"I'm a little stupid playing games. I have always had a poor understanding and need a lot of practice. I don't believe it. Every time I lose, I will work hard and practice more. " Through the unremitting efforts of Tang Xiaoyou and his teammates, their team won the third place with 12.
In high school, Tang Xiaoyou got good grades, but she hated China's cramming education model. "Later, I didn't take the college entrance examination. I only went to junior college, only hung up my student status, and came out to do what I wanted to do. " At that time, many people were not optimistic about Tang Xiaoyou giving up higher education, but Tang Xiaoyou did not regret it. "Life is short, I want to burn my life for my dream, even if it is very hard, it is that others are not optimistic."
During his junior college years, Tang Xiaoyou was very interested in makeup, so he came up with the idea of opening his own shop. "My temper is very stubborn. If I want to do something, I have to do it. So I clamored to open a beauty salon for me at home. " This is Tang Xiaoyou's first job as a beauty salon owner. "It was really difficult at the time, and my family gave me start-up funds. In the hot summer, I went from looking for shops, talking about brands, to shop decoration, recruiting people and so on. "
But sugar Xiaoyou was only 17 years old at that time. Being inexperienced, she was cheated by her partner. In the end, the beauty salon only opened for three months and closed down because of poor management. "At that time, I felt that the world was cruel and my friends would lie to me. When you go out to do business, you will find that people who look good at ordinary times and people you think can be friends will not help you, but will just stand by and watch. There are even people who want to take another piece of meat from your' corpse'. "
The failure of starting a business has taught Tang Xiaoyou a lot and left a deep shadow on her. "After that, I was autistic for more than 8 months. I don't want to go out and meet people. I just play games every day. " Later, in August of 12, Tang Xiaoyou gradually let go of this past. Just as the game platform was recruiting DNF to explain, Tang Xiaoyou tried it and persisted.
Speaking in front of the camera for the first time, Sugar Xiaoyou is inevitably shy. "I didn't dare to look at the camera at first, and I couldn't let go. My facial features are softer, so I don't look very photogenic. " At that time, the live broadcast level of e-sports circle was always in line with the live broadcast level of TV, but due to the limitation of equipment, the live broadcast effect was not good, and the photos taken would make people feel ugly and fat. "I'm more shy. Girls always care about whether the image looks good or not. "
The work of explanation is not as glamorous as imagined. "At that time, in Shanghai, the first salary was only 3,000, but the income of the working class had to bear the negative pressure of public figures." 12 years, when Tang Xiaoyou just started out, some people with ulterior motives maliciously targeted her and created a "bus" incident.
In fact, it was because one thing had an argument with a player in the group and was kicked out of the group that this happened. But the initiator apologized to me and said it was malicious hacking me. "Many people think that Sugar Xiaoyou can't survive the incident. In the end, only 18-year-old Sugar Xiaoyou survived." Although I feel wronged and innocent, I can only hide my face and cry. "And this is just from mental pressure.
At work, Sugar Xiaoyou is very strict with herself and will arrive early before going to work. The video shot is not satisfactory, and it is acceptable to remake it several times a day. "Sometimes I can only sleep for 2 hours and then broadcast live for one day when I go to other places to explain the game. Sometimes I spend a lot of thought and time making a video, but people don't recognize it. " And sugar Xiaoyou has many similar experiences.
"I'm not a person who cares about how hard I work. I care more about whether what I have made can be recognized by others. " Although it will be very tired, Sugar Xiaoyou still persists. "I often see warm messages from fans after I feel tired and don't want to do it, so I feel very happy and motivated to continue." Maybe Sugar Xiaoyou will feel satisfied even if he is a little sure.
Usually, Sugar Xiaoyou doesn't like going out to play. "I'm really homesick. Get up in the morning, you need to write a video planning case, find video material, rest at noon and start live broadcast. After dinner, I will practice yoga or go to the gym or dance. When I get home, I will handle the Taobao shop and then read and sleep. " Occasionally, in his spare time, Sugar Xiaoyou likes to drink afternoon tea alone, take some beautiful photos, or go to a movie of interest alone.
On weekends, sugar trysts are busier. "I need to get up at 6 o'clock in the morning on weekends, take a 2-hour bus to Shanghai for Korean classes and participate in some host training. On the way, I will watch the previous DNF game video, and then take a notebook to record some performances of the players. " The almost endless schedule constitutes the daily routine of Sugar Xiaoyou week after week.
It takes so much effort to pursue sugar superiority, which is actually simple and complicated. "Spiritual level: I hope more people will affirm me, life is short, I hope to realize my life value on the comment platform, and I hope to pass this kindness and happiness on to more people. From the material level: I hope I can do what others can't when I am younger than others. Do not rely on others, give yourself a better life and love yourself. "
Although there are many rumors, Sugar Xiaoyou has never found a boyfriend since she debuted for half a year. "I have always kept my distance from players and commentators because I don't want to have an affair. The rumor is terrible. The best way for girls to protect themselves is not to give others a chance to find fault. " Sugar Xiaoyou also cares about the feelings of fans. "I often get news from fans on Qun and Weibo, saying that if I find a boyfriend, they won't play or something." Therefore, Sugar Xiaoyou is still single.
Although single, sugar Xiaoyou has already thought about the standard of boyfriend. "I like gentle and clean boys. Although I am strong, I like the feeling of being taken care of and spoiled. I hope my future boyfriend can tolerate me and spoil me. Then he needs to have a stable and mature work career, which can give me a warm feeling of home. " Of course, Sugar Xiaoyou hopes that her future boyfriend will have the same hobbies as her. With the same topic, she will be more willing to talk.