Text/Deerman 3000

I don't want to discuss with you the geomantic metaphysics of "one life, two fortunes, three fengshui products, five virtues, five studies, six seven aspects, eight respects for ghosts and gods, nine friends and ten health preservation". Facts have proved that in this law of the jungle society, you don't have the heart of a hungry wolf or the appearance of a Buddha.

Especially in my twenties.

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As a teacher, I was the head teacher in high school when I was in middle school. I was happy all day, and my smile was not dignified, which made the students make fun of him, but the quality of teaching was a mystery.

This guy is never at school on Fridays. He has two occupations, one is a middle school teacher and the other is a professional hand.

It turned out that he cheated in various long-term and short-term operations along the coast. Later, because I got married, I went back to Sichuan. Some time before the college entrance examination, I was psychologically blocked, so I went to find him to clean up. He is still smiling, holding a book "Buddha is destined to cross the river" and chatting with me. My egg hurts.

You don't know, this guy is black and has a careless tone. If it were not for his students, he would not have guessed that he was eating a bowl of rice.

"CSI, why do you want to be a teacher when you say that you are so rich?" I throw this topic.

He smiled and scratched his head and said, "I need a job."

"What do you mean? You have given me something profound. " I look angry.

"For example, look." He took out his mobile phone and pointed to a piece of software. "We have been keeping stock of Guangdong pearls for a long time."

I looked at the red numbers and shook my head: "I don't understand this."

He said with a smile: "In the stock market, millions of people go up and down every minute, which is normal. This is still a small retail investor. What if you are in a bad mood? "

I am very considerate.

"I like teaching, practical. I need a formal job, nine to five. It's like it's your business not to go to college, but at least you have that ticket. "

I said flatly, "To tell you the truth, I have no idea what the egg relationship is between them."

"I mean, when a person should do something beneficial to him, you should at least have a score in mind."

He took a sip of strong tea.

Suddenly there is a feeling of awakening.

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The backstage in the official WeChat account has always been the hardest hit by emotional flooding, just like the barrage. Interspersed among them is some confusion about life. This is a bit broad, and there are few unique antelope hanging horns. I often don't talk, because I always feel that people who interfere in other people's lives at will definitely have moral problems.

However, there are only a few words that come to mind: I don't know what to do.

In this hurried twenty-one years, I have done thirty or forty part-time jobs. From the beginning, I knew one thing very well. I don't do so much work for money, nor for anything to say on my resume. To tell the truth, you don't need extremely professional knowledge and high education to find a part-time job, and you don't make any money at all except the job that your parents occasionally help you find.

I just want to find my happiest and most interesting job.

Up to now, I have been coding and playing ball every day. Although I don't make money, I think I can eat this bowl of rice as a writer in the future.

Therefore, my advice to people in their twenties is this: do more things, no matter how humble or low it seems. Now, you don't have to care about your so-called face.

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Many friends around me are playing tricks, including Hongyu, who is from Fujian and loves to play games. He is not first-rate. Amateurs have to weigh one or two, but he can't hold on to the fact that the base of e-sports business in China is mushrooming. He plays live broadcast and sells meat muffins, and his monthly income is more than that of ordinary middle-aged people. I envy him very much.

Who doesn't like money? However, he failed six subjects at the end of the term, made up three subjects and retaken three subjects. I played ball with him that day, and he was unhappy.

"Gemini, do you think it's worth it?" He hit a three-pointer with a whoosh.

"Three hundred and sixty lines, lines are very funny. What are you afraid of? " It doesn't matter. The ball is a little flat.

There was silence, only the sound of basketball landing.

"Who doesn't take money to do things?" I threw a basket and said.

"For some money, I didn't do what college students should do. I regret it now. " He suddenly spit out a sentence.

I was about to rebound when I saw him turn his back.

I cried for no reason.

The truth!

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Alei is my brother. He hasn't brought any colored glasses for many years. Now I am studying architecture in Hunan University, with excellent grades, handsome appearance and healthy life. He often reprints many professional articles in his circle of friends. But I never stopped him. Even if he rummaged through those things, I don't know if he saw them. Although I can't read it.

Xiaoxiang is also one of my brothers. He studied in France and his academic performance was poor. His family is superior, so he throws the money out. However, he has mastered English and calligraphy very well, likes fitness and thinks and practices every day. I also often take photos and live a healthy and tasteful life. Although he can't even analyze geometry in high school.

Why not block it? This is probably my own factor. I am stubborn and a little paranoid. I believe that what others can do, I want to do, and I must do it.

Once, I had tea with Alei, and he smiled and asked me about my plans and plans. Finally, draw a full stop with some suggestions from his point of view. As soon as I compare the atmosphere and breath around the university, I need their dynamics to spur me.

On my twentieth birthday, I still remember sending a circle of friends:

There will never be a shortage of hard-working people in this world, but if you don't work hard when your talent and background are inferior to others, then you will die in your twenties. Maybe in the future, you will embark on the broad road because of your fate, but in the future, you will only be reborn.

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When I first entered the workplace, I was attracted by a girl. She was not beautiful and had no figure. She wears professional clothes, even if it can be seen that she is professionally trained, I only give six points. But this girl wins in connotation, knows a little about everything, is not proficient, and is also a beginner with strong professional knowledge.

Since I met her, every salary increase was included and she was nominated for promotion.

Once I worked overtime, she and I drove home across the road. On the way, I naturally want to learn some classics through flattery.

She shook her head: "Xiao Shuang, this can't be said. To tell the truth, women are better at mixing in the workplace than men, but men are much firmer than women. The girl's house is not good-looking, which is equivalent to losing an advantage. "

I nodded, feeling the wind blowing by the river, and occasionally caught a glimpse of the singing and dancing Riverside Road.

"A woman who does more than men and is stricter than men is not bad at all." She muttered to herself.

Like telling me, like telling yourself.

I am stunned. Should I blame my mother for giving me an extra baby?

That's fucking bullshit.

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Every day without dancing is a disappointment to life. -Nietzsche

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Don't let yourself die in your twenties.

About the author: Dielmann 3000, Gemini, freelance writer, likes telling stories, but doesn't like reasoning. Weibo @ lurensanqian, personal WeChat public platform: lurensanqian.