Love of beauty is a nature, and excessive pursuit of perfection is a disease. Actually, you don't have to worry too much. When you don't care about it and often praise your calf, you will find that your calf is beautiful and flawless. At this time, your calf will naturally be perfect.
I suggest you read some books on traditional culture, find back the confidence of the big country and the oriental culture, and learn some free methods to avoid the valley and love fitness, so that you will be really enriched and feel more attractive.