school and later a vocational college.

What you get is very convenient. Although it is not particularly good, it is not particularly bad. So you will feel that everything is so natural and relaxed, but in your heart, you actually despise this exam. It never occurred to you that what you seem to get easily is actually the result that others need to work hard many times to get.

Fortunately, the four years of college have made you see something clearly, or let you understand something. That's exactly what I said-university is a good stage for shaping world outlook, outlook on life and values.

After some stumbling and a round of stupid shouting, you begin to understand what you want.

You begin to understand what you have to pay for what you want.

After knowing what I have to pay, I began to work hard.

You also know how to cherish the fruits of your own efforts and self-sufficiency after harvest.

You have honed a set of mental skills of "doing your own thing and being responsible for your life". You know this is the most reliable, and everyone knows it. However, not everyone will take action after they know it.

Perhaps, this is your advantage, this is your maverick, "go your own way."

So, five years later, in a small office and a small rented room, you start to do your best to undertake all the work you can, including giving yourself extra work. You told your parents that you have been in Beijing for a year or two and don't expect to make money. It's good to be able to support yourself.

After all, many a mickle makes a mickle, and you can lose your hair. In fact, you, in the next big game, want the last game and have a perfect ending.

Later, you found yourself really a "busy man". In addition to normal exercise, you have endless things to do every day, and your working hours are saturated every day. It seems that one challenge after another is coming at you. At first, your answer was quite frank and you thought it was very interesting. In the end, you find yourself at a loss.

From the beginning, I told the editor to postpone the delivery time, and now I directly declined the director's invitation to record the program. You have been adhering to the idea that no matter how busy and tired you are, you can't sacrifice the minimum quality of life. You should eat or sleep. In fact, I want to say, does this mean that you are gradually recognized by more and more people on this road of accumulation, so you will have more opportunities than others. Even so, it may exceed your load.

Finally, you have to judge by your original values-you have to know what you really want.

There is so much time. When things conflict beyond the load of time, you should have a balance in your heart. You must not want everything, and you can't do anything well in the end. And some things, want now, or want too much, are actually not a good thing. Why use such an abstract statement to describe it? That's because everyone has different requirements for themselves. This only plays an abstract role and has no specific discussion.

If a fish drinks water, it knows itself well. What do you want, what do you know.

What a person's life will look like in the end is determined by many factors. Because of this, the fault of a certain factor is not enough to shake your life track for a while, and because of this, the careful care of any factor will help your life to be brilliant.

At this time, the sky cleared up after the heavy rain in Beijing. Five years later, I will go to the gym to help my life and add a touch of color.