Poverty is the first reality that life makes me face.
As a graduate who has just graduated for less than half a year, I have been in debt for thousands, and I may lose more. After paying the rent, the money saved by the internship is already negative. My salary is 3 thousand. In Hangzhou, a city with a low standard of living, the rent has already used half of my salary. The rest is just enough for my living expenses for one month, or the kind that can only be used to buy food. I used to be used to the days when I always had money in my pocket. Even if it's not much, I always know where the money for the next meal is. I was so anxious that I couldn't sleep on the first night, because I knew that just relying on this dead salary would definitely make me poorer and poorer. The ancients said, five buckets of rice don't fold, that's right! Give me a bucket of rice, and I will thank you on my knees.
Money is used for consumption, not for saving. In this nature, I can't be out of debt. I accidentally saw the WeChat business in a circle of friends one day. I don't know why things that are usually so unpleasant now look good. By them, "just watch me make money!" This vulgar and inferior provocation successfully aroused my idea of doing WeChat business. At that time, I selectively forgot the word face, and money was my avatar. 1 month is in full swing, earning hundreds of dollars, but the energy spent and the increasingly unreliable feeling make me feel that this road is blocked.
How else can I make money? What should I do?
Okay, I will. ...
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He doesn't want women to move bricks.
Laziness is the second reality that life makes me face.
I feel that I am so poor that I can't even eat enough spiritual food, and I don't starve to death. It's no use lamenting that the university has been abandoned for four years at this time. I also know how important skills, specialties and knowledge are after a person enters the society. The current poverty is mainly due to the lack of self-level, and the university has advanced to the present chic. There is a sense of urgency. I want to start learning the skills I should learn now.
I know a little about PS, and I want to try to do some design to earn some extra money. But now the technology is not enough, and you need to teach yourself every day. Only when you have a work, will someone want to believe you. I am also quick-handed, and I learned two tutorials that day. That long-lost sense of accomplishment will only appear in the final exam. However, so far, I have only studied those two tutorials, and then there always seems to be some reasons to stop me from studying. Working late, too tired to go home. I just want to wash and sleep. I finally came to spend the weekend. I slept in the dark first, and I have to wash and brush my teeth when I get up. After all, I have no money to buy new clothes. The TV series has finally been updated! I must see it! Tomorrow is fine, I must start learning PS. I think it must hurt to slap myself in the mouth. I didn't smoke because I was afraid of pain.
Then read a book. I always feel that the IQ is terrible now. I can't understand all the primary school textbooks. It is estimated that you will be disabled if you leave Baidu. I bought several new books, but only one has been opened so far. Some books seem to have a thin layer of dust on them. I think I may be terminally ill, not lazy cancer, but mentally retarded cancer that is too lazy to get better.
After listening to so many reasons and drinking so much chicken soup, is it poisonous? If you go down from your mouth, there will be no taste in your stomach.
Therefore, we always fail to learn well and still squander less and less youth. However, that chic has turned into anxiety.
The lazier and poorer, the poorer and lazier.
My roommate told me that she wanted to be that kind of person. Don't worry about your livelihood, you only need to hesitate for a few seconds to buy clothes, eat as much as you want, have a fitness card closest to home, and go to the cinema to see a movie once a month. On weekends, one day I go out for a long trip, one day I cook and record my life with my camera. Before going to bed at night, you can listen to a few favorite songs or watch a few episodes of hit TV, read a book or write. Every Monday is full of energy to meet work, serious about life and responsible for work. It's beautiful to think of it, but can you only think about it? In fact, this kind of life is ok now, just because I am too poor to have what I like. I wasted countless beautiful days and nights because of laziness.
It is also possible that the current mood can make us powerless to create a better life. But whether you do it or not, there are always people living the life you want in the distance.
A friend told me that he felt very tired when he was too lazy to pick up girls, but he wanted someone to chat with him until dawn. I was about to say the same thing when he said this. Without social interaction, positive energy cannot be bred, and perhaps negative and positive energy can be obtained from the network. But those words are also written by living people to those who can't jump out of their own life difficulties. Without action, there is no chance of success.
I have read an article before, and people who have a wonderful life will think that their twenties are the brightest stars in their lives.
If you suddenly wake up at the age of 30, why does time fly? Then ten years between the ages of 20 and 30 must have been eaten by dogs.
You are not 18 years old.
Not qualified to waste.
? Yinyue
I finally wrote it when I wanted to write it today.
At least it's an improvement.
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