I looked at the girl, small, small eyes, small mouth, and there were two dimples when I smiled. These characteristics remind me of Beibei subconsciously. After chatting for a while, I chatted with Xiao Wu. When I saw them off, I looked at the back of Xiao Wu holding the girl's hand, as if I saw him holding Beibei.
After seeing Xiao Wu off, I called Beibei to pay her a New Year call. By the way, I said to Beibei, "Xiao Wu just came with his wife, and I just found out." Beibei was silent for a long time over there and finally said, "It's time to start over." I think he is talking to me and to herself. At the end of the speech, I said to her, "That girl is really like you." Beibei smiled at the other end of the phone, very calm.
I spent a long time staring at my mobile phone alone at home, thinking that when you really love someone with your heart, there will be more or less the shadow of that person in your later life. After all, it is a person you love deeply, a person you are willing to protect with your life. How easy is it to completely erase him from your life?
Man is a very strange and despicable animal. Many times, they always say they don't want to love, but they are still worried all the time. You will go to see his recent situation from time to time, see if his signature has changed again, and guess his mind. When you see a close photo of him and another opposite sex, you will still be secretly jealous, but we usually don't want to admit it.
We all finally met and got to know each other in this vast sea of people. We went through a spring and autumn period together, experienced many little things, got to know each other, and finally got up the courage to pierce enough paper and hugged each other. Then you eat together, go shopping together, watch movies together, you tolerate all his bad habits, he embraces all your little willfulness, you create a lot of small touches for each other, then go through many hardships and setbacks, and finally depend on each other as close as relatives. There are many stories between you. Many things about her have been engraved in your mind, such as her favorite songs, her favorite snacks, her favorite movies, her beautiful face when she laughed, and the tears on her cheeks after she cried. If you want to forget these things, how can you forget them?
We are all grown up, and many things can't be willful. We all know, but only in the face of people who love each other like relatives, some people are as casual as children. Finally one day, you or she broke up with that sentence. Just after you insisted on breaking up, you couldn't hide your regrets and refused to bow down to that ridiculous self-esteem. But when chatting, I will say things like "At that time, she and I …" and "If I am still with him …" from time to time. Later, when you start a new relationship, the new lover will always be somewhat similar to her in expression and personality. Later, you will think of her from time to time, thinking that if the person you are holding hands with now can be like her in some places. So, sometimes I can't help asking, "Why did you break up?"
I haven't contacted the girl I once liked for two years. In the morning, she sent WeChat to celebrate the New Year. We chatted for a while. She said: "I have worked outside for two years and met many people. I have always been good to myself, even better than you were to me at the beginning, but I can't find the feeling you gave me at the beginning." I went home this time, cleaned up the cupboard, and saw the gift you gave me before, and my heart was still warm. At that time, I thought, if only I were not so stubborn. " I smiled and said to her, "I'll do it." She said, "Yes, why don't I chase you?" I said, "well, I'll refuse you once, or I'll always feel guilty." Then, we all laughed, chatting with each other about the experiences and feelings of these two years, and talking about the dribs and drabs of these two years. Finally, she said to me, "I'm sorry." I looked at her smiling face on WeChat and replied faintly: "It's all over."
That's what we are. We lost a lot of things ourselves and missed a lot of people ourselves, but it's all over. Just talked to Wen Zi about this, and she said, "Love is love, and if you don't love, you don't love. Two people are on and off. No matter how many people you like and associate with, you are such a person, and your heart is only one, with those people, those people inside.
Over the years, some friends around me will ask me, "He is so kind to me, should I accept him …", "He has always been like that, and I don't want to live with him …", in fact, when you ask others' opinions, your mind has already made a decision. When you ask others, all you want is their support. You won't hesitate even if others raise objections. So many times I don't know whether to persuade reconciliation or separation. It's just that whenever you want to make a decision, don't be too entangled. As long as you take a step back and look at many things, you will find that it is not as serious as you think. Life can still be lived well.
I used to be separated from my lover, but now I think it's no big deal. It's just that I was too stubborn at that time to care about those little things. Really wait until we break up, only to find that we have unconsciously used to everything with her. Reading a book, I found that it was what she used to like to read; Listening to a song, I found that the band was introduced to me when she was together; Riding a bike to the seaside, I found that I promised to take her to the seaside to watch the sunrise and sunset, but it didn't come true when I broke up; Tell a joke to a friend, and sometimes I suddenly find that it is what she once told herself; Go to dinner, take the bus and like to choose a window position; A girl who thinks she looks good will always feel familiar unconsciously. After careful reflection, she finds herself more or less like her.
Breaking up and divorce are both simple words, but it's really not easy to meet someone who can really love you. How many people can you meet in life? Is it really a fresh start to find another person to live with when two people are separated? You know, you are still you, looking for another person. Many times, you just find another familiar person and continue your story in a similar way. Unless you really die, no matter how many times you do it, it's actually the same.
There is a boy who likes a girl. When the girl laughs, he laughs with her. He felt sad when the girl cried. This girl is dating one boyfriend after another. Boys always stay with girls and become their confidantes. Until one day, the girl told the boy that she fell in love with a man and she was going to a far-away city with him. At that time, the boy was in pain, but he went to the station to see the girl off the day she left. The girl said "I'm sorry" to the boy before she left. The boy burst into tears instantly, and then the boy knew, and she knew. The boy looked at the girl who left with the train and thought that it could finally end.
After the girl left, the boy took a long time to put it down. Later, he began to study hard and learned a lot. Slowly, he got used to life without girls.
Just a few years after the girl left, the boy received a phone call from the girl. On the phone, the boy knew that the girl's lover was cheating on her and the girl was going back to his city. But the boy told me that he was not excited at all. That night, he told me a lot about their past, about him and that girl. I am a person who likes to listen to stories. I listen quietly.
A few days later, the girl came back and the boy went to see the girl as promised. The girl asked the boy, "Do you still want me?"
The boy looked at her and said, "How many years have passed? I have forgotten that we were not together in the past, and now I can't afford it. "
The girl said, "I don't believe in love anymore, and I won't love anyone again."
The boy said, "You have met in these years, but the love you gave me is too stingy, and the love I gave you is too extravagant. You have to believe that there will still be love that belongs to you, so cherish it. "
The girl cried, and the boy didn't wipe her tears this time. The boy handed the paper towel to the girl and didn't send her home until the girl finished crying.
Later, the boy had a girlfriend, with long black hair like a girl, a clean face, a quiet, persistent and not sissy personality.
One day I went out with him and met a girl. Later, we found a place to drink. I said to him, "Very similar, really similar."
He wanted to say something, opened his mouth to me and closed it again. Finally, he shook his head and smiled bitterly.
Everyone is different, even if they have different looks, different looks and different heights, you can always find some shadows of people you loved in the people you later associate with, so every "she" you later find has her shadow, because they are all you like.
You people actually want to go back to each other in the end, but you just don't want to admit that your damn self-esteem is at work, so you will all find someone who looks like her in the future.
As mentioned above, unless you really die, even if the whole world has reason to separate you, you should stick to it, because you have walked through the thorny jungle, walked through the bumpy road and lived together for many years, which will be printed in your life. Because the story between you is so unforgettable and unforgettable.