? Before getting on the bus, I tidied my hair, which made my hair that I hadn't cut for almost two months glow with a little vitality. The round-the-clock shift system made me enter middle age with serious endocrine disorders, and my hair began to fall off slowly. I think it won't be long before we meet again, and I will go back with a piece of Mediterranean. Play with bangs, get rid of these thoughts, take a deep breath and get ready. This time, it is inevitable that it is another drunken dream.
? A month ago, I sent a reply to WeChat, "I can't be what you want, so I have to go through the scenery by myself." I thought about it for a long time and replied that I would take time to go back next month. Sitting in the car and looking at the constantly flowing street view outside the window, I began to recall the story.
? I thought I had finally finished my journey of looking for love, and there was a lovely girl around me who was quietly fighting for the ultimate goal of the rest of my life-wife and children fever. It was not until Jane told me that she was taken to a blind date by her family that I realized that I was going to wander among all kinds of girls again.
? Jane told me on WeChat that she didn't think I loved her enough. Then, delete, black and disappear without a trace. I gave a wry smile. The convenience of the information age is that disappearing is as simple and rude as getting in touch. I booked a ticket online, packed my bag, took the key, packed my bag, locked the door, took a taxi and stood in a daze at the ticket gate. At this time, I slowly woke up. It turns out that Jane and I are not only separated by the railway between the two cities. Finally, I got on this train. I wonder, if I have a car, will I refuel at the gas station now, to avoid the embarrassment of running out of gas on the road, and then touch the few RMB left in my pocket? This kind of worry is too much and considerate. I just found out that my love with Jane didn't end unilaterally, but we both changed.
? I came to Jane's city, walked along the street we used to walk together, took out my notebook and wrote a paragraph, "Can love be obtained through hard work?" Once you change, you are nothing, no matter how far away you are in others' eyes, in her eyes, you are just an annoying cheeky. "I tore off this page and threw it into the mailbox on the roadside.
? This coffee shop is still the same. The boss is a fashionable middle-aged man, always wearing jeans and long hair over his shoulders. The boss greeted me warmly and asked me why I came alone today. I smiled and said, "I want to drink your cappuccino." The middle-aged man gave me a meaningful smile and made the cappuccino that Jane and I would order every time. I asked my boss for a pencil and wrote a sentence by Cai Kangyong on a wooden table with a composite board. "The so-called brokenhearted, not just the loss of a lover, the so-called brokenhearted, is that you wrote poems, took photos, fantasized about happiness, became a better self, and suddenly lost the basis. It's like you are building a castle. When that person leaves, he takes the land under the castle. " The boss came over, put down his glass and handed me a Yuxi without saying anything. I think this single father in his forties must know what I'm thinking.
? It's winter now, and the wind is a little strong. I began to regret not wearing a hat when I went out. Looking at this strange city, I actually began to blame myself for choosing to leave here and go to another city to struggle. Touching my hair, it suddenly occurred to me that it is also a good choice to wear a wig when I am bald, just don't go out in such windy weather. I dialed the number to answer the phone, told him I was waiting for him at the usual place, and then got on a taxi.
? Order good food, move good wine, smoke, put some food on the mat first, and adjust the state. After all, you can't eat and sleep as before. It's safer to pad something before drinking. When I came back to the door, I was in high spirits, which reminded me of what he had sent me before. You still have to eat, drink and smoke, but half of the wine should be returned and half of the cigarettes should be reduced. After all, being good to yourself is more important. If I stop talking, I won't say Jane. We talked a lot about the future and the future. I feel bitterly that at the age of forty, I will eventually become a bald-headed strange corn. After all, that is not a good thing. This meal, there is no Jane's story, no lost emotions, only fantasy and obscenity about the future. I always feel that when a boy becomes a man, there are more and more heavy objects in his body, and he can keep his center of gravity down, keep floating and walk steadily on the road.
? When I came back from Jane's city, there was only the last page left in my notebook. I am a little relieved to think that the postman crumpled up all the documents belonging to me in the mailbox on every street and threw them into the trash can. Take out my pen, I wrote a sentence on the last page, and then threw it into the trash can. "Turn to the last page of the book, the story can end, or always miss the ending of the hero. After the movie, you can leave with peace of mind, otherwise you will always regret missing the last egg. It's the same to let go of a person. When she walks into the marriage hall with someone else, she no longer has, is no longer qualified, does not need to escape, does not need to be silent, and only the wind is light and the clouds are light. Time is the most barbaric, and everyone will be blown away by the wind. "
? I started eating regularly, exercising, starting my own business, doing what I always wanted to do, and becoming the person I always wanted to be. I think, maybe after a long time, Jane and I will meet again, and I can say to her, "Long time no see."
? After dinner, Fu was going to deal with the renovation of the new store. I didn't go in the same direction. Fu and I parted at the crossroads. I turned around and looked at the back of a person walking in the street. It's windy today, and all the clouds are blown away. The moon is really round. According to the road under my feet, it feels a bit dazzling from here.
Long time no see.-Eason Chan? Lyrics adaptation
Deuces Wild